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Lily

Liar.

About Me

I have a daughter. She is cooler than anyone I know. She also adds something special to my life that makes it a little more meaningful than just bars and shows and people you don't remember and blah blah blah. I just can't fuck up as much but thats not really a bad thing.
I live a content boring little suburban life but that is not to say that I am not intensely interested in so many things. I'm taking some time off from being supercool so I can be a supermom.
Sometimes I fall in love. Fast. Sometimes I get hurt.

My Interests

Books. Music. Boys. Kink. Drinking. And as much as it doesn't seem to fit, parenting properly.

I'd like to meet:

Cuba.

Music:

A passion.Death Cab for Cutie, The Postal Service, Aqueduct, The Pixies, Jimmy Eat World, Apocalypse Hoboken, Modest Mouse, Coldplay, The Long Winters, Jets to Brazil, The Rapture, Boy Sets Fire, Snapcase, Dillinger Escape Plan, Cypress Hill, Fleetwood Mac, Buena Vista Social Club, Ludacris, Appleseed Cast, Tuesday, Thursday, Madonna, George Michael, Alot of 80's, The Smiths (thanks pete), The Cure, Dismemberment Plan, Red Hot Valentines, Radiohead, Verbena, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Lillingtons, The Faint, Hot Rod Circuit, Five Eight, The Smoking Popes, Duvall, Camber, Casket Lottery, The Gloria Record, At The Drive-In, Built to Spill, etc.

Movies:

Yup.

Television:

House. Law and Order.

Books:

Possibly an even greater passion than music. Possibly.
Hemingway. Tolstoy. Fante. Kierkegaard. Rushdie. Miller. Eliot. Plath. Sartre. Woolf. Gaiman. Dostoyevsky. Dante. Vonnegut. Heidegger. Bukowski.
Greatly varied, never dull, never ending.

Heroes:

Its a toss up between me and my daughter.

My Blog

Everything was fine

Until I made the dreadful mistake of peeking at your profile again. Entertaining the ladies I see. Its amazing how you can push someone away and yet keep them hanging on for such a long time. Perverse...
Posted by Lily on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:08:00 PST

Give up.

I'm done.
Posted by Lily on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:17:00 PST

Where are you

I miss someone. Part of me feels relief from my request and the other part is terrified of my request being granted.I'm sure this only makes sense to you. I want a possibility of a tomorrow. Whenever ...
Posted by Lily on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 08:48:00 PST

amendment to prior post.

Today Mia received a gift from her father. She was sooo happy. 
Posted by Lily on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 02:26:00 PST

Old age

I can't believe my little girl is 5. That makes me feel soooo old.Recently I've been having fun reconnecting with a friend from 7 years ago. I'm planning a trip to Brazil in the spring.My ex bought bi...
Posted by Lily on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 06:53:00 PST

Hope and Despair

New tattoos! I went  yesterday and got my 2 new tattoos. Hope on one wrist and Despair on the other. Hooray.
Posted by Lily on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 07:57:00 PST

Saturday and Sunday

No Mom  Duty!!! Let me know if you wanna make plans.
Posted by Lily on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 09:52:00 PST

Moving on up to the East side

I'm trying to let go. Move on. Forget. I never forget for good, just long enough for my heart to mend and hopefully have a sufficient amount of time to look back fondly instead of full of hurt and des...
Posted by Lily on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 06:58:00 PST

Harden your heart

But I'm so tired of brick walls.
Posted by Lily on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:35:00 PST

Let me reiterate

I'm so not ready to let go of something I wanted to maintain forever.
Posted by Lily on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 09:28:00 PST