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"Music doesn't lie. If there is something to be changed in this world, then it can only happen through music." Jimi Hendrix

My full name is Joshua Evan Rudner, but most people call me Josh.

I'm 17 and I am a senior at Crestview College Prepatory High School, which is a mouthful for "Really gay." haha

I'm taken by a beautiful girl :) Happily might I add, so don't hit on me. Thanks.

I smoke weed, I shroom, and I make alot of mistakes. But my greatest mistake is not learning from them. :)

My sister Jennifer and brother Zach are some of the most important people in my life, and if you fuck with them, there will be nothing you regret in life more. I'll kill for them.

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My Blog

First of all

I'd like to let some of my old friends see exactly how I've changed. They have been telling me I'm not how I used to be, so I want to let you guys inside my mind for the first time in a long while. Ab...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 01:09:00 GMT

I’m Sorry To Everyone

Honestly... I'm so upset right now.I don't know what really is wrong with me.I have a thousand thoughts running through my mind every second right now and I just want them to be silenced. Aubrey, I ho...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 17:37:00 GMT

Just some shit...

I thought up when I was plastered. "You get the desert eagle to the back of your head, you think we playin but we ain't done til your dead!Bloods all over the floor, the peice is on the table, a hole ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 00:27:00 GMT

The truth about it.

Carnival of CarnageInside cover Extra special thanks: The almighty creator for giving us the gift to entertain.The RingmasterThanks mostly goes to The God above!!!1 Wax Museum This song basically says...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 20:59:00 GMT

Lucifer Loves Subway!

"Gosh I sure am hungry. I think I might go to subway." Lucifer thought to himself as he walked down the street.Lucifer was a very good person, and by good, I mean completely evil, and not evil like ki...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 17:28:00 GMT

Hacking X-Fire (Originally from 2600)

  I'm not much of a writer so please forgive.Recently I was pissed off when I found Xfire wouldn't record the time I was spending building NWN2 (Neverwinter Nights 2) modules via the toolset. But...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 21:06:00 GMT

What the FUCK!

I'm making mistakes around every corner.Nothing is how it should be.NOTHING!!!!FUCK!!!!!! What do I do?What can you do, when you fuck up sooooo hard, and you finally realize you fucked up and you shou...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 12:42:00 GMT

Damn.

Okay..I don't know where to start. Honestly, I don't know which way is up, and I'm just completely and utterly trapped.I'm trying to figure it out, but I can't.I don't know why, but I'm losing ALL san...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 04:38:00 GMT

Giving Thanks and Credits

Shit. I've just realized how much being a Juggalo has affected me.I was listening to Juggalo Family - Dark Lotus, and I started to fuckin' cry.Crazy shit, huh? Truth is, if it wasn't for my Juggalo Fa...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 03:47:00 GMT

Sadistic Much?

I had this dream last night about my mother. Not the one I live with, but the one I hate with every inch of my being, the one I wish could stay at but an inch from death and never leave such an area. ...
Posted by on Sun, 27 May 2007 15:49:00 GMT