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Cold Hands, Warm Heart

Heart is where the hole is...

About Me

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I like to write and draw...usually using charcoals. I write lyrics and I love music...mostly rock/metal/industrial/goth/triphop/shoegazer/riotgrrl. I'd like to eventually put some of my writing and anger to use. I've been interested in tattooing and have had the opportunity to learn, but don't have the time to dedicate to it at this point. I think I have a slight case of OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder). I have issues with people/places not being clean to my standards and things having to be a certain way or else I become riddled with anxiety/paranoia. Yet I love bathroom humor...go figure! There is nothing better than a great shit story! I am extremely stubborn and moody. I tend to be a very bitter-sarcastic person and hold grudges, which is something I'm continually trying to work on. I'm either really happy or really sad. There doesn't seem to be much of an in between...maybe somewhat manic depressive/bipolar. Its been said that I am intimidating or cold, but those who deserve to get to know me see otherwise. It's rather difficult for me to trust anyone. I always feel like people have alterior motives, but once I open up and deem you trustworthy...I'll do just about anything for you. I have a deep respect for working hard to be able to have nice things. The things that keep me going are my husband Chris, my minpin pups Akasha & Atreyu, close family members, a few good friends, and the dualities in life that remind me that my heart is still beating...love, white-hot hate, joy, pain, truth, lies, beauty, horror, faith, and fear. You can't know peace until you know suffering. "I hate what I've become, from what's been done to me." -Miss B (The Brutal Language)
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Kiya
Birthday: June 13th
Birthplace: Burlington, WI
Current Location: Genoa City, WI
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Dark brown
Height: 5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed
Your Heritage: French, Native American, German, Swiss
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Vans
Your Weakness: Dessert
Your Fears: Myself and hospital needles
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese thin crust
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Become independently wealthy so I can pay off my mortgage and buy a new car
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: Gotta take the kids outside
Your Best Physical Feature: Face
Your Bedtime: Usually before midnight
Your Most Missed Memory: Anything good in my childhood
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Taco Hell
Single or Group Dates: Single, but depends on the group I guess
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Either...ok, Arizona prefered
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino, but not the nasty Starbucks kind...ugh
Do you Smoke: Used to...quit for 2 years now
Do you Swear: Yep
Do you Sing: Yeah...sing, shout...whatever
Do you Shower Daily: Of course
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: No
Do you want to get Married: Already am
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Sure
Are you a Health Freak: Sort of...I try to eat healthy. I am a germ freak however.
Do you get along with your Parents:&..39;>
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes...best sleeping ever!
Do you play an Instrument: Somewhat...very little guitar/bass
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes...only once in a great while
In the past month have you Smoked: No...only on rare occassions now
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Negative
In the past month have you been on Stage: No =(
In the past month have you been Dumped: No, but I've taken quite a few
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yeah
Ever been Beaten up: No, but I've beaten someone up
Ever Shoplifted: Nope, I got others to do my dirty work >=)
How do you want to Die: Quick and painless with little clean up for the Coroner
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: "A big rock n mothafuckin roll star!"...realisticly a tattoo artist or make up artist/beautician
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia...I hear its very clean
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Doesn't matter, but long is nice
Height: Taller than me
Weight: Doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: Low cut and sexy! Just kidding lol...just about anything black or earth tone. I'm usually a jeans and t-shirt kind of girl.
Number of Drugs I have taken: No clue...4 or 5 is my guess
Number of CDs I own: Maybe 200...we'll just say its ALOT
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 10
Number of things in my Past I Regret: To numerous to count, but it has made me who I am today
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My Interests

Tattoos, Music, Prochoice Activism, Art, Poetry, Minpins, ASPCA, Rockband...etc.

I'd like to meet:

Clara Bow back in the 1920's-30's...

Music:

Rosewater Elizabeth, Underwater, Crisis, Kidney Thieves, PJ Harvey, Cranes, Human Waste Project, Drain STH, KMFDM, Alien Sex Fiend, Cruxshadows, Scarling, Jack Off Jill, Otep, Bjork, Cradle Of Filth, Gwar, Slipknot, Kittie, Tapping The Vein, Ministry, My Ruin, Tura Satana, Manhole, L7, Switchblade Symphony, Bauhaus, Genitortures, Type O Negative, Sisters Of Mercy, Tiamat, 12 Rounds, Tool, Lunachicks, 7 Year Bitch, Christian Death, Hole, Babes In Toyland, Katastrophy Wife, Rasputina, The White Stripes, Marilyn Manson, Skinny Puppy, Primus, Evanescence, Veruca Salt, King Diamond, Fear Factory, The Muffs, Tori Amos, Depeche Mode, White Zombie, Rob Zombie, Bloodhound Gang, Orgy, Pantera, Coal Chamber, Insane Clown Posse, System Of A Down, Stabbing Westward, Lunatic Candy Kreep, Fiona Apple, Siouxsie And The Banshees, Nine Inch Nails, Static X, Sonic Youth, Seraphim Shock, NY Loose, Hungry Lucy, Queen Adreena, Claire Voyant, The Gathering, Skindive, Curve, Die Cheerleader, Snake River Conspiracy, Garbage, Poe, The Shroud, Mortiis, Collide, Bikini Kill, Ohgr, Lacuna Coil, Rhea's Obsession, Sleater Kinney, Heavens To Betsy, Frontline Assembly, Teenage Jesus And The Jerks, Sister Machine Gun, Bella Morte, Arch Enemy, Lazy Lane, The Dresden Dolls, Darling Violetta, Baby Chaos, Modest Mouse, Razed in Black, London After Midnight, Dead Lovers' Sarabande, Nocturne, The Birthday Massacre, Rammstein, Nitzer Ebb, etc.

Movies:

Night of the Living Dead -George Romero/80's slasher/horror/zombie movies, Evil Dead, Freeway, Interview with Vampire, Hedwig, Bound, Bram Stoker's Dracula, The Crow, 28 Days Later, Resident Evil, Ginger Snaps, Underworld, Blade, Strangeland, Black Circle Boys, Fox Fire, Prey for Rock and Roll, American History X, Mists of Avalon, Jaw Breaker, Elvira, Exorcist, Waiting, Amityville, Sid & Nancy, Saw, 13 Ghosts, Gia, SLC Punk, Detour, Spun, The Road to Wellville, Party Monster, Bang Bang Your Dead, May, Cemetery Man, Gypsy83, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Gangs of New York, The Entity, Full Metal Jacket, The Cell, Donnie Darko, House of 1000 Corpses, Devil's Rejects...etc.

Television:

Invader Zim, Absolutely Fabulous, Dead Tenants, or anything having to do with the paranormal, history, surgical-body modification, or crime investigation, etc.

Books:

Grimm's Grimmest, Nietzsche, A to Z Encyclopedia of Serial Killers, H.P. Lovecraft, Satanic Witch- Anton LaVey, A Field Guide to Demons, Dictionary of Superstitions, Paradoxia- Lydia Lunch, Lost Souls- Poppy Z. Brite, Silk- Caitlin Kiernan, philosophy, new age, true crime, etc.

Heroes:

Clara Bow, Bettie Page, Tairrie B, Jessicka, Karyn Crisis, Polly Jean Harvey, Rachel Girard, Kat Von D...etc.

My Blog

There's no place like home...

I haven't been on in a while and that is because December is our busy season at work...overtime and Chris and I have been house hunting. We finally found a house and they accepted our offer so w...
Posted by Cold Hands, Warm Heart on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 05:35:00 PST

A Happy Halloween

I couldn't of asked for a better Halloween if I had planned it myself. When I came home from work Chris had taken care of everything. The house was clean, dishes were done, laundry was done. Then he b...
Posted by Cold Hands, Warm Heart on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 04:35:00 PST

New Addition!!!!

We got a new baby Saturday! She is 9 weeks old and 3 lbs. She's a miniature pinscher and we named her Akasha. She's such a sweetie...loves to cuddle. She loves her dad, but is definately a mama's girl...
Posted by Cold Hands, Warm Heart on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 03:50:00 PST