ALYCIAPINE.

"and each strand of her hair is really insect eyes and each hole in her tounge is always occupied by the milk of the sun."

"things never get so bad that we can't remember that maybe they were never so good. we swam upstream through all those rivers of shit- no use drowning now and wasting all that gallant and stupid fight. upstream through it all to end up sitting here in front of this machine with cigarette dangling and drink at hand."

"And i can feel my hands again. we're almost home.it's 2 pm and our snow is falling still as our good city lay still. and our friends are packed around some no smoking bar warming on alcohol. we step into the silence, yeah, we step slowly and quiet.All boys come on and girls join up just don't grow old. All boys come on and girls join up we're almost home."

Stand up against governments, against God. Stay irresponsible. Say only what we know & imagine. Absolutes are Coercion. Change is absolute. Ordinary mind includes eternal perceptions. Observe what’s vivid. Notice what you notice. Catch yourself thinking. Vividness is self-selecting. If we don’t show anyone, we’re free to write anything. Remember the future. Freedom costs little in the U.S. Asvise only myself. Don’t drink yourself to death. Two molecules clanking us against each other require an observer to become scientific data. The measuring instrument determines the appearance of the phenomenal world (after Einstein). The universe is subjective.. Walt Whitman celebrated Person. We are observer, measuring instrument, eye, subject, Person. Universe is Person. Inside skull is vast as outside skull. What’s in between thoughts? Mind is outer space. What do we say to ourselves in bed at night, making no sound? “First thought, best thought.” Mind is shapely, Art is shapely. Maximum information, minimum number of syllables. Syntax condensed, sound is solid. Intense fragments of spoken idiom, best. Move with rhythm, roll with vowels. Consonants around vowels make sense. Savour vowels, appreciate consonants. Subject is known by what she sees. Others can measure their vision by what we see. Candour ends paranoia.

-Allen Ginsberg
grammar/words/basically anything you can pull from a dictionary and make into something lovely. and correctly formatted.
tea
tattoos
piercings
american/world history
music
politics
zombies
impulse dancing
family
friends
movies (HORROR, PLEASE!)
the lake
the badigital family ♥
barbeques
teeth/smiles
the south and most of its occupants.
coffee
being outside
beautiful things/people
photography.

i love: writing, reading, napping, cuddling, sushi, sweet wine, cigarettes, poetry, road trips when i'm not driving, southern drawls, (they make me melt) listening to hip hop at full blast by myself in the car, the ocean, 60's style kitchens, body modification, board games, chick flicks and documentaries, politics, anything controversial, baking, sex, anything with mangos, pineapple, or papayas, being in the sun, kissing, aleighsa cardin, bonfires, picnics, my family, alyssa hagenbuch, woodstock (the town in new york, not the music festival,) sweet tea, art in all its forms, intelligent human interaction, bill vantassel, my sisters, (my heart) dresses, flats, bobby pins, flip flops, staying up late, augusten burroughs memoirs, teeth, mix cds, down comforters, oversized sunglasses, and freckles.

i don't love: ignorance, arrogance, stupidity, people that talk before thinking, bacardi 151, large insects, spiders, and snakes, watermelon flavored anything unless it's actully watermelon, bananas, beer unless it's red stripe, being alone, people that don't floss, and sketchballs that just want to bang you.