Daddy’s Girl |
Tomorrow it'll have been three years since my dad died. There are days where I feel like it's only been a few months, there are days it feels like it was another lifetime. There isn't a day that goes ...
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:44:00 PST |
Fighting back the reverting of myself into my supposed natural state of misery |
I'm trying not to slip back into old habits. If I'm so over it, why's my heart not having it?
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:51:00 PST |
You can’t make everyone happy. |
I was told I was too closed off, so I opened my heart and bared my soul to all.
Now I'm overly dramatic, wearing my heart on my sleeve is a bad thing.
I guess you can't make everyone happy, hahah....
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 03:08:00 PST |
Simple. |
The root of all my problems is this: I just want people to like me.
The end.
Feel free to share opinions.
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 08:26:00 PST |
Summer thus far. |
My summer thus far has been at once the most productive and laziest one in my short 18 years.
So lazy, no job, no school, no obligations, responsibilities or pressing engagements. It's what I want to ...
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 03:55:00 PST |
Gretchen Weiners |
It's a hell of a day. I've been awake only an hour and I've thought more in the past 20 minutes than I have in the past month without the use of drugs. I've come to realize something I've let de...
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 04:52:00 PST |
Surveys make me think. |
I was filling out a survey to waste time, and I stopped half way through it and couldn't finish it, because one question couldn't be answered simply enough to keep the casual tone of it. It was a bit ...
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Wed, 30 May 2007 11:02:00 PST |
The best and worst dream I've ever had. |
My dream takes place in Barstow. I know I do some running around in the dream, I'm even remembering parts from other dreams about it that I've had, like places in Barstow, some of which don't actually...
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:25:00 PST |
I know me well enough to know I'll never love you. |
LOVE LETTERS TO EVERY GUY I NEVER LOVED.
It all started with you, Skater Boy. I wanted nothing more than a little high school fame, and you wanted in on my stupid games. We played to lose, and lose I...
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 07:14:00 PST |
Thank You |
Today is my 18th birthday. Having thought at times that I'd never make it to today, I don't know anyone more grateful right now. I've been blessed with an amazing family and friends, and a life that I...
Posted by Vanessa 1945 on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 08:22:00 PST |
