The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door

About Me

i'm just learning as i go along... learning from my mistakes and my successes... the path of growing up is like one big improv show... all i can do is take it one step at a time... remember the past, appreciate the present, and look forward to the future... no regrets.found this girls layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments

My Interests

i'm a pessimist when i'm alone, i'm an optimist when i'm around other people...i'm a big people person most of the time, it's part of coming from a big family... i'm not very trusting, but i realized just recently that i'll still protect you even if i don't trust you... once i consider you a friend, i will be there and look out for you NO MATTER WHAT... i'm controlling and bossy, and i like being right most of the time...even so, when i am wrong, i will admit it... (it just doesn't happen too often...lol...) i'm still a hopeless romantic, and i still believe that there is someone out there for me... i won't look for it, because the best things happen when you least expect it, but he better come sweep me off my damn feet...lol... i LOVE to laugh and enjoy life as much as i possibly can...

I'd like to meet:

anyone i guess...COOKIE MONSTER...... AND PIRATES!!!!

Music:

almost anything but most rap. my favorite bands/singers are evanescence, breaking benjamin,disturbed, anna nalick, john mayer, barenaked ladies, and sarah mclachlan

Movies:

my girl, harry potter, the labrinth, the notebook, and pirates of the carribean

Television:

whose line is it anyway, grey's anatomy, smallville

Books:

laurell hamilton books... mostly fiction, vampires, fairies, werewolves, dragons, and such....

Heroes:

matt, for always having the patience to deal with any of my moods... best friends are forever... jeny, for keeping me sane for all these years and always having the best advice (even if it does take me a while to finally listen to it)...tom for being there for me so much this past year.. it feels like i've known you forever...my sister, dominique... no matter how much we fight, i know that you have my back... i love you!

My Blog

Nickelback lyrics : /

"It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking and I've been wrong, i've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 09:11:00 PST

relationship survey... (pretty good judge on how i feel about certain things)

You OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST. . DONT CHICKEN OUT. . . . GIRLS FOR GUYS ...GUYS FOR GIRLS1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?not sure about the crushing part yet... trying to avoid ...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 06:15:00 PST

Do you really know me?

Do you know about me? (2 Points) My name:(4 Points) My last name:(4 Points) Am I in love...if so with who?:(1 Points) Where did we meet:(6 Points) Take a stab at m...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 06:50:00 PST

about me

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:jess aka gigs, giggy, bubbles, crash, jess-i-cups, short one, and whatever else anyone tends to call me these daysBirthday:May 16, 1988Birthplace:Bayville, NJCu...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 11:17:00 PST

trust no one...

trust (in accordance to dictionary.com)- ..> 1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence. ..> ..> 2. confident expectation of something; hope. ...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Wed, 30 May 2007 06:19:00 PST

pushed away

This concert was AMAZING!"Pushing Me Away" I've lied to you The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I'll fake for the sake of being with you (Everything falls apart Even the people...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Tue, 08 May 2007 06:39:00 PST

thank you all soooo much!

I'M SOOOO HAPPY!!and i definately have my friends to thank for this... you all have made my days go by so much easier...to tom, matt, rox, naomi, mark, nique, jeny, pablo, mike, robbie, and all the pe...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:26:00 PST

so much for your happy ending.

my only regret...is that you turned out to be such as asshole...but i guess it's a blessing in disguise...because if you were actually genuine...and meant all those pretty words you feed me...it would...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 09:48:00 PST

this song is SO funny...

"I'll Take You Back" When a freight train jumps off a track And rolls down my road And it's summer time in Texas And they're playing in the snow When politicians everywhere stop telling lies And onl...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 04:20:00 PST

your perfect lies

How much of it was lies? How much of it was pretending? Do you tell her the same things: That you changed for her? That all your life has led up to being with her? That kissing her makes everythi...
Posted by The Not So Average Girl-Next-Door on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 07:02:00 PST