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Curtis "The Bear" Hayes

now that in it's self is a miracle and miracles is the way things ought to be, can you dig it? CAN Y

About Me

LETS GET FUCKING RADICAL!tough: adjective, -er, -est, adverb, noun, verb –adjective 1. strong and durable; not easily broken or cut. 2. not brittle or tender. 3. difficult to masticate, as food: a tough steak. 4. of viscous consistency, as liquid or semiliquid matter: tough molasses. 5. capable of great endurance; sturdy; hardy: tough troops. 6. not easily influenced, as a person; unyielding; stubborn: a tough man to work for. 7. hardened; incorrigible: a tough criminal. 8. difficult to perform, accomplish, or deal with; hard, trying, or troublesome: a tough problem. 9. hard to bear or endure (often used ironically): tough luck. 10. vigorous; severe; violent: a tough struggle. 11. vicious; rough; rowdyish: a tough character; a tough neighborhood. 12. practical, realistic, and lacking in sentimentality; tough-minded. 13. Slang. remarkably excellent; first-rate; great. –adverb 14. in a tough manner. –noun 15. a ruffian; rowdy. —Idioms16. hang tough, Slang. hang (def. 56). 17. tough it out, Informal. to endure or resist hardship or adversity... Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

bikes, music, keytar, psychology, tattoos, bartending, rocking, rocking hard, the mystery of chess boxin', tiger style, going dumb, high fives, mix tapes, records, rolling dice in da' back alley, flossin' grips-a cheddah, frett tapping, ancient war machines, stencils, reset buttons, popsicle stick jokes, hater-ade, giant effin belt buckles, tough guy posturing, bingo night, puching through some ones head, round house kicks, one liners, hardcore dancing.

I'd like to meet:

"Confusion hath fuck his masterpiece." wish you robbed banks yet? <a

Music:

converge, amanda woodward, agoraphobic nosebleed, black cobra, botch, cave in, the chariot, sinking ships, city of caterpillar, a day in black and white, yaphet kotto, circle takes the square, joshua fit for battle, welcome the plague year, neil perry, cursed, trash talk, reign supreme, 108, final fight, killing the dream, count me out, spazz, gang green, the dillinger escape plan, gaza, ghengis tron, hellchild, high on fire, isis, pelican, the locust, the minor times, mastodon, oh sleeper, mono, norma jean, breather resist, orchid, pg.99, pig destroyer, poison the well, will haven, life in pictures, the ladderback, premonitions of war, red sparrows, scarlet, spitfire, kaospilot, the sword, stop it!, 1905, zao, with honor, gospel, ed gein, graf orlock, achillies, the end, ceremony, shipwreck A.D., ampere, asschaple, tusk, le force, russian circles, off minor, mogwai, giant, tides, burried in time, tunes for bears to dance to, death to tyrants, sabertooth, neurosis, bucket full of teeth, envy, majority rules, corn on macabre, the minus tide, hot cross, saetia, I hate myself, the banner, shai hulud, have heart, blacklisted, social unrest, necros, against me!, defiance ohio, wire, warsaw, lightning bolt, hella, pink and brown, giraffes? giraffes!, oxes, elks, battles, cinemachanica, don cabrello, we will be echo, big business, the blood brothers, neon blond, pavement, neutral milk hotel, major organ and the adding machines, the pixies, the new thrill parade, the arcade fire, editors, interpol, explosions in the sky, godspeed you black emporer, a silver mt. zion, slint, shellac, sonic youth, blonde redhead, xiu xiu, the black keys, the black heart procession, spoon, the unicorns, grizzly bear, erase eratta, modest mouse, wolf parade, goon moon, a hawk and a hacksaw, the velevt underground, deer hoof, death from above 1979, the cold war kids, the murder city devils, nico, panthers, the postal service, dragging an ox through water, tv on the radio, two gallants, the buzzcocks, cockney rejects, black flag, minor threat, aesop rock, akrobatik, atmosphere, babbletron, binary star, black sheep, cunninlynguists, cut chemist, the cool kids, daddy kev, dan the automator, p.e.a.c.e., mikah 9, awol one, das efx, de la soul, del tha funky homosapien, deltron, dj shadow, eyedea and abilities, gang starr, ghostface killah, gift of gab, grayskul, GZA, handsome boy modeling school, hieroglyphics, immortal technique, killah priest, last emporer, N.W.A., ol' dirty bastard, the pharcyde, fat lip, qwel, raekwon, rahzel, rob swift, the roots, RZA, a tribe called quest, typical cats, the wu-tang clan, xperience, zion i, tom waits, nick cave and the bad seeds, screamin jay hawkins, lou reed, david bowie, creedence clearwater revival, rumble seat, blondie, berlin, visage. as of late.

Movies:

dr. strangelove, ichi the killer, battle royal, audition, visitor q, ninja wars, 5 deadly venoms, snatch, lock stock and two smoking barrels, fight club, millers crossing, ghost in the shell, pulp fiction, man hunter, sin city,the big lebowsky, a clockwork orange, rosemary's baby, night of the living dead, texas chain saw massacre, a touch of evil, six string samurai, kung fu hustle, scarlet street, the man who wasnt there, fear and loathing in las vegas, man bites dog,layer cake, ichi, rushmore, the life aquatic

Television:

aqua team hunger force, sea lab 2021, family guy, futurama, beavis and butthead, eddie izzard, richard prior, dave chapelle show, robin williams, the boondocks, robot chicken, samurai champloo, rob and big, adventures in hollyhood, the venture brothers, metalocalypse, iron chef.

Books:

the killer inside me, night shift, the skeleton crew, shoot the piano player, hey rube, the transmetropolitan, haunted, 100 bullets, the rip off, the great shark hunt, moby dick, tomorrow i die, play the piano drunk like apercussion instrument, the last night of the earth poems, naked lunch, betting on the muse, the night torn with mad foot steps, junky, stone hotel, house of leaves, days of war nights of love, urban recreation, no country for old men, a farewell to arms.

Heroes:

he·ro –noun, plural -roes; for 5 also -ros. 1. a man of distinguished courage or ability, admired for his brave deeds and noble qualities. 2. a person who, in the opinion of others, has heroic qualities or has performed a heroic act and is regarded as a model or ideal: He was a local hero when he saved the drowning child. 3. the principal male character in a story, play, film, etc. 4. Classical Mythology. a. a being of godlike prowess and beneficence who often came to be honored as a divinity. b. (in the Homeric period) a warrior-chieftain of special strength, courage, or ability. c. (in later antiquity) an immortal being; demigod.I haven't ever had any.

My Blog

I WILL NEVER (A personal manifesto in d flat)

I will never be in an empty relationship. I will never have a simple relationship, or a convinient one. I will never be with out heart. I will never lead anyone on. I will always be honest. I will nev...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 09:18:00 PST

Built for battle, built for no one.

When the fuck do things get better? When can I take off this burden, I call "armor"? I've heard every excuse and no fucking answer, squeezing lies through clenched teeth. Lies gnawing away at my conci...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 01:52:00 PST

Alone at 2:21 in the morning, wanting to sleep.

Longest year of half way failures, you'll always flinch before the punch. Stranded on an island with every thing to eat, and no fucking appetite, cold knots in my stomach, bruised and torn heart, dry ...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Sat, 31 May 2008 02:22:00 PST

The curse of a lion heart.

This heart is too big, and loses blood fast when punctured. Is it possible to have too much heart? Because it certainly seems so. Where is the gray area when all you know is extremes? Losing blood at ...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Sun, 18 May 2008 09:39:00 PST

Schoolastic BOOMBASTIC!

I just finished my midterm for philosophy and I suprised myself with how much I knew. This is a blog (toats on the gay side) for Maggie and Dan. THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME! I've never had much of t...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:05:00 PST

Power-fucking the shit outta PDX

So one lazy afternoon on Wensday, Maggie, Jerry, Jhon and myself set out for Portland land of no self service (I'll get to that later). Arrived in Portland around 4:30 and decided to walk around and f...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 03:17:00 PST

Kill the lights, kill the body

My old term of hell week now applies to every week, working and doing school is taxing me right now and it does sucketh. I never have time for anything which is retarded, especially when I have a...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 11:19:00 PST

We’re all fucked, so lets fuck this place up!

So suprisingly things have been on the up and up for me, things have pretty much become what I always wanted them to be. Just a little more patience and I’ll be exactly where  I wanted to b...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:14:00 PST

Year of the heartless

One last week of being able to have some free time. On March 31st I will be in school and it’s nerve racking. I’ve never been so hot at school and I’ve also never really ha...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 09:12:00 PST

And like a zombie, I stumble from the grave

Well after an intense week of being sick I have come out still sick, but better than I was doing before. That was the sickest I have been in a while and that was not an enjoyable experience. As of lat...
Posted by Curtis "The Bear" Hayes on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 01:42:00 PST