66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl

About Me

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My YouTube account - videos of kids and me and junk :Phttp://www.youtube.com/user/Bladesinger6640www.extraordina rymachine6640.blogspot.com/ -My writings :DDoes Spelling Matter - IT TAKES ONLY ONE TO CHANGE THE WORLD.http://www.cufi.org/site/PageServer

I am pretty random Yet steady and confident, a free thinker and well I love... Having fun, learning new things anything, Horses, Fast Cars,FOOTBALL, Horses, men with tattoos and in a suit, Muscle cars ( I want to Restore a 1969 GTO someday all myself ** dreams longingly** ) POLISH, Motorcycles, Chess, Tactics games, fishing... love, love , love, fishing, did I mention Horses, languages, old fashion Gentlemen, Jesus, The Great outdoors and what ever comes my way!!!

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Chce uczyc sie polskiego tak wszyscy Polacy WELCOME "A little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men."Silly am I :) I love people who can laugh -Even at themselves â€“ Nothing and no one is worth losing your self over EXCEPT God of coarse.The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong."

Can't is a Bad Word!!!

""A Woman's love should be so hidden in the Lord that a man must seek Him in order to find her""

Life is precious so embrace it and never hold back for sometimes tomorrow never comes!!!!Pax, No Worries, Much love never hold back for sometimes tomorrow never comes!God first, your spouse second, your family third and your friends forth.

Miss you: pete http://peter-hallinean.memory-of.com/About.aspx

I will rebuild faster, wiser, more loving, more forgiving and funnier and prettier if that is even possible- I am an Extraordinary Machine..... I am a Jesus Freak and proud of it. I have seen fire and rain - good and evil manifested and touched the face of evil so to tell me there is no evil is silly - and if there is evil FEAR NOT, there must be good and that my friends is what started my journey and led me to Jesus!!!! I have tried darn near every religion at one point or another in that search and Every where I turned was this Jesus person so I was like ok let me check out why every religion mentions Jesus in some way :)

Attempt Some thing large enough that failure is guaranteed unless God steps in

I have been known to be humorous, painfully sarcastic, intellectual goof ball and I just love life no matter what comes my way it's all good. I don't play games or pull punches everything I say and do is out of love or so I hope - I am a Susan B Anthony Feminist not one of the Fem Nazis out there who have given Feminism a bad name - Like it is a bad thing to be a kept woman - It is what I strive for - I am big on taking care of - traditional roles are perfectly Perfect just as God intended I will not be ashamed - Blessings to you in the Name of Jesus ""A Woman's love should be so hidden in the Lord that a man must seek Him in order to find her"" Liars and fakes really get under my skin although God in me will love you any way cause well He is love - there is only freedom and love in the blood but still.... Keep it real and no matter what side of the fence you are on I will always back you -
Love always, Love strong, Love everyone, Love forever & Follow your heart - but been keen, keep your wits about you and let not your emotions rule your life they are but part of who you are. Listen but donâ€™t believe!! Ayesha

I am not perfect or even close to where I want to be but thank you My gracious Jesus that I am not where I used to be!!! Song quotes I love well not exact by based onI want to be your hands and feet that I may touch the world as you touched my life.I feel the haters spittin vapors on my dreams but I still believe with my eyes opened wide - I'm reaching out reachin up reachin over I feel a breeze cover me called Jehovah.
Here is My family Creed - Arranged /written by yours truly

Bond Servants to The Lord The Servant King of KingsLord, I want to be your hands, I want to be your feet, a vessel you can always use. I will go where you send and try to touch the world as you have touched my life.I believe in my Father Almighty the creator of heaven and earth. I believe in, Jesus Christ of Nazareth, son of man, son of God, God made flesh, who left his place on high sacrificed so that Godâ€™s children may be forgiven for sins committed against each other and against Our Father in blindness, arrogance and ignorance, His Word the breath of life. We are all Godâ€™s children and even in our darkest moments, through the rain of fire and pain; abandonment and rage; fear, starvation, violence, greed and death; even in the darkest moments of the unthinkable, God has not abandoned us.I believe that the true teachings of the Almighty Father are not hidden in any cave or in any building, God is inside of you and all around you and desires a personal relationship with youâ€¦.Split a piece of wood and I am there, turn over a stone and you will find me. Whoever discovers the true meaning of the word made flesh shall not taste death. I believe that I am a child of God First!I believe that God granted his children free will, a freedom to choose. It is with this paralyzing freedom that some reject his sovereignty. It is with this freedom I have committed sins against our father and fellow man, it is only through his Mercy and Grace that I am forgiven and have been granted the ability to write these words, so that my children can see how love and faith have sustained me from destruction. It is this faith and love which drives my desire for obedience and pray to the Almighty Abba Father, Son and Great Counselor to protect my family and guide my hands. To find strength to accept the things I cannot change, All though Impossible is nothing, the courage to change the things I can and most of all HIS wisdom to know the difference.As I boldly go forth and declare my failures, to the world and my father, The Everlasting to Everlasting, Iâ€™ll remember Gods promise. There is no condemnation in the Lord. Remembering the real question is not â€œifâ€ I fail but â€œwhenâ€ I fall will I pick myself up dust myself off, repent and continue on or will I fold, give up and take the easy way out. It is the Love of Christ which shall sustain me and only by His name shall the Father call us by name. Stay steadfast, not one is privy to Gods timetable so be of good cheer & keep your eyes fixed upon the Lord. He is the same today, tomorrow, yesterday and always. People come and go and will always, at some point, let you down especially yourself but GOD is FAITHFUL and will neither leave you nor forsake you. Thank you God I am not who I used to be and that you are not finished with me yet. Lord never let me never give up on myself and may I be as forgiving to others as you are to me. I will not fear the fire the chastising of the Lord for who the Lord loves he corrects as a parent corrects their child.But does it matter all I see around me is Lies so who cares what I put here - It could all just be liesAnything else I guess you'll have to ask - No Worries, Much love, Pax

My Interests

Oh I think I could be interested in just about anything and would like to try everything. "We are the Music makers and the dreamers of Dreams". But, If I have to narrow it down I'll say Guys with tats ( neck, forearms, and foot are my fave), Playing Pool, Chess, Writing, Politics, Horseback riding, H.D. Motorcycles oh man, Cars ( 1969 GTO w/ a 426 hemi ahh and the heavens opened and God said it is good), Football ( Go Dolphins!),Monopoly, Reading Gary Demar , ( I really want to have the nads to read my poetry out in public D&D - Fantasy, Science Fiction , Stephen King Clive Barker; The Bad place & Imajica, Anne Rice) Theology, Psychology, and Writing. I love video games strategy, fantasy & fighting games anything competative especially if I can win at it And first and formost God. I am so passionate about the world and human nautre facinates me. Any Questions?TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ayesha
Birthday: 7-9-73
Birthplace: Cambridge - Mass rasied in Key West though
Current Location: Rochester NY
Eye Color: blah Brown
Hair Color: brown, black and a hint of red in the summer
Height: 5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Mixed - Native American, aka Indian, welsh, german, black
The Shoes You Wore Today: the same ones I wera everyday
Your Weakness: A hot guy
Your Fears: To not hear well done my good and faithful servant when i die
Your Perfect Pizza: a white pizza with mushrooms, hot pepers, chicken broc and spinach YUCK but Yum
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To fall in love he he he - or get my business started
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: random things
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes, or boobs, nah my smile
Your Bedtime: depends
Your Most Missed Memory: 19 to 24
Pepsi or Coke: diet - caffine free anything :)
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: Single Most Def
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I ahve no idea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Choclate unless we are talking Men
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: NO
Do you Swear: I do my best not to but I suppose from time to time
Do you Sing: YES
Do you Shower Daily: uhhhhh well I try to lol - If my kids act right I do
Have you Been in Love: Unfortunatly
Do you want to go to College: Sure
Do you want to get Married: 10000000%
Do you belive in yourself: Way too much
Do you get Motion Sickness: I dont think been a while so maybe :(
Do you think you are Attractive: OH yeah - Very much so
Are you a Health Freak: Well yes and no - Before kids absolutely Now I am lucky to eat some bread
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes cause God tells me to
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them
Do you play an Instrument: Not well
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No - oh wait yes had wine
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO unless you count alcohol so yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: NO thank goodness - God is good
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: oh NO yuck - I would puke
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ditto as above
In the past month have you been on Stage: In my mind
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No - someone else would puke :)
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: NO
Ever been Drunk: uhhhh lets think - yEs
Ever been called a Tease: YES
Ever been Beaten up: YES for being a tease jk
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: In my sleep but does it matter? as lond as I see my savior
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: The hands and feet of Jesus - what ever he wants me to be
What country would you most like to Visit: hmmmm - Africa, or Poland or Australi, No I think Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: doesnt matter - but I think short - bald - mohawk
Height: 6" to 6"3
Weight: depends
Best Clothing Style: dont care
Number of Drugs I have taken: too many to count
Number of CDs I own: 50
Number of Piercings: well I had 4 but I think they are all closed
Number of Tattoos: 4 all bootleg
Number of things in my Past I Regret: hmmm none - I am who I m today because of my mistakes and accomplishments

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I'd like to meet:

uhhhhh Hennry Rollins the finest man ever and anyone who is smarter than me that would be ideal. Anyone who can challenge me get me thinking on an angle I have not thought of before. anyone who can put me in my place(in a loving way). The whole world ............... really. I am a People watcher so any and everyone. Dan Marino, Rush limbaugh, John Elway, P.O.D, Mike Tyson, Rod Parsley, Chuck missler,George Lucus, William Burroughs, Micheal J. Fox, Metallica, The Bus, that's good. Alot of the ones who came to mind are dead anyway ( like Bruce Lee) or will die soon. Maybe I will die soon and get to see them.

Your Political Profile

Overall: 70% Conservative, 30% Liberal
Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal How Liberal / Conservative Are You?and again my dinkness shows as I do another one ofhtese things and post it what is up with that
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? body {You're a nurturing romantic. To you, romance is about supporting each other -- cooking a nice meal for your beloved, laughing at his corny jokes, or pretending to like his crazy relatives. You like flowers and chocolates just fine, but would prefer hand-picked posies to an expensive florist's bouquet, and homemade cookies to anything at the Godiva shop. It's the same with anniversaries or romantic getaways: you like them, but what really brings out your romantic nature is fluffing his pillows when he's sick. Similarly, you swoon when he fixes your stuck window, or even helps you fold the laundry. Your deep understanding that true love means caring for one another is sure to bring you a rich and lasting relationship. Just be sure you don't get too cozy -- enjoy your party of two, but don't let it shut out the rest of the world.pretty acurate as far as one of these thngs goes cu.

Music:

Keep up if you think you can The Last Poets, Fugazi,Black Flag any Henry Rollins really - The finest Man who ever has lived, crystal gail - Most country - Tori amos- Jeremy Camp P.O.D ,misfits G.W.A.R, Misfits, Dead Kennedys, Bad Brains, Metallica ( AM I Evil - what a trip I had on that song), Pink Floyd, Aaron shusts Mozart, Enya, Asteria, John Fleagle Tibe Called Quest, KRS-ONE, The Katinas, Led Zepplin, King Dimond ( Back in the day - They were just so strange and scary) , Butthole Surfers, Danzing Gang Star, Meatbeat Manifesto ( did I spell that right), Novi Jerusalim, Grits, JinnyOwens, It is just al too vast My interest are all over the palce it just depends which ayesha wants to come out and play - But never ever forget Shpungle & Janis Joplin,, and of coarse i love so many more but these are the first to come to mind so they got top billing
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Movies:

http://www.expelledthemovie.com/playground.php Check out this Movie Looks good - But beware You might get fired or expelledhttp://www.steveemerson.com/300 Loved it even more then Gladiator and I loved that movie Ahhhh This has to be hard for any one but here is goes. I guess i'll just do the classics. Happy Gilmore, Any Adam sandler really - The big LaBowski, The Breakfast Club, Le Fem Nakita, Young Guns ( one of the all time best for me I laughed so much in the movie). Tank Girl took me so long to see it but wonderful movie and again so funny and my alter ego. Ninja Scroll, Heathers, Lolita,Tampopos Noodles, Amelie,Delicatessin, Naked Lunch, Zoolander, Generally I am not to fond of Stupid funny movies ( Unless it is Jim Carrey ) But Freddie Got Fingered made me laugh so much my stomach hurt for days ( Would you like some sausages oh my). Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Pete's Dragon (I just knew Elliott would come to me untill I was like 12). the Passion of the Christ ( I hope Mel does the next chapters soon.) then there is Moulin Rouge It makes me belive in love again. Kinda crazy cause I don't like romance flix or musicals really except some classics and I love this movie DEVILS Advocate What else Gladiator , BraveHeart, Four Rooms one of the most under rated movies ever, and Quintons True Romance Your beautiful and kind. You go about your life with grace and try to help all with your elven like powers. You feel close to people and can be close to them when they are not with you...and with such a pure heart life should turn out well for you.

Television:

FOOTBALL!!!!!!! trying to get into socWhen I have to I used to like Absolutly fabulous & Le Fem Nekita ( forien not american) always & American Idol I will even atch So you think you can Dance & Rock Star is all I ever really watch..

Books:

Couldnt live with out the Bible, Das energy, Imajica, Original Intent( barton) This is too vast to narrow down so any thing but romance

Heroes:

Jesus......... Ask and I will tell but there are so many I wouldn't want to leave any out. I do like the super kind alot. Spiderman is da man my all time fav. Did I mention Jesus, my sister, www.rescuerochester.com

My Blog

Henry Rollins

So I find out today Henry Rollins is coming March 4th Oh my goodness I am so torn - I love him always have since Black Flag days - although he has changed so much but I want to go so badly - but all t...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:11:00 PST

Obama - my 2 cents

This is a tough election year for sure - especially for me a Christian conservative - I ahve no real choices and it seems I am getiing freaking McCain shoved down my throat - McCain, hillary and Obama...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 06:31:00 PST

Basic Truths of God UTOG cont... Part 2 THE PRINCIPLE OF DESIGN

THE PRINCIPLE OF DESIGN Part 4 Here is the Question? And be honest with your self especially cause we all know the answer any way right? LOL so question is If you were given the Power to chang...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 06:52:00 PST

Ultimate Truths of God Principle One pt.3 Basic Steps to

Principle 1 Part 3 Basic Steps to Maturity God has given us as Christians a constitution to follow It shows case law It is our doctrine II Timothy 3:16 This constitution I...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 07:14:00 PST

Ultimate Truths of God Principle One pt.2 Reacting to those around us

WE ALWAYS have the right response all figured out, don't we? respond according to Gods terms to those who harm us or our enemies but for those who are called vengeance is mine saith the ...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 04:10:00 PST

The Ultimate Truths of God - Principle One Pt. 1

Now as a preface this is in NO WAY a means to say do not take the Class because I cannot do it justice. The Bill Gothard who developed this Building Sucesful relations ships and Adult/childhood confli...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 05:37:00 PST

Polish music - Love it -

I like this video and sound of first band but the lyrics are not perfectly my thinking on War but it is still good and(no one thinks EXACTLY the same similar yes) - anyone else have any good polish mu...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 06:39:00 PST

Chief of the Patriotism Police/ It’s time somebody told li/Dissection of the Democrat Smberals,

So sorry I have to just copy and paste But I just don't have much time lately :( But Life is so very Good and precious. So I am doing this the quick and easy way :) Love ya's much ..> October 2, 2...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:41:00 PST

A little Hillary

Mrs. Clinton got the next question from Bill Maher. "Senator Clinton, all the Senators here except Senator Obama voted for the Iraq war resolution in 2002 saying their decision was based on inte...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 06:57:00 PST

And come on now lets no one get bent out of shape ok

It is a good thing to be able to at laugh at ourselves and Yes God Calls us to be good stewards of the earth But Remember God is God and well He is creator of the universe He got it all ...
Posted by 66/40 Bladesinger & Space CowGirl on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 07:13:00 PST