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Boy Scout

From The Light And Into The Dark

About Me

I need not heed the paradigm set by the mainstream society as i feel there is no need to conform towards their double standard hypocritic tendencies. I am the paragon of dysfunctional ... a sociopath suffering from bi-polar disorder. I am a walking contradiction on a mission to eradicate and re-educate orthodox retards to accept the inevitable that the world is changing and freaks like me are taking over! although i'm a radical thinker by nature but im no atheist ... i totally dig unconventional ideas, thoughts and issues even though if it's deemed taboo, i totally believe that creativity knows no bounds ... i despise superficiality and pretensious shady characters hence what you see is what you get. Still i leave it to you to decipher me ... a little word of caution ... with me the lines seperating reality and fantasy will be blurred ... my world is like "alice in wonderland" accept that this alice has a "dick" and my so called "wonderland" is really not what it seems ... ambiguity is the order of the day folks ...I'm a thinker and a feeler type of person but my violent streak is still intact. I do not like to be labelled either by myself or others because on the one hand i like the illusion that i've evolved from the mundane on the other i feel that by being labelled it strips away a person's identity and their purpose in trying to find themselves hence my natural dislike of being associated with anything that is mundane and trivial. Being morbid is what i do best ... and bombarding people with profound theories that none could understand except for moir is my hobby. If you think that i'm weird, perverse or a sicko you're probably right. Befriending me is not for the faint hearted ... experience my multi-faceted personality and pray that i don't multiply!!

My Interests

If i were to indulge you on my interest ... to some it might seem appaling others intriguing ... so to spare me the agony of listing everything that turns me on i finally deduced that anything that's mentally stimulating and can hold and maintain my attention for a subsequent amount of time before i loose interest again should be sufficient ... then again ... new things turns me on!!

I'd like to meet:

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ....... I dunno ....... Whoever who wants to meet me i absolutely have no objections ...... A Lateral thinker would be a nice addition to my limited circle of friends or an artist or an exhibitionist. Come to think of it i never had an exotic dancer as a friend, I can fraternise with Nudists, Freaks, people with Fetishes even New Age Hippies hooked on weed and the occasional to seasoned "Chemical Abusers" but i just can't tolerate people who are full of themselves, totally despise narrow minded speciments and fucked up poseur ... They can screw themselves with their antique ideas, monotone life and their lame excuse of being "IN" ... on a lighter note I would like to meet GOD (I gots a lotta question that need sum answer)Mandy Moore (DROOOOL) Gwen Stephanie (I wanna tell her that she married the wrong guy) Liv Tyler, Kristana Loken (She can terminate me anytime!) i don't mind befriending homosexuals, lebians transvestites, cross dressers. bisexuals or even confused individuals ... we're all human after all ... and the list of people i wanna meet goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on ... add a couple more on and on and on and i reckon it will still go on and on and on and on ....

Music:

Music is universal ... it is suppose to reach out and touch people in ways that normal words can't. It can make you laugh or cry ... it conveys your emotions for you in a melodious tune that makes you either squeal with delight or wallow in your sorrows ... it can lull you to oblivion or brings you to orgasmic state of delirium ... whatever it is ... music is just is so accept it in its many diverse reincarnation, forms and genre ... at the moment im like totally addicted to bass!!

Movies:

Well let's see ... hmmmm ... ermmmmm ... i like movies which are thought provoking ... totally into sci-fi ... loves mind boggling experimental movies ... digs anything that has Alyssa Milano in it ... fantasy based movies are a definite turn on ... into "QUALITY" comedy and not those cheesy one liners ... can stomach romance movies to a certain degree ... definitely into movies which are sexually explicit ...

Television:

Read the above but think small screen ...

Books:

I have an unearthly obsession with vampires ... so ... not surprising Bram Stoker is on my list along with Anne Rice The Vampire Chronicles ... LOTR Collection including The Silmarilions ... for some unknown reason the book Sushi Central ... books by Roald Dahl (dunno if i got his name spelled right) The National Geographic Magazine is my fav ... even though it's a magazine it's still worth the mention ... Prozac Nation ... and ... uhmmm .... ermmm ... let me get back to you ... Oh yeahh ... The Bible and The Holly Quran ... i recommmmmmend it to all walks of life.

Heroes:

The Prophet Mohammad ... I say so in an unbiased view ... for me to list his countless qualities will be inevitable ... so i suggest that you find out about him yourself ... take a journey to the past and see things through his eyes from a neutral perspective without being judgemental then you'll know what i'm talking about ... Tim Burton ... no one can make movies like my man Tim can!!

My Blog

A personal monologue

This is a personal monologue i wrote for my creative writing class. Nothing to be marvelled at ... but nonetheless it's always a pleasure to share ... it's called "Cornered"   Again and again I f...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Quintessence of Pessimism

An Infinite Void, infinite nothingness more vast the the mind can concieve (i forgot to whom i should give the credit for the phrase above ... watever) Hie there, For those of you who are alre...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

make it stop

Can't stop thoughts from entering my head ... so much thoughts so so so much ... when i sleep when i'm awake ... when i eat ... so many things to think ... cannot stop ... dunno what these thoughts is...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

trials and tribulations

I feel like i have all these GREAT yeahhhhh i mean GREAT (sayin it twice makes me actually believe that i am indeed great NOT!!) as i was saying ... I have all these great genes (notice my clever use ...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

smart phones, dumb phones and a hell of accelerated growing up to do!

So this is the latest 411, I,ve lied, cheated, pretend, beg steal and borrow not to mention a whole lot of wriggling done on my part to get me where i am right now ... which is nowhere! hah great! But...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Never Ending Story

Time : 5.35 a.m Music i'm listening to : David Gray - Otherside Why? : Hopefully theres something better on the otherside ... I'm on lithium ... sounds like a cell phone battery to me ... purpose...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Bathroom

I was wallowing in the bathtub today trying to wash the scent of guilt on my body when a thought crept into my head hence a conversation ensued between my brain and my conscious mind while in the back...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

The first thing that came into my fucked up head today was SHOOOT MEEEE PLEASEEEE !!!! it's hard being me ... it's hard when you hear voices in your head contradicting every possible positve thought t...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lamentations of the heart

Time ... 12.45 am ... tempreature ... 40 degrees ... social status ... LOOSER, N/A ... marital status ... single (yet nobody wants me) ... current mental status ... thin line close to insanity ... app...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a life less ordinary

Life is like a box of chocolates&you never know what your going to get&so make the most of it !!! They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and ...
Posted by Boy Scout on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST