SELF-INTERESTS: "CREATIVE CONSTRUCTION," Internal stability, self-actualization, intellectualism, shamanic ecstasy, exotic fetishism, archery, spirituality, sensuality, ancient civilizations, Greenpeace, traveling,"Morgans Hotel Group", languages, nonverbal communication, collective unconsciousness, monogamy, self-fulfilling prophecies, conspiracy theories, string theory, the cultured folk, tennis, supernatural, samurai warriors, witty humor, family, counting all my blessings, and carrot juice (lol)
WHO AM I?: Read below...
In this evolutionary process, we are both students and teachers to each other. I choose to surround myself with passionate yet compassionate worldly fellow man/woman who'll dare me (directly/indirectly) to see light in the different... embracing it as an aspect of myself... towards wholeness & unity. And ONE who can unlock the hidden dimensions within my soul as I to him/her.
View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment
DISCLOSURE:for entertainment purposes only & should not be taken so seriously
the world's mine oyster... I was born to contradict myself becoming this multidimensional 'open-minded' extremist .:a cerebral adventurist:..., a true paradoxical chameleon in self-expression. Though I may seem removed/detached @ times, am wholeheartedly connected to some kind of intangilble force. Am ruled by planet Mercury (Key to Alchemy); ready to adapt any environment. My birthname equates to the number "11" focusing on idealism and spiritualism. The number "5" is based on my birthdate which best describes my mission for the theme of my life is about finding balance. According to Western astrology, am a VIRGO as my element is EARTH. Through Eastern superstition, I am branded as the FIRE SNAKE. " Am extremely reserved yet explosively responsive to stimuli." So... in essence, I'm naturally a conservative straight laced "square" (think Clark Kent), but with a trigger of random elation, I very well could possibly transform within seconds into some type of vivacious tigress on the prowl to pounce, seduce and devour... or better yet... become like "Superman" ready to save the day from all evil. But overall... am just the intuitive girl next door who'll try anything at least once (or twice). Hi there.
PERSONAL CREATIVE ENDEAVORS
WRITING POETRY
I believe a person’s word is extremely powerful, but when thoughts are written… those thoughts are permanently set in stone as absolute truth. Writing helps me makes sense of my 'special ed' cognition. Just like Asian Calligraphy is an art form so is poetry and lyricism. I tend to write about my emotions through prose writing be it intense or subtle using imagery, metaphors, archetypical symbols, etc., etc. I love to play w/ rhythmic rhymes as though I am a sorceress conjuring up spirits of another world to do as I please. Reading poems is just like reading the I Ching book while interpreting a Salvador Dali painting. Consciously you’ll read it, but the internal process of reading into it is subject to multiple interpretations. One’s own reality is based on one’s own perception.
MUSIC
Joining my church’s junior choir at an early age was my introduction to singing. However, at 18, it was when a pal of mine challenged me to a friendly Karaoke duel did I truly recognize that I had a voice: a courageous voice that wanted and yearned to be heard. Commanding an audience through singing is the most addictive drug that I will never get enough of. I haven’t done much creative music work lately… But in all honesty, I do have to say… "singing is definitely one of the loves of my life."
INTERIOR DESIGN
The past couple of years I’ve made a conscious effort to deprogram myself from the illusory rat race. I’ve given up climbing Corporate America while banging my head on that glass ceiling. It was only recently that I've come to understand the secret. “Follow your own bliss†and you’ll be fine. Let your words and actions be congruent with your soul. I really had to examine myself fully figuring out what truly makes me happy. And going into Interior Design is one of the pursuits of mine. An interior designer is an artist not only of spatial planning & aesthetics but of psychology. Instead of cognitive dissection, am creating an external environment that can/will influence and enrich a person’s overall state of mind.
My favorite design website: thecoolhunter.net . Also, am enchanted by the works of Philippe Starck .
::UPCOMING COLLECTION: "TWO SERIES" by Ben (passiontolive)::
Music originating from the heart...
CLOSER
Discovery, Travel and Bravo Channel
My top 3: Witch of Portabello, Memories-Dreams-Reflections, Art of Seduction
C.G.Jung
"The most intense conflicts, if overcome, leave behind a sense of security and calm that is not easily disturbed. It is just these intense conflicts and their conflagration which are needed to produce valuable and lasting results."
"Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes."