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Ophelia

I am here for Friends

About Me

This is where I spend most of my time: livejournal.com/~angels_burn
AIM = ironic introvert; in the lowlight
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It's just enough to see a shooting star
To know you're never really far
It's just enough to see a shooting star
To know you're never really gone

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you are not worth the price of my life ;
catgirl : natural blonde : cancerian moon child : occultist : fae : ghost-hunter : part-time goth-girl and bondage fetishist : lazy anime artist : online roleplayer : laughably serious DDRer : worships Isis : gay rights enthusiast : pansexual : extrovert in an introvert's shell : openminded : oversensitive : nonreligiously spiritual
; you are not worth the toll of my soul
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I am a girl with unique views and passionate opinions. I am ambiguous and androgynous in my ideas and my sexuality. Usually I am very quiet and placid, but my temper is fiery if provoked. I can be cynical, bitter while entertaining an easygoing nature. I suffer a mix of avoidant, schizotypal, and paranoid tendencies -- not diagnosed but very evident. I am a very self-aware person with an earnest interest in the human mind. I'm compassionate and complicated. I am far from trusting, but if you get under my skin and around my heart... I want to be your best friend. I wish my life were simple, but it's not a reality I can see. So take me as I am because I can guarantee you I may not be like anyone you've ever met... but I am sure worth meeting.
Would it be enough to live on
If my love could keep you alive?

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My Interests

likes! 4chan, aesthetics, aethiesm, akuroku, axel x roxas, androgyny, angels, angst, angsting, angsting sexy, anime, ahnks, arm warmers, art, astrology, bdsm, bells, belly dancing, bisexuals, biting, bloomers, bois, bondage, boys who like boys, brian molko, bubble baths, buckles, candlelight, candy, candy kids, catgirls, cats, cemeteries, checker print, cheesecake, collars, corsets, cosplay, cosplay sex, crossplay, cybergoth, daydreaming, DDR (Dance Dance Revolution), decadence, destiny, drawing, dream analysis, egyptology, electronica, eloquence, europop, eurotrash, eyeliner, faeries, fanfiction, fantasy, fate, feathers, fetishes, fishnet, fullmetal alchemist, ghost hunting, girls who like girls, glam rock, glitter, goth lolita, halloween, hard thumping bass, hentai, homosexuality, ice coffee, innuendos, in the groove, irony, japanese street fashion, jelly bracelets, kingdom hearts, lace, LARP, leather, lemonheads, lesbians, lestat, lipgloss, live journal, lolita, malapropism, monochrome, morbid fascination, mythology, nudity, night, nostalgia, online roleplay, oral fixation, ouija boards, paganism, pansexuality, paranormal activity, parapsychology, pastels, phantasma, photography, piercings, plaid skirts, platform boots, poetry, psychic, psychoanalysis, punk, purple words, rain, rainbows, raito x l, raves, redheads, reeses peanut butter cups, romance, roy x ed, safety pins, satire, satisfying the muses, silver, slash, smut, spirit contact, sprites, submission, taco bell, tarot, tattoos, thigh highs, thrift stores, trance, trigun, triphop, tummies, twilight, velvet, vinyl, water, wearing as little clothes as possible, wings, writing, yaoi, yoga, yuri

dislikes! homophobes, whiners, close-mindedness, thug life, bible thumpers, most dubbed anime, organized religion, shrimp and pork

Current RPG project: Invoke Parley

I'd like to meet:


I love this man.

I love this man too.

Music:

Savage Garden
The Cruxshadows
Bella Morte
Placebo
Emilie Autumn
MICHAL (Towber)
Better Than Ezra
A Perfect Circle
E-Rotic
Matt Nathanson
Casey Stratton
Rufus Wainwright
The Calling
Vienna Tang
Tori Amos
Third Eye Blind
Matchbox Twenty
Assemblage 23
Wolfsheim
VAST
Lamb
AFI
Keane
Aneiki
Blue October
Howie Day
Kim Lucas
Charlotte Martin
Three Days Grace
Air Supply
Alkaline Trio
Imogen Heap
BT
Beborn Beton
Orgy
Coldplay
Lifehouse
Jack Off Jill
VNV Nation
One Line Drawing
Delirium
Portishead
Poe
Loreena McKennit
Sneaker Pimps
Carbon Leaf
Vertical Horizon
Lamb
DJ Mystik
Enya
Wallflowers
Collective Soul
The Rasmus
Smashing Pumpkins
Chicane
Kidney Thieves
Covenant
Sarah McLachlan
Joni Mitchell
Spider Lilies
Blackmore's Night
Splashdown
The Chemical Brothers
Garbage
Mazzy Star
King Adora
David Bowie
Ani DiFranco
Fleetwood Mac
Alanis Morisette
Missy Higgins
The Tear Garden
Jump Little Children
Maroon 5
Iron and Wine
Daft Punk
Ladytron
Mindless Self Indulgence
Apoptygma Berzerk
Naoki
Falling Up
Imogen Heap
Silverchair
Freezepop
Goldfrapp
Frou Frou
Snow Patrol
October Project

( You get the point, right? )

Movies:

Harry Potter, Velvet Goldmine, RENT, Anchorman, Phantom of the Opera, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Advent Children, Star Wars, Labyrinth, The Last Unicorn, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Dogma, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Austin Powers: Goldmember, The Birdcage, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Girl Next Door, The Ring, A Midsummer's Night Rave, Groove, Heathers, Peter Pan, But I'm a Cheerleader, Mean Girls, Anger Management, Brokeback Mountain, SAW I + II, Golden Compass, Devil Wears Prada

Television:

Fairly OddParents, Family Guy, Harvey Birdman, Space Ghost Coast 2 Coast, Simpsons, Aqua Teen, Daria, Mighty Max, American Dad, Drawn Together, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Married With Children

anime! Death Note, Fullmetal Alchemist, Fruits Basket, Bleach, Trigun, Inuyasha, Gravitation, Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon

Heroes:

Darren Hayes, Melissa Etheridge, Edward Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist), Isis, Roo Devon, L

My Blog

I have to say it.

FUCK YOU ROXAS. ...   That is all.
Posted by Ophelia on Tue, 16 May 2006 03:29:00 PST

"Return to Me"

You rise like a wave in the oceanAnd you fall gently back to the seaNow I want to know how to hold youReturn to me... You shine like the moon over waterAnd you darken the sky when you leaveNow I want ...
Posted by Ophelia on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 12:51:00 PST

Fullmetal Alchemist songfiles.

Edward Elric's is hot. I had forgotten how deliciously Edward Elric Paku Romi sounds even when she sings "Returnable Memories." Brings back memories. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v415/flamel/0001...
Posted by Ophelia on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:32:00 PST

"i reach back and hit you harder than God falls..."

Okay... ...   I want Blue October CDs.
Posted by Ophelia on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 11:30:00 PST

I'm married!

Polygamously of course. I have a husband and a wife. Hi Michael and Maria.  Buy me some rings lol
Posted by Ophelia on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 12:13:00 PST

"Uncovered mattresses and cigarette burns in the blanket that I made for you..."

I'll make things rightI'll break your fallUnshatter glassAnd fix the wall you gave to meWish me away and I'll be gone I didn't mean to block your sun with my shadow       - Michal...
Posted by Ophelia on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 12:30:00 PST

OPEN: "hotel houseperson"

I'm not going back to my new job.  There are several reasons for this, but who really cares for all the nitty gritty details right?  All's I gotta say is I deeply respect those able to hunke...
Posted by Ophelia on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 07:45:00 PST

if i could be what you wanted

Can I be your night sky? ... to blanket you, to watch over you, to hang the moon for you to guide your path home? Can I be the only one you see...?  Can you wish upon my stars and find hope and t...
Posted by Ophelia on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 02:09:00 PST

on the prospect of children...

I've been conversing with a lot of young mothers lately.... and one woman brought a new outlook into my world. "I had my child at a very young age.  I only want one... and by the time he's e...
Posted by Ophelia on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 06:38:00 PST

better days will come

So Monday I finally begin my job with orientation.  Two days of bullshit I already know (because my friend works at the casino), then training will commence.  And after that, I'll start my g...
Posted by Ophelia on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 11:44:00 PST