I liked what I said and reflected on it with realization that I’ve truly changed. |
I Shared this with a friend who was dealing with a tough break up and once I finished typing to him and re read it I was impressed with what I had said and reflected upon it. I want to save it. So her... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:33:00 PST |
Can’t think of a good title. |
Its all good.I'm in a good mood, things are well. I'm enjoying life. I love school, I'm making money. The band is going mucho better. (special thanks to kyle for kicking my ass and ... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 01:18:00 PST |
I’m not having fun anymore. |
I'm depressed. I'm stressed, I'm flat out fed up with being in a band.
I don't want to do it anymore, I'm so tired of pouring out money and getting virtually none of it back. All I ever hear is more d... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 04:44:00 PST |
Back to school... back to school... to show my daddy... that I’m no fool... |
exactly 14 hours and 27 minutes untill I arrive back in Chicago land. My estimated time of arrival is 4:30pm today (sunday) it is currently 1:03am.I have mixed feelings-I miss colle... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 11:07:00 PST |
Dont label me as "inferior" (Now I remember why I moved away) |
"What you could have had"... Wow, is that supposed to make me feel like "oh shit I fucked up..."? well to bad it dosn't. At all. What I "could" have had is nothing special to me at ... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 12:22:00 PST |
I can’t even begin to think that it would actually work |
I'm to much of a slut. But somehow... I want it to somehow work out.I'm not done with this flame yet, for me it might have just ignited into a fire.god ryan... oh god. what ar... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 10:12:00 PST |
and in other news |
im still an asshole who dosn't know what he wants.
but I love my friends. and sex.
the end. Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 09:04:00 PST |
The Classified Public |
Private and Public, two words that begin with the letter P that mean completely opposite things. How do I draw the line between what is personal and private to what is public that a... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 11:48:00 PST |
mentally drained and upset |
I'm not going to say much, because you may read this.but I need to get something out... anything to make me feel better, cause this past week has been a blur and not the good kind.upsetting, I second ... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 01:02:00 PST |
This may be that thing... (most hopeless thing I’ve ever written) |
I just dont understand how I can feel so at easeyet I cannot sleepwhile you lay your head on my chest.and I've waited 5 years for this very momentand I desire nothing moreits seems I can't stop, think... Posted by I'm the red carpet you walk upon on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 10:27:00 PST |