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About Me

I thought I was having a dream: it was perfect everything was. Just he and I. He leaned over to me and kissed my lips softly, and whispered gently into my ear the three words that every girl wishes she could hear. "I love you" So i sat there in shock thinking can this really happen to me? So i thought about it for a quick second and realized Yes this is real and it is happening to me. with a deep breath and closed eyes i leaned in again and i kissed him. The kinda kiss that drops you to your knees and told him "i love you too" He is my everything. My life, my love, and my spirit. He is a part of me and i have never been more sure about anything in my life. I love you Chad, and thats all there is to it. love layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com music / movies
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My Interests

I love to be spontanious. And i also love to be with the love of my life, Chad. I would never get through my day without my daily drive with my BFF Shay and going crazy with her in first period. tee hee

I'd like to meet:

AHHHH my idol

Music:

Im going to be a loser and but the bands i like! *action action* *alexisonfire* *avenged sevenfold* *as i lay dying* *autumn silence* *a perfect circle* *a dead letter promise* *all american rejects* *armor for sleep* *afi* *arcade fire* *a thorn for every heart* *anti flag* *allister* *alkaline trio* *atreyu* *brand new* *bob marley* *boy sets fire* *bright eyes* *blink 182 [old shit]* *bowling for soup* *bounching souls* *box car racer* *burning airlines* *blonde* *CATCHPENNY* *coheed and cambria* *coldplay* *chevelle* *custom* *dashboard confessional* *dead poetic* *dave matthews band* *deftones* *days in december* *disturbed* *evanesence* *falling crowns* *falling forward* *from first to last* *finch* *fenix tx* *frou frou* *funeral for a friend* *fuel* *get up kids* *goo goo doll* *hearts bleed blue* *hawthorne heights* *halfway home* *hot hot heat* *homegrown* *hellogoodbye* *head automatica* *hidden in plain view* *HIM* *incubus* *international noise conspiracy* *left in a dream* *linkin park* *matchbook romance* *modest mouse* *marilyn manson* *murder by death* *misfits* *my chemical romance* *nirvana* *nofx* *norma jean* *nine days* *no doubt* *novemeber kills* *norah jones* *pink floyd* *pearljam (my cousins in it)* *radiohead* *roses are red* *red hot chilli peppers* *sarah maclachlan* *senses fail* *silverstein* *staletto formals* *spitalfield* *sublime* *sugarcult* *something corporate* *tool* *the cure* *the donnas* *the postal service* *the strokes* *the used* *tears for fears* *third eye blind* *thursday* *the starting line* *Trace MY veins* *U2* *unwritten law* *underoath* *weezer* and much much more!

Movies:

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Television:

I love Simsons, Futurama, Family Guy, Mad TV, The red green show (Total man show!!!!!) South park (Teehee Brandon and Will!) Aqua teen hungar force, Tru calling, Chappell (sp) show, Stand up comedy, obviously i like comedy!!! Spanish channel, and various amounts of channel surfing!

Books:

MEH who reads these days? Honestly!!!???
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Heroes:

The love of my life Chad (thank you for everything baby) and Well most of us know that i would not be here if it wasnt for Jesus, and i love him with my whole heart and soul!!!! My aunt because of her tremendous strength though life...William and Brandon....because they are the dinamic duo......And my cousin Jillian.....for being the first one to claim me, and the one person that i'll always hold close in my heart! (and you too Andrew! lol) and you really can't forget Marylin, and Betty! I also look up to my best friends, Shay you have been through so much in your life and you are still one of the best people i have ever met. Sam i love ya girly and always will but always remember chix before dicks! even if TRAVIS "forces" you.

My Blog

Boys!!!!!

18 ways to keep a girl - It's True!!!1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.[She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward]2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.[She always gets butterfl...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:04:00 PST

thingy

1. 4th grade teacher's name:Astle2. Last words you said to dad:bye3. Last song you sang:i wanna fuck you by Akon4. Last person you hugged:Jediah5. Last thing you laughed at:Shay fallin on her ass!6. L...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:30:00 PST

don't let this be you....

a boy and a girl,the best of friends.From elementary to high schoolfrombeginning to end.Through all those yearstheir friendship grew.They both felt the same,but neither knew.Each waking momentsince th...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 09:55:00 PST

For all the ignorant ass holes who hurt me!

Well for all of you (you know who you are) in a way thanks beacuse you only made me realize 2 things...stay away from ass holes like you, and boys are the reasons that lesbians are lesbians. You know ...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 04:50:00 PST

trying to find love in all the wrong places

Name: Sex: Age: Birthday: hair color: Dark or light: Do u Drink: Do u smoke: What is your idel partner: longest realtionship: long or short hair: Fav band: whats important to u in a relationship: go ...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 04:25:00 PST

Guys....

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and complaining about what jerks guys are, while disproving the ve...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

What is EMO?

What is EMO? "    The word has survived and flourished in three decades, two millenniums, and two Bush administrations. It's older than four baseball teams, six basketball teams, four...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

looky!

How tall are you?5' 5Do you own a gun?noRehab?nopeHave you ever killed an animal?nope, sad!What do you think of hot dogs?good! mystery food!What's your favorite Christmas song?god rest ye merry gentle...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

NEW BAND!!!!!

ok well, i found this totaly awesome band while i was in Minnesota. Their name is CATCHpenny! and yes they are on Myspace! i love the boys in the band and they are all christian! So in my opinion they...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Funny feelings

Well lets see....I have such mixed up emotions right now! i really would like someone to come along and help me really i do! I need someone to care for me but that person I want isnt available. I talk...
Posted by *What*a*beautiful*mess*im*in* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST