Today I went and sat at HUNNY MOON ISLAND and thought about all the great things I have and have had in my life. I sat and thought about all the bad times that I wish I never had. I sat and watch the waves blow in onto the rocky shores and the wind push me around. Sitting there thinking to myself about how I want a great man in my life and really I HAVE HAD a couple. But the one that I just lost hopefully not forever and not for good. Was yet the best anyone could ever ask for. And I am glad that I was the one to have him for as long as I did. But I have to take the time out for myself, grow up and really think! Is this what I want. I think that I want to be with him. I know I want to be with him. But is he that way... No only because the way he has been. I miss him and can't go forever without him. If I have to the it is going to be really hard to get over. But back to the beach.... I walk the hole thing and talking to the lord above, and asking what I need to do in my life. I really never got an answer but I know what is right and what's wrong. I just wish that I HAD A LIFE OF A ROCK STAR. And im's sure everyone does. And one day I will. I am sad and I really would not mind ending my life. I know that that's not the way to think, But life is so messed up. It has been men after men. Liking a few more then I should of and two that I have fallen for and could of possibaly loved one day. I never know what life will bring me until life is over..... So I think. Life is so full of games and bullshit that its not funny. So what I am trying to say is that when you meet someone, don't take it fast. Get to know that person. Don't ever fall in love until the times right, or you just might end up like me. HURT, CRYING, SICK, CRAZY, AND ALL TWISTED. If you read this and you feel me and you know what I mean and or have been where I have been let me know. And I am sure that I have not had the worst time of my life yet but GOODNESS IT FUCKING HURTS. HURTS SO BAD. AND MAKES ME SAD AND FELL SO FAT.
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