Clare

Fabulous?

I just got back from seeing the Sex and the City movie, and on the drive home, I started thinking. The show has always caused self-reflection for me, and the movie was no different. I don't think I'm ...
Posted by Clare on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 08:10:00 PST

Its been a while....

I haven't written on here in a while, so I thought I'd give anyone who actually reads this an update... and i need to get some things off my chest...   I'm talking to my stepdad, Mark, again. I s...
Posted by Clare on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 11:17:00 PST

It’s just starting to hit me now.

I move into the dorms in a week. One week. I have to do laundry, pack up all my stuff, buy the things I need that I don't have (which include a TV and printer), clean my apartment. Next wednesday will...
Posted by Clare on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:15:00 PST

Pure Propaganda

I just finished watching Control Room. I knew so much of the media on the War in Iraq as seen in the US is propaganda... but I had no idea... There are so many contradictions in that movie, it's horri...
Posted by Clare on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:49:00 PST

never walk down memory lane when emotionally unstable...

I wasn't in the greatest mood... I wanted to clear my mind... so I decided to take a walk.... I exited my apartment and started walking towards Woodlawn Park.... bad idea...First, I pass my Matt's hou...
Posted by Clare on Wed, 16 May 2007 11:20:00 PST

what do I do?!!

I'm so fucking sick of my fucking anxiety disorder! I'm so fucking sick of it...I'm sick of it controlling me life. I'm sick of getting yelled at by my dad when I can't help it! I'm sick of not being ...
Posted by Clare on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 12:49:00 PST

I went out for a cigarette....

and it turned into what may be a life changing realization...I am not a good person. I can pull off seeming that way pretty well... I even convinced myself that I am a good person, denying my true mot...
Posted by Clare on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 04:38:00 PST

nervous breakdown...

I'm on the verge of a complete emotional breakdown. Well, more so, it's just starting... I'm so fucking stressed out with school right now. I'm close to failing 2 of my classes right now despite the f...
Posted by Clare on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:52:00 PST

fear

Aside from my mother's midwife and the midwife's assistant, she was the first person outside of family to meet me after I was born... Her house was one of my favorite places to hang out when I was lit...
Posted by Clare on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 11:17:00 PST

you think you know, but you have no idea...

Life doesn't make sense... not one bit... I'm so confused about so many things... It's driving me crazy... I know what what I want or what I think or what I hope or what I feel or anything... I have n...
Posted by Clare on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:30:00 PST