Andrew

Since leaving Outwood Grange, i began a fresh chapter in my life. I felt it was time to make big changes, being sick of the way life had trodden along lifes road since birth, i took the oportunity to re-invent myself, a new beginning, a new life.....a new me.To fund this 'journey of life' i sought full time work as a medical science volenteer, which has left me with sporadic and involentery muscle spasms down my left side, which accounts for a 6month jail sentence i spent after concussing a police officer and urinating on his feet, whilst winking, trying to releive my bladder on Wakefields Westgate stretch of nightclubs and such like.Once re-habilatated to the outside world, and re-introduced to showering alone, i began to make the final stages of my plan for a 'new life'.On the 3rd March 2003 i set off to Thailand to experience a different culture, and met a beautiful woman called 'Toni', 18, a local girl who worked behind a bar at a club in Bancock called 'Chrysalis'. She was the reigning Womans champion in the Thai Boxing League 4 years running, despite controversey of which league she was aloud to enter.We spent a very happy year togeather, although, after much heartache, we split after 'Toni' refused to offer me the greatest onfnatural gifts, - Children.She was a good strong woman, with determination i had never seen in a woman before. I since descovered a tragic and deep secret 'Toni' had kept form me for all the months i had known her. A secret that that even now i find difficult to share, but i feel i must to be able to move on in this world. 'Toni' was once known as a...........manager of another local bar, called Meat & Two Veg, that provided male westerner visitors with a 'service' that for some reason the local authorities did not agree with, and closed it down, leaving 'Toni' with crippling debts. She has since commited suicide on the grounds that she could no longer afford to be 'fully' what she wanted to be...something i never quite understood.I miss her terribly, terribly, but life moves on, and its time to wipe away the tear. Its just like John Lennon said. "its just like starting over".(i cant spell, or be arsed to spell check)..