what does someone do when they feel left out, physically and emotionally tired...tired of trying and fighting for something that seems hopeless..but yet in reality, their less then 2 feel away from you..acting as if nothing is wrong and everything is exactly how its suposed to be.. but when flipped around, as if looking into freestanding water, you know somethings wrong... something doesnt seem right. feeling as if being forgetfull or out of place...and after the anoying sensation has prolonged its endurence, thoughts of heart beaking ideas, storm into your head uncontrolably as if someone is using a jackhammer to force them into your imagination that you can no longer control. its all you think about...when,where,why,how....over and over again, as if forced apon you with doublethink and mind control... i can now understand i have been in both situations and consider myself being hypercritical and ignorant. but i can also understand that everybody, at some point in time, will confront this problem. and for the people that understand what im talking about, what do i do?..is there a right or wrong answer? im not saying this is my current emotion, i have just thought about this oposition over a long period of time and wanted to know what other think about it. tell me what you think!!
i would like to meet howard jones. the lead singer of KSE!! fuck that!!! i mean the whole band!!!