Mr. Fisher

About Me: Who really takes time to ready this section on myspace? Nobody right? In this case I'm going to use the opportunity to bare my soul a little bit, and maybe just maybe if someone stumbles upon my profile and decides they want to really know me a little better, this will provide them with a little insight into Calieb Fisher, so here goes. I am my mothers only child, and 1 of 4 brothers from a father who loved us but never loved himself enough. I am a village raised child and the personalites of the people involed in my life show through at times, I've always been artistic, and my artistic nature finds it's way into anything that I really care about, I tend to pour myself into something Im passionate about regardless of consequence. Im a giving and loyal person, my friends are my family. I can be very random or I can be concise and to the point. Its hard to balance being a dreamer and laconic, but somehow I manage. I miss the innocent nature of media in the 80, and 90s. The music was better, the Cartoons were intelligent, and the toys were awesome lol. Sometimes Im embarrassed by my choices Im not easily influenced, but silence is consent in some cases right?! I want to love someone and be loved like the world is going to end tomorrow. I'd settle for someone that understands that I can be hard, and seem cold and indifferent, but my love is unconditional. I dont think there is anyone out there who can fully compliment me, but its cool I've accepted it. I struggle, and sometimes I need inspiration. I can't find my religion, its not lost, I've just mis-placed it, probably with a lifetimes worth of house keys and left socks. I wish my mother and I got along better, I wish I could explain to my grandmother how much I love her. I wish I would have never got credit cards lol, I wish I could find my father and tell him that I love him and I understand. I wish I was happy all the time, I know that the deepest smiles are strong because they hold back the heaviest tears. I know I am strong and powerful. I also know that I am weak and vulnerable for the right reasons. I wish I could cry more, I can't remember how to sometimes. I want you to know that there is so much to me, so much to understand so much love, so much to hate, so far to go. If you've read this much then maybe we can be friends or maybe not.