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Life Thoughts:
June 14, 2009 When You're mad at me, it makes me sick. I think I feel that way because I get really nervous that I'm going to lose you for good. I'm sorry I lied to you, I swear it's the first Time I have in a Very Long time. I know you don't trust me, and I'm not worth trusting. But I told you something I have never told anyone, not even one thing; Multiple things. I wouldn't even know where my secrets start, and you hold them all. I know I need to try harder. I love you anthony...
In the past couple weeks I have had some of the Worst things happen to me, and I still manage to hold my Head high, In hope things will get better.
June 8, 2009 It's so weird to think someone you've talked to before is gone. Whether You knew them well, or not. You think how young they were, whether they were suppose to die. Their body yet fragile and small. It's almost unbelievable.
RIP: Max Holtrop
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