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ginja (jesi be s'n my d.)

fuck your ego.

About Me

i miss people who are real.
i miss lost love.
i practice escapism quite often.
some people will never know the kind soul i am.
i'm poetically honest. and sometimes it hurts.

disclaimer: i'm not responsible for having an impact on you, it just happens. beware: people don't forget me easily [=
just ask anyone.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

if you steal my sunshine.

Music:

spazz, rudimentary peni, the locust, mewithoutyou, deftones, avenue d, peaches, indian summer, brand new, shotmaker, yaphet kotto, the ruins, ludacris, kelis, yung joc, wu-tang, atmosphere, ODB, missy elliott, bone thugs, venetian snares.

Movies:

billy jack
ravenous
kung fu movies

Television:

religious Tv
soap operas
local channels
discovery&travel&history.

Books:

cunt

Heroes:

Sarah Lasater.
Audrey Stanfield.
Audrey Keiffer.
Zack Ruesler.
Sarah Gallagher.
Molly Gabbert.
Zach Schloss.
Lance Carroll.
Linzi Pierce.
James McMillen.
Blake Russell.
Ratko Radojcic.
Bojan Radojcic.
Lee Harris.
Lauren Dambach.
Ross Yates.
Andrew Wilcox.
Melissa Walters.
Chris Moore.
Aurora Chamberlain.
Jessi Perren.
Shayna Queja.
Katie Heizman.
Jerrica Houchins.
Michelle Stanfield.
Kit Smith.

everyone who has touched my life, whether big or small.

My Blog

she wore her colors, she wore her furs, she wore her heart.

we're emotional, you + i.as if our heart chakras know not what they do,pulling levers,flipping switchesuntil.it just cant help but acheas your nameimageormemoryjogs through my mindand i find it hard...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:58:00 PST

an anthology.

i remember...the times we smoked in the park.andthe times we sat on the sun porch, and laughed until the morning.oh!and, that one last time, when you spread my legs and stared, inside of me, where you...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 01:07:00 PST

and she said to her friend, "where has the love been?"

when the faucet stops dripping,when the footsteps stop dancing,when the wind is but a shallow breath,i'll be here, sitting.sipping my soup,in the faint glitters of daylightthat dance through my blinds...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:14:00 PST

got my vans on and they look like sneakers.

Winter WonderlandSleigh bells ringare you listeningin the lanesnow is glisteningA beautiful sightwe're happy tonightwalking in a winter wonderlandGone away is the bluebirdhere to stay is a new birdHe ...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 11:10:00 PST

these wings, have seen things, most men would melt apart from.

I was driving with Chris again. We always seemed to be headed somewhere. He was twenty-one and had notions of becoming a slumlord in Ohio. I, myself, was nineteen and just wanted to be in the car with...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 04:55:00 PST

what i don't gots don't concern me.

scratch that.maybe i'll take my dad to ohio on a roadtrip and just let him be impressed by our chemistry. because i know everyone around us can feel it. in class we wrote very descriptive bullet point...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 02:28:00 PST

if only it were easy as 1+1 (subtract miles and miles).

today i've been reading loveletters.i woke up early this morn with a slight hangover from the keystone last night, took some ibuprofen, drank some water and went back to sleep. i said bye to sarah as ...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 01:18:00 PST

you know i'll take you there.

i could lay in my bed all day.i could live off of the things that i've mentally, no never physically, packed.moving.my body can move all over the country,but my heart is at a standstill,waiting,waitin...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 01:28:00 PST

you've danced your way into my lonely heart.

and i masturbate to all thebeautiful things you've told mei've been holding this one inbecause i know what my wordshave done to those i loveand if i have nothing left tosay to you, you still have this...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 11:53:00 PST

fast-forward this flame.

in our twilight, lovelovers twilightthat glance has passedfrom here to thereno stopping in limbo babeit's 45 miles to the next rest stopand we aren't even stoppingdoes this make youitchtwitchand squir...
Posted by mandi-jo. on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 11:49:00 PST