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I am a person who is SILENT, that's why people judge me easily. I never showed my TRUE feelings in public, but it doesn't mean that I am PLASTIC. I just fear that people would use (my ideas of myself) it against me, against my family, against anybody close to me.
I seldom engage myself to what other people think to be pleasurable, but it doesn't mean that I do not know how to have FUN.
I know I have the ABILITY and SKILLS. And it is only because I have worked hard to have such.
I may be too PERFECTIONIST at times, it is only because I want things to get done BETTER.
I am self-fish at times, but it doesn't mean that I have forgotten how to GIVE. I just know when to GIVE and when not to GIVE.
I can UNDERSTAND things easily. I don't know if I have to be thankful for that or be in sorrow because I dont know if that is a GIFT or a CURSE.
I appreciate things or people in a way that is different from the usual. I appreciate by giving CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISISM, as a result, people HATES me for that, not thinking that what I did was FAR better than what the other people did because it may help them become BETTER PEOPLE.
I know I have so many fixations due to my past experiences and that made me so different from those 'PEOPLE' of the society!!, but I never blamed anybody for that, I am even thankful for they have molded me to become what, who I am now -- a BETTER PERSON (if I may say).