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JESSE'S BAD GIRL! :~)

I'm so thankful for every blessing in my life right now! I never thought I would feel this way about

About Me

Hmmmm...about me...well, let's see...my name is Melissa, better known as JADE....I received that nickname when I was a little girl, cause I have these crazy green eyes, THAT WILL HYPNOTIZE YOU!!!LOL and the name just always stuck....I'm 27, and I live here in Augusta Georgia. I've lived so many different places in MY time, but somethin always brings me back here. I have a beautiful 6 year old daughter, and she is what keeps me going...I have to be strong for her...and even when times seem to be unbearable, I just sit back and try to laugh and make the best out of each day. I love to joke and act craaaaazy, it's who I am...never a dull moment when I'm around!!! My life is just so hectic, between working and going to college full time, and trying to come home and be a good mother. Sometimes I just have to sit back and breathe, and take it all in. It's hard, but I know everything happens for a reason. I will be well rewarded for all my hard work and sacrifice. I believe that every woman can stand on her own. I am very independent, and after my divorce last year, I seem to have grown so much inside, and I'm so happy with everything that I've accomplished. No one will ever hold me down again!!! I have so many wonderful and unique friends!!! I love every one of them so dearly...I would do anything for any of them...I lost two of my best friends...sometimes I still can't believe they're gone, but it just goes to show....you never know what will happen...I thank god for every person that I've had the pleasure of meeting in my crazy life...and I'm definately not through meeting everyone I want to meet...every body is beautiful in there own way...and to be able to touch someone's life by reaching out in some way, or just for being a cool ass friend, is such a gift...You never know what the next person beside you may be going through...and if people would just be friendly and smile every once in a while...you may make someone's day a little easier. I write poetry about my life and the way I see the world, and how evil everything has become, I've posted two of them here on my page....feel free to make a comment if u like...other than that, that's pretty much everything about me...well, everything I wanna tell anyway...Can't be tellin all my business...lol....thank you for taking the time to read my page...Peace out!!!Sometimes I feel as though my life is like a test...with expectations that I've got to be the best...I feel like everybody's always watching...just one little slip gets people talking...so many unkind words are spoken...see... my heart is hurting, but it will always be open...so tomorrow morning when we step outside our castles...if only we would think before we let the judgment calls unravel...our Savior said to love each other...why must we go on hurting one another...I know it may be easier to run and hide...but, may I always find a way to give compassion...and remember how it hurt when someone else's world is crashing...Lord I pray for love...I have no other choice but to let you see, so, come on in...I know I can take it...you can throw those stones...even though I may be fragile...you will never see me shatter...cause I know who I am and I won't fake it...cause it's my faith that keeps me strong...the light is in on in my glass house...WELCOME!!!I DEDICATE THIS PAGE TO MY TWO BEST FRIENDS WHO LOST THERE LIVES AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE. I KNOW THAT THEY ARE WATCHING AND PROTECTING ME EACH STEP OF THE WAY!!!DUSTY CODY-1979-2003 AND MARK BEASLEY-1979-2005REST IN PEACE!!!I LOVE YOU STILL, AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH, YOU NEVER KNOW HOW LONG YOU HAVE TO HOLD ON TO YOUR FRIENDS. SO CHERISH THEM WHILE YOU CAN!!!
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FIRST AND FOREMOST, OUR LORD AND SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST!!!! AND THE FIRST PERSON WHO LEARNED HOW TO MAKE CHOCOLATE...LOL....I like meeting everybody, especially crazy, funny people like myself...the people that you meet in your life, is what helps you build your character, and Lord knows, I am definately a character, and I will make you laugh!!! Laughter is probably the best characteristic that a person can have...so, all you stuck up people, I wont be talking to you, so dont even try! Peace! MAY THE LORD BE WITH ALL THE GUYS IN IRAQ!!!..;.. Sometimes Im saddened by the choices Ive made...so many tears I have cried...I got what I wanted but the dream seemed to fade...still feeling unsatisfied...But you saved me...forgave me...how youve shown...youd never leave me all alone...everytime I lose my place, the beauty of your grace...shines a light so I can see...Everytime I lose my way...you make it all okay...I feel your love surrounding me...Your always there to guide me through my mistakes...youve never once left my side...The way you pick me up each time my heart breaks...The way youve always stood by...Id feel you...youd move right through my heart...we never really were apart...I will always put my faith in you...cause I know you understand...I will try my best to follow you, cause I know youve got a PLAN...Just to have you in my life is far more than enough...you are everywhere around me now...I can feel your precious love...All the wonders of your ways...Im constantly amazed...How you keep me safe and sound...Its the way you lift me up...youve given me so much...Only you would never let me down...You are here...calming my fears...you lead me back with your sweet song...youre where I belong! Amen!Girl Space /div&gt

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You Are 4: The Individualist
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

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My Blog

Idealist

You Are An INFPThe IdealistYou are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long t...
Posted by JESSE'S BAD GIRL! :~) on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:37:00 PST

February

Your Birth Month is February..http://images.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthmont hmeanquiz/iris.jpg" height="100" width="100">Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life.Your warmth and c...
Posted by JESSE'S BAD GIRL! :~) on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:08:00 PST

Domestic violence!!!!!

This is an essay about domestic violence. We cannot get rid of it, but God can bring us out of it. Women who are often battered often go to extreme and courageous lengths to protect their children f...
Posted by JESSE'S BAD GIRL! :~) on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 06:34:00 PST

NASCAR BABY!!!!!

WHEW!!!!!!!!!!! I had the best time ever last night.....I was at nascar...Right beside the track....it was sooo awesome...I got some great pictures, and besides breathing in all the burnt rubber, it w...
Posted by JESSE'S BAD GIRL! :~) on Mon, 29 May 2006 09:42:00 PST

The 2006 Spring Thaw ya'll

What's up everyone....this weekend I was at the spring thaw ya'll!!!!!! Well, for everyone who knows what that is in Augusta....it's like a mini woodstock.....drinking and smokin ooooouuuut!!!!!! and ...
Posted by JESSE'S BAD GIRL! :~) on Tue, 23 May 2006 05:36:00 PST

Dreams

I've been having crazy dreams, and preminitions...nah...I really don't know what the hell they are......I always dream someone's chasing me....hmmmm....I think I'm going crazy, or either, I'm eating t...
Posted by JESSE'S BAD GIRL! :~) on Tue, 02 May 2006 05:24:00 PST