stupidly looking back |
the days go bysome slower than otherssome days I'm fineothers...my skin feels like it's melting into the groundselfish and unappreciativei walk through peopleas if they were never thereeverything is t... Posted by Beca on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 11:44:00 PST |
Invisible Exposure |
This blanket covers mewith it's smiles and liesit's comfortable and you'd never know i was hereI've shown my facebut it's not what they rememberednot what they expected to seedis formed..a contorted m... Posted by Beca on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 04:50:00 PST |
a so called sad story |
Twisted and Tangledfucked up in so many waysthis road takes it's turn for the bestthen throws me off a cliff. Day after day i make the same mistakespushed it too hardand let go for far too longOnce i ... Posted by Beca on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 11:55:00 PST |
A slight fear of flying.. |
The engines begin to blare and the plane flings forward. I jolt lightly to the back of my seat. I have a sudden urge to pee. I knew it was coming, when i get nervous my bladder seems to shrink to the ... Posted by Beca on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 01:04:00 PST |
Untitled |
A moment in time can mean anything at allso take it inlaugh in rhythem with joylet the anger burn your insidesexplore the ecstacy of lustsaturate in every stale, dry momentand absorb the flowing creat... Posted by Beca on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 07:33:00 PST |
A friday in april cont............... |
I can feel my heart pounding in consistency with the fears and anxieties racing through my head. It's two o' clock in the morning and I still can't find the time to sleep. My head is aching behind my ... Posted by Beca on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 11:37:00 PST |
A friday in April...I think i might write a book..i could do it...right? |
"Have a great day!" I say as I hang up the phone. A patient looking just to be rid of her pain completely disregards my polite departure from our conversation but feels justified knowing it's just a p... Posted by Beca on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 07:32:00 PST |
growing... |
Tonight is the night Tomorrow will come whether we like it or not So what do we have to look forward to? Anything we want. Tomorrow I'm going to laugh Maybe I'll cry But I won't ask why Because the ... Posted by Beca on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 06:14:00 PST |
A drive home.... |
As the lines of the road begin to blur and every curve is a little more intense I look behind us at the lights in the distance and wonder if i should be looking back. Afraid to see the truth and what ... Posted by Beca on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 12:06:00 PST |
Fear is our way of running, so don't be afraid my dear.... |
when everything around us is crashing down, we cry and try to run, it's the only thing we know how to do. i feel so helpless in a world that is broken and down. We fight with eachother because we only... Posted by Beca on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 02:37:00 PST |