"R YoU 1 of us?!..."

i hate fakers. i love my friends. i'm simple, easy to please, easy to get along with and loves the beach...i go around, i love travelling, overnight trips(beach trips tops it all), i'm not into fashion, i dont conform with the "whats hot and whats not" bull crap...i'm very much single, i'm not a FAG/GAY/or watever you call it so please...i RESPECT each and evryone of you guys(or gays)...but dont be OBSCENE/TACKLESS and no "indecent proposals" through email or messages please...its not flatering(its freaky!)...honestly, it makes me sick and makes me wanna hate you...am lookin for a GIRL... :) i hope thats very clear. :) so if youre juz gonna add me with malicious intent, forget it(unless yer a girl hahaha)...i dont believe in "what ifs" bull crap, "what happened, happened and could not have happened in any other way..." its not that you had no choice at all and was only forced to do somethin, but the fact that you got yerself in it and probably got away with it, or whatever outcome transpired or unfolded, you had a choice and i say, you've gotta live with it...stand up for what you believe in and accept the consequences regardless of what it is...you had a say in everythin that happens...i dont dwell on the past, in fact...i will never dwell on it, no regrets as far as im concerned...if you got fucked up, move on and accept... *You are who yer friends are?* well, i dont think so..."if you dont know me, dont judge me..." i live my life the way i like it, not in accordance with "society's guidelines" or some may say "by the book type", but i make it a point of observing others rights and respects them, the way i want to get respect in return...i live by the golden rule, "love me and ill love you, fuck me and ill fuck u up" in laymans term...i love my freedom, i live freely up to the extent of not violating others freedom and hapiness just to attain mine, im pretty fair in dealing with individuals 'coz i also look out for others welfare, even more than mine in most cases...some shit huh don't you think?...i love and value my family and to see them hurt, is somethin i can never tolerate...i'd rather bleed and die than see them suffer...Yes i'm kinda frank, i dont beat around the bush...i say things bluntly and in an open manner, but of course, depending on who i talk to, i give much regards to others feelings and also on how they will react...if you dont like my attitude, i wont waste my time knowing you and trying to befriend you(although theres plenty of room for forgiveness)...i hate the idea of rich over poor, i know UTOPIA is far from happenin(specially in this country...), but it doesnt mean the perfect world is far from existing, you could start doin it and upholding the idea in yer own little way, start with yourself...i love gimmicks, as long as its clean, be it bar hopping or just chillin at a friends house...and when im with my "REAL" set of friends...i hate people who impress, who puts their "BEST foot forward"...thats totaly fake...if yer someone whom you proclaim you are, you need not repeatedly bark it out 'coz everone would know about it eventually, dont you think??...lastly...i love GOD above evrything and i thank him for the graces he has bestowed upon me(and blessings he continuously provides for me and my family)...the greatest by far is LOVE and my FAMILY(a gf perhaps would be the next best thing hehe)...peace...and oh, whoever im meant to spend my life with?wherever you are...dont be in a hurry...im sure we'll find each other... :)and im sure i'll see you, lets not rush into things...juz let it unfold in the natural course of time. :) oh, and i love mestizas, tisay, hahaha my weakness...and good personality of course. :p ..