I try and I try

I can say I'm blessed.. I truly am. Before I left for college I never thought I would find a girl and actually get serious with one before, due to hurt in my past. I can't lie to you after I got hurt in a relationship, I was out on a rampage, not giving a **** about womens feelings. I felt like If I hurt... you had to hurt too. I thought I wasnt ever going to find someone compatible with me. Or that finding a girl who was faithful was impossible. I found out that, with chicks you can treat them like you want to be treated but you have to come correct with women, be real with them and sometimes you have to put your foot down and be a man and they like that shit.. but I never thought me, I would find someone who love me more then they love there own self. At least until I found my career ,I mean I make good money now but with a career, a good woman would surely follow. Yet no matter what you believe god has plans. So I went off to College a small private business college on Football scholarship and I befriended a beautiful hershey milk chocolate sista named Danielle Amanda Steele. I didn't think of it at first. But me and her became close friends and we were cool as hell. Like bother and sister. We did everything together, and we talked about everything. Until one day I felt like she was trying to throw signs at me, and I figured them out, I tried not to cross the friendship line but my feelings for her began to grow daily. She made me feel like I could trust females. Because before then Women to me were females and they act just like niggaz do. They want to call men Dawgs. But they think just like we do but they are sneakier and they believe they are freakier but I can prove that theory wrong. But back to the story. She let me know it is alright to love and be a risk taker. I won't lie,.. she has helped me mature as a man, and I love her for that.. My Boo Danielle