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andrew beloveD.

This could be the last day that I hold my breath and stay awake for you.

About Me



Upcoming Shows <[/b>Updated 3/30/07]
    Jan 12 | Elk Grove VFW | Elk Grove, IL Feb 11 | North Beach | Downers Grove, IL INVALID REASONING Feb 16 | Latino Facility| Sterling, IL Mar 02 | Subterranean | Chicago, IL CA INVALID REASONING Mar 03 | Metro | Chicago, IL INVALID REASONING Mar 09 | Fishbowl Coffeehouse | Roselle, IL Mar 17 | GBN | Hanover Park, IL Mar 30 | KOC | Arlinginton Heights, IL Mar 31 | Batavia Theater | Batavia, IL CANCELED Apr 27 | B. Park District | Bloomingdale, IL Apr 29 | KOC | Arlington Heights, IL JuL 15 | North Beach | Downers Groove, IL

ohaiyo, I'm andrew

Music is most important to me, without it, there is no reason for existence in reality.

Dreams are aesthetic, to feel perfection when suffering is universal; is what my dreams are.


andrew beloveD.'s eyes set on pure beauty

"The most perfectly gorgeous person I ever seen from my eyes. Dear Jackie."
andrew beloveD.'s Rest In Peace My Love

Realize my factors before your Judgements Occur

the first girl I ever loved and the last who'll I'll ever lose. I promise that no one will die for me again.

I spended 1 year in a mental hospital, and 3 years in a Behavior Disorder because of her. Yet that was only the start of suffering to my life

R.I.P.


Jessica Chau | 1987 - 2001

" I love you but its time to put my love away since you have faded and left me all alone in this cold world. This time I'm loving someone who still exist. Jessica, you said that; any girl would be lucky to be with me, but I see completedly the opposite. That I would be the lucky one to be with someone. Yet there is her, but everything is a bit too complicated to be explain in words, and now I do not think I have such existence in her world. But she does exist, that is why my love for her will never fade until the day she dies just like you had for me

"A simple picture of both of you is all I can have. Stay quiet in my memories, you lost the love that I have."

Athazagoraphobia | Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting


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My Blog

estk [Best Night Ever]

Yesterday was the best concert of the united states at that very time. yesterday at Sterling, Illinois, which is one hour and fifty minutes or basically 103 miles away from which I lived, is where Eye...
Posted by andrew beloveD. on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 02:04:00 PST

My Black Christmas

Christmas is over. How would you feel to know when you wake up That nobody is there to say "Merry Christmas" to you, no scent or sense of love, no presents or gifts waiting downstairs for you, an...
Posted by andrew beloveD. on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 12:49:00 PST

My Last Blog [Him]

"Him" 7/19/06 By: Mc You know your reasons why you want to stick with him, Your life has been strike with pain and love at its' point of darkness yet so dim. All the pain, suffering, and lost has hur...
Posted by andrew beloveD. on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 03:50:00 PST