i'm laid back. open-minded. kindhearted. way too fucking generous. realistic not pessimistic. easy to talk to. loyal almost to a fault. i don't immediately trust. at first i'll keep a lot to myself and i'll be really careful with what i say but i always say whats on my mind if i feel that strongly. i'm hypocritical at times. a lot of opinions i have contradict others. i'm sorting it out but it's rare when i believe in something 100%. i blame my open-mindedness and my ability to see and understand things from all angles. i'm perceptive. i'm honest to everyone i come in contact with. i'm honest with myself. i'm proud of the person i am now. i don't let myself fall victim to substances or people i'd be better off without knowing. i'm not cocky or arrogant at all. i don't have some big ego as nice as a lot of you are ;) i love laughing at myself and at life. people just need to chill sometimes. i come off as coldhearted to some people when they hear me say certain things. the world is full of way too many fucked up cruel people i don't give a shit about. assholes have given me experiences that have shaped my character so it's all for a reason as fucked up as it may seem. i can't stand people who dont know how to look past the surface and try to understand why people are the way they are and why they've done the things they've done. ones who think people are just assholes and mad at 'the world' because. of course, there are reasons. i've taken shit from people far too many times in my life when i didn't need to. when i see people get fucked with and just emotionally beaten by the assholes of society it pisses me off to the point where i pretty much become the person i hate. sometimes i'm cold because i think i expect too much of people. when people arent nice i get mean. haha its a vicious cycle. to lighten up a little i love to love :) the friends i have are great to me. they've always been there for me just to chill with and talk to. my friends are my family. i love them with all i've got. i can only say a select few people truly know a side of me most will never see. when i love you i'll let you know it! if i care about you, know that you can trust me and fully rely on my to be there for you. in the past i've been taken advantage of. those people have been dropped. seriously. i live life with no regrets. i'm always taking a step forward. i don't look back too too often but it's always good to reflect. know your history so you don't repeat it! i'm all about having a good time. i laugh a lot. just don't let shit get you down! life's too short. you've heard this all before.
LISA
This bitch is the love of my life! my everything. She's beautiful, funny, honest...everyone loves to be around her. She can make you laugh with no effort at all. For 4 years I thought I liked life without her but I didn't know shit! She's my SISTER. We've been through a fuck load of ups and downs together. We couldn't be more alike and more opposite. I'd do anything for her. We've seen each other at our absolute worst (haha both physically and emotionally) and we've been at each other's side through some of life's worst pains. I can confide in her like I can with no one else. I tell her things I don't tell my closest friends. I'm lucky for the relationship I have with her. hahaha GOD DAMN! Do you get it yet?
TAYLOR He's my best friend with boy parts and he kicks ass like no other. Music is his world. It's what he's passionate about in life. He plays guitar, bass, drums and has an awesome voice. This guy truly amazes me and I'm lucky to be his best friend with girl parts :) He likes meat and potatoes and babies for dinner. He's a dork, an asshole and a sweetheart. He is my twin but cooler!..He's honest, loyal, hilarious, and did i already say SWEET? At the same time he'll rip you a new asshole if need be. I have nothing but love for this guy.
JESSICA My sister from another mister!! She has this awesome ability to piss me off like no one else can. It's unreal. We've grown up together and experienced a lot of crazy shit. She keeps me grounded and keeps me in line. She loves to think that I'm her little sister but I'm older than this bitch by a month! haha She doesn't give a fuck who you are or where the fuck you come from. She's brutal and will tell you exactly whats on her mind. I FUCKING LOVE IT ♥ On the other hand she's extremely sweet and when she loves, she loves with her whole heart. I'll hurt anyone who fucks with her but she can handle herself. It's almost been a decade of Jessicaness and I have no idea what I or my life would be like without her.
RACHEL As far as thinking goes we're almost exactly alike. ALMOST. This is the girl I go to when I need to let stuff out. She is the best listener and friend. Seriously, she reminds me of how much of a chick I actually am. I forget sometimes. I can talk to her for hours about everything and nothing. There's a pattern going on here with my best buds. She too is EXTREMELY EXTREMELY honest. She just does not give a shit. It's a great quality to have and I've learned a lot from her! We see eye to eye on so much. Her presence is so comforting ALSO a great quality seeing as how she's a new mother. Her baby is beautiful. FUCKING GORGEOUS. And fuck what you say! NO they are NOT all cute! When we argue it's nothing but sibling rivalry. I love arguing with her.lyt by avlays
