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ayn

it is better to burn out than to fade away...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

a person who looks at the stars every night and prays that he could be saved from his timeless loneliness, smokes cigarettes while thinking of songs that contain his sentiments so he can sing them until he falls asleep, cuts down on what he says because he knows words cannot be erased, smiles so he can hide the sadness from his eyes, stares at his hands wondering if they can ever be held by someone true... someone who could be or almost like me.%D%A%D%APOST SCRIPT: Don Vito Corleone

Music:

BEATLES! audioslave,semisonic,the used,sade, tori amos, third eye,all american, bob marley,macy gray, KC's, 311, indio i, brownman, sandwich, kjwan, sugarfree, kamikazee, stone temple, nirvana, vertical, travis, dashboard, hendrix,pearl jam,maroon 5, cheese... anything that rocks! oh yeah, and alicia keys.

Movies:

interview with the vampire, 8mm, zoolander, queen of the damned, riding in cars with boys, boys don't cry...and a lot more! WICKER PARK! i have just seen Godfather...i felt like i have just seen the other half of my life. :D

Television:

CSI, nicktoons and dexter's lab, maveric and ariel, will and grace, queer eye for the straight guy (funny shit) and so many more...

Books:

the count of monte cristo, the anthem,1984, vampire chronicles, catcher in the rye, the pillars of the earth, the little prince... geesh! how deft can you get?

Heroes:

kurt cobain, bob marley, john lennon, johnny depp, steely dan, sting, raymond marasigan and batman

My Blog

to my happy thought- a minor incident by a badly drawn boy

There's nothing I could say To make you try to feel okay And nothing you could do To stop me feeling the way I do And if the chance should happen That I never see you again Just remember that I'll alw...
Posted by ayn on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:02:00 PST

suddenly

We broke up again. And I dont know what hurts more; losing him the second time or knowing that this is our final straw.   Hes the kinda guy youd want your parents to meet; tall, good looking, ni...
Posted by ayn on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 08:00:00 PST

ode to my rockstar

ODE TO MY ROCKSTAR Beyond the blinding lightyour eyes held my darknessyour voice that filled the nightdances me yet to caress Lost in a mirage you have madestill searching for the heart you ...
Posted by ayn on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 06:06:00 PST

dark.

damned. doomed. dead. me....
Posted by ayn on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 01:57:00 PST

scribbles

Wow that song really hit me.   Now I realize every time I close my fists to try and feel yours in mine , coldness and coldness alone soothe my hands. That in every face its you I see. That in ev...
Posted by ayn on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 08:50:00 PST

strange and beautiful

I've been watching your world from afar I've been trying to be where you are And I've been secretly falling apart Unseen To me, you're strange and you're beautiful You'd be so perfect with me But you ...
Posted by ayn on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 10:48:00 PST

walang pamagat

Ibintang sakin ang ulan Mga gabing wala ang mga tala Ang langit na di mahagkan Mga araw na di nagkasala   Dininggin Niya ata ang aking dasal Nahihimbing ka sa aking tabi Di ko na maalala ang kaha...
Posted by ayn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

untitled 08

someday i would forget you i would only remember the fun without the hurt that came with it someday we'd talk like old friends we'd reminisce the good time we had we'd laugh at the stupid things ...
Posted by ayn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i just keep losin' him

this song has been playing in my head for the longest time. i was not sure why, until that night he said he was leavin for the states much earlier than i expected.  he is one of the best pe...
Posted by ayn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

without anything more to say

 i was not sure if i have learned any thing about havin you in my life as someone who always steals my attention, takes me for granted, captures me again with a smile, makes me forget&n...
Posted by ayn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST