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Troy Southgate

The bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born first must destroy a

About Me


POTTED FAMILY HISTORY
I have been reliably informed that I was unexpectedly conceived somewhere among the rows of trees in Norwood Park and born eight months later in Crystal Palace, South London. My parents were just 16 and 18 at the time and were part of the Rocker sub-culture. They had met at a biker cafe in Norwood High Street. My dad had a Triumph motorbike and our first home was a rented flat next to Christ Church on Gipsy Hill. We then lived at a rented property in Thornlaw Road in West Norwood, before moving to a council tower block on the Studley Estate (directly behind Stockwell tube station) and from there to the Central Hill Estate back at Crystal Palace. When I was six I got knocked down by a car and ended up with a fractured skull. And if that wasn't bad enough, my younger sister and I were driven around in a lime-green Hillman Imp. Such was the rampant child abuse of the 1970s. But some of my happiest memories include the times spent paddling in Norwood Park, walking on Clapham Common, going to the pictures on saturday mornings at the Brixton Astoria, playing on the swings in Sydenham Wells and climbing onto the dinosaur island in Crystal Palace Park. I spent my teenage years in the East Sussex village of Jarvis Brook, near Crowborough, before moving back to South London. My mother's side of the family all originate from the Palace area and are related to Sir Christopher Wren (1632-1723), the famous architect and inventor. My father's side hail from nearby East Dulwich and West Norwood and are proud descendants of the Clan Maclean (Motto: 'Virtue Mine Honour'), who still have their ancient seat at Duart Castle in the Western Isles of Scotland. The Christian mystic, St. Columba, was a Maclean and so were the last two abbesses at the monastery on the island of Iona, where traditional Celtic Christianity once held out against the liturgical imperialism of Papal Rome. Maclean, in the original Gaelic, means 'son of the servant of St. John' and my great-great-grandfather, Hay McLean, lived in Banffshire (Moray) in the very far north of Scotland, where Malcolm II defeated the Danish Vikings in 1014. Prior to that his father and my great-great-great grandfather, Francis McLean (b.1810), was an agricultural scholar who came from the tiny highland village of Rothes beside the River Spey. This is also in Banffshire and home to no less than five whisky distilleries, so obviously a very sensible place to live. My great-great-great grandmother was Isabella McLean (b.1811) from the nearby village of Old Deer near Peterhead (Aberdeenshire). After the sixteenth-century Reformation, the Scots in that area remained Catholic and suffered heavily for their resistance. Isabella McLean (who also had a daughter of the same name) was probably named after Queen Isabella of Catholic Spain. During the bitter struggle against the English in the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries, the Banffshire Scots first opposed William of Orange and then went on to become defiant Royalists in the cause of Bonnie Prince Charlie. A great many Macleans died in the ensuing battles, perishing in the English-led massacres at Glencoe (February 1692) and Culloden Moor (April 1746). Others lost their lands in the bitter years of the Highland Clearances. But it was to be Hay McLean and his wife, Elizabeth Gilmour, who eventually moved down to Change Alley (now Dunkirk Street) in Norwood and my family as a whole has lived in the same area for at least eight generations. My grandfather, Francis Southgate (1925-2008) was in the Home Guard and then went on to become an amateur boxer in the Royal Navy. As a boy he used to follow non-league side Dulwich Hamlet and then went on to support Palace's arch-rivals Millwall, so putting up with all the banter that came with it probably helped to sharpen my wits. Finally, my grandfather on my mother's side was Edward Price who, in the 1940s, lived directly opposite the Crystal Palace itself in Farquhar Road and therefore we have some Welsh blood in the family. My mother's line also runs all the way back to the owners of the now-defunct Bull Brewery in New Zealand and, perhaps less glamorously, to the grim confines of St. Luke's workhouse.
SOUTH LONDON
http://www.crystalpalacefoundation.org.uk
http://www.norwoodsociety.co.uk/
http://www.dulwichsociety.org.uk/
SCOTS ANCESTRY
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clan_MacLean
http://www.maclean.org/
http://www.gillean.com/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rothes
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Old_Deer
VOCALIST/GUITARIST/PERCUSSIONIST WITH H.E.R.R. (UK/NL)
http://herr.tegendemuur.nl
http://www.myspace.com/herrenliga
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/H.E.R.R.
http://launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/h-e-r-r/
VOCALIST WITH SEELENLICHT (UK/GERMANY)
http://www.myspace.com/seelenlichtmusic
VOCALIST WITH HOROLOGIUM (UK/POLAND)
http://machtmuzik.blogspot.com/
GUEST VOCALS FOR VON THRONSTAHL (GERMANY)
http://www.vonthronstahl.de/
GUEST VOCALS FOR DAYS OF THE TRUMPET CALL (GERMANY)
http://www.myspace.com/thedaysofthetrumpetcall
GUEST VOCALS FOR SAGITTARIUS (GERMANY)
http://www.myspace.com/marblecliff
GUEST VOCALS FOR SURVIVAL UNIT (SWEDEN)
http://somrec.com/survivalunit/
GUEST VOCALS FOR ERICH ZAHN (HOLLAND)
http://http://www.myspace.com/erichzahn
GUEST VOCALS FOR SISTRENATUS (CANADA)
http://www.myspace.com/54212349
GUEST VOCALS FOR ACROSS THE RUBICON (POLAND)
http://www.myspace.com/acrosstherubiconatr
GUEST VOCALS FOR BONEBOUND (ITALY)
http://www.myspace.com/interumtape
GUEST VOCALS FOR OUROBOROS (ITALY)
http://www.myspace.com/marcogrosso
GUEST VOCALS FOR DESERT DIVINITY (ITALY)
website forthcoming
GUEST VOCALS FOR OLLIN (POLAND/US)
http://www.myspace.com/ollinband
GUEST VOCALS FOR ELVATORIUM (Poland/US)
http://www.myspace.com/elvatorium
FORMER VOCALIST, THE DISTORTIONS (1982-83)
FORMER VOCALIST, THE BANANA SKINS (1983-84) FORMER VOCALIST, THE TOOT 'N' SKA MEN (1989-90)
FORMER BACKING VOCALIST, BUGSY MALONE (1990-1991)
HISTORY/THEOLOGY GRADUATE, UNIVERSITY OF KENT (1994-1997)
http://www.kent.ac.uk/studying/where/canterbury/
EDITOR, SYNTHESIS WEBZINE
http://www.rosenoire.org
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Rose-Noire/
MEMBER, WODEN'S FOLK
http://www.wodensfolk.org.uk/
BOOKS PUBLISHED
'Tradition & Revolution' (Integral Tradition Publishing, 2007)
MAINSTREAM ARTICLES PUBLISHED
Oxford University Press, Routledge, Arnold
HOME-EDUCATOR
http://www.education-otherwise.org/
REAL ALE DRINKER
http://www.camra.org.uk/
LIFELONG SUPPORTER OF CRYSTAL PALACE F.C.
http://www.cpfc.co.uk
DISLIKES: Fascism, capitalism, communism, liberal democracy, Americanisation, internationalism, globalisation, Zionism, statism, bureaucracy, centralisation, humanism, vivisection, ecological devastation, the myth of egalitarianism, materialism, dogmatism, ignorance, Coca Cola/MuckDonalds junk culture, the work ethic, busybodies and jobsworths, pub misers, the cult of celebrity, horrible little chavs and other nite-klub fashion victims who can't think for themselves, Brighton & Hove Albion, Charlton Athletic.



You scored as Friedrich Nietzsche. Well you're an egotistical maniac, and you are so very iconoclastic that you probably are currently lost in a post-modern Jupiter, I mean jungle of self-definition.Don't let it get you down though, someday, through a willful onslaught of reinterpretation of dated forms and ideas, you will strike on something that passes as remotely new, and people WILL be into it on the basis of how hip it is alone. Also, the average espresso drinker looks up to you.
Friedrich Nietzsche


83%

Miyamoto Musashi


67%

C.G. Jung


67%

Adolf Hitler


58%

O.J. Simpson


33%

Steven Morrissey


33%

Jesus Christ


33%

Dante Alighieri


33%

Elvis Presley


0%

Charles Manson


0%

Mother Teresa


0%

Hugh Hefner


0%

Sigmund Freud


0%

Stephen Hawking


0%
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You scored as Martin Heidegger. You are Martin Heidegger. You are a very wordy person that believes we classify objects by their function, and that community is essential. Once we are in a community, then it is possible for us to differentiate ourselves.
Martin Heidegger


79%

Friedrich Nietzsche


57%

Not An Existentialist


57%

Albert Camus


43%

Soren Kierkegaard


43%

Jean-Paul Sartre


29%
Which Existentialist Philosopher Are You?
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You scored as Anarchism,
Anarchism


100%

Fascism


83%

Communism


67%

Nazi


67%

Socialist


67%

Green


67%

Republican


50%

Democrat


33%
What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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.. You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.
Cultural Creative


88%

Romanticist


75%

Fundamentalist


63%

Idealist


50%

Modernist


44%

Existentialist


38%

Postmodernist


25%

Materialist


13%
What is Your World View?
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What Greek God or Goddess Are You Your Result: Zeus Zeus- Greek God and Ruler of the Olympian Pantheon the ruler of Mount Olympus, and god of the sky and thunder, in Greek mythology. His symbols are the thunderbolt, eagle, bull and the oak.


Ares
Hades
Hera
Dionysus
Athena
Aphrodite
Tara
What Greek God or Goddess Are You
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You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

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Oh Lord, I pray thee do not let me die
In a bed with sheets and blankets piled upon
And with dripping noses about me.
Nay, smite me someday without warning,
That headlong I fall into the forest some place
Where no one will come around nosing.
I well know the forest, I am its son,
It will not deny my humble request
To die on its cranberry bog.
Thus will I give back without word of complaint
My mighty cadaver to its creatures all,
To the crows, the rats and the flies.
- Knut Hamsun

My Interests

Music, nature, writing, revolutionary politics, reading/collecting books, cooking, art, poetry, constructive debate, playing/watching football, boxing, snooker, real ale, red wine, history, primordial tradition, existentialism, metapolitics, myth, Wodenism, Sufism, Shia Islam, rune-lore, Hermeticism, magick, Hinduism, Buddhism, tantra, ritual, tarot, comparative religion, theology, metaphysics, symbolism, philosophy, hiking, survivalism, camping, humour, sarcasm (still the highest form of wit).

I'd like to meet:

Free-thinkers, makers & shapers.

Music:

Classical, Neoclassical, Industrial, Experimental, Dark Wave, Ambient, Neofolk, Post-Punk, Bluegrass, Traditional Folk, Acid Folk, Psychedelic Folk, Psychedelia, Space Rock, Krautrock, Electronic, Post-Rock, Prog, Heavy Metal, Black Metal, Viking Metal, German oompah/beer-drinking songs, Psychobilly, Oi, Ska.

FAVOURITE ALBUM 1992: Thunder Perfect Mind - Current 93
FAVOURITE ALBUM 1993: Earth Covers Earth - Current 93
FAVOURITE ALBUM 1994: Herzeleid - Rammstein
FAVOURITE ALBUM 1995: Gospel of Inhumanity - Blood Axis
FAVOURITE ALBUM 1996: All The Pretty Little Horses - Current 93
FAVOURITE ALBUM 1997: Sehnsucht - Rammstein
FAVOURITE ALBUM 1998: Cruelty And The Beast - Cradle of Filth
FAVOURITE ALBUM 1999: The Chemical Wedding - Bruce Dickinson FAVOURITE ALBUM 2000: Secret Homeland - Ostara
FAVOURITE ALBUM 2001: Mutter - Rammstein
FAVOURITE ALBUM 2002: Kingdom Gone - Ostara
FAVOURITE ALBUM 2003: Damnation & A Day - Cradle of Filth
FAVOURITE ALBUM 2004: Les Doutes Eternels - Ozymandias
FAVOURITE ALBUM 2005: Deora - Rukkanor
FAVOURITE ALBUM 2006: Armageddon Gigolo - Spiritual Front
FAVOURITE ALBUM 2007: Despartica: Face One - Rukkanor

Movies:

Oliver Twist, Zeitgeist, Lawrence of Arabia, V for Vendetta, Caligula, Le Ballon Rouge, Fahrenheit 451, Olympia, Frankenstein, Animal Farm, Wrath of Aguirre, Bride of Frankenstein, The Fantastic Planet, Le Dernier Chaperon Rouge, Watership Down, Koyaanisqatsi, Battle for Algiers, Return of the King, Naked, The Mission, Der Untergang, Funny Games, A Fistful of Dynamite, Blue Velvet, Powaqqatsi, Metropolis, Eraserhead, Nineteen Eighty-Four, The Elephant Man, Die Nibelungen: Siegfried, A Fistful of Dollars, Shadow of the Vampire, Amelie, Nicholas & Alexandra, Dune, Henry V, Lost Highway, A Clockwork Orange, Brazil, The Lion The Witch & The Wardrobe, Fire Walk With Me, 2001 A Space Odyssey, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Winged Migration, Cleopatra, Mulholland Drive, Twisted Nerve, Venus Flytrap, Hamlet, The Wicker Man, M, The Thing, Emperor of the North Pole, Deliverance, The Last Samurai, The Company of Wolves, Evil Dead, The Emerald Forest, Jason & the Argonauts, McVicar, The Shining, Planet of the Apes, Derek & Clive Get the Horn, The Good, the Bad & the Ugly, One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Quadrophenia, The Omen, Psycho, Rosemary's Baby, The Cube, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, Enter the Dragon, The Lion the Witch & the Wardrobe, Reservoir Dogs, Meaning of Life, Night Watch, And Now For Something Completely Different, Triumph des Willens, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Monty Python & the Holy Grail, Pulp Fiction, Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome, Life of Brian, Take It or Leave It, The Fall of the Roman Empire, The Meaning of Life, Cradle of Fear, Gladiator, Fellowship of the Ring, I.D, Lucifer Rising, It's Nice Up North, For a Few Dollars More, Gycklarnas Afton, The Time Machine, Dracula A.D. 1972, The Two Towers, The Matrix, American Werewolf in London, Mishima: A Life in Four Chapters, The Night Porter.

Television:

Nature documentaries, The Prisoner, Michael Palin travelogues, The League of Gentlemen, Jeeves & Wooster, Match of the Day, John Shuttleworth, The Office, University Challenge, Alan Partridge, The Young Ones, Monty Python, Trumpton, Ancient Rome, Ripping Yarns, Bagpuss, Stewart Lee & Richard Herring, Brideshead Revisited, The Goodies, How We Built Britain, I Claudius, The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy, Lead Balloon, Hammer House of Horror, Out of Town, Jacques Cousteau, The Old Grey Whistle Test, Camberwick Green, Derek & Clive, The Rise and Fall of Reginald Perrin, Time Team, Dan Cruikshank, Rome, Adam Curtis, Nuts In May, Louis Theroux, Nick Broomfield, David Attenborough, Abigail's Party, Doctor Who (Pertwee/Baker), The Innes Book of Records, Derren Brown, The Young Ones.

Books:

Mircea Eliade, Hermann Hesse, Garma C. C. Chang, Nigel Pennick, Martin Heidegger, Julius Evola, Hans FK Gunther, Edred Thorsson, Rene Guenon, Brian Bates, Frithjof Schuon, Miguel Serrano, Franz Kafka, Oswald Spengler, Friedrich Nietzsche, Jean-Paul Sartre, Reynold A. Nicholson, Albert Camus, Harald Hveberg, Pierre-Joseph Proudhon, Max Stirner, Pir Zia Inayat Khan, Charles Fourier, Peter Kropotkin, Michael Bakunin, Osho, Frank Richards, Rudolf John Gorsleben, Ruhollah Khomeini, George Woodcock, Rumi, John Milton, Richard Hunt, Hans Hörbiger, Michael Magee, Alain de Benoist, Evelyn Waugh, P.G. Wodehouse, Thomas Wiloch, William Godwin, Mikulas Kolya, William Sandbach, Guy Debord, David Gordon White, Edward George Bulwer-Lytton, Tamar C. Reich, C.G. Jung, Gene Wolfe, Peryt Shou, Rudyard Kipling, Georges Sorel, Saki, Tor Age Bringsvaerd, Christian K. Wedemeyer, Arthur Avalon, Seyyed Hossein Nasr, Dante Alighieri, Heinrich Hoffman, Alexandra David-Neel, Tamir Bar-On, Lynn Picknett, Clive Prince, Arthur Rimbaud, David Gordon White, Mark Vidler, George Orwell, Stephen McNallen, Wilhelm Reich, Yevgeny Zamyatin, Jonathan Bowden, Homer, Franz Cumont, Plutarch, Christopher Marlowe, Siegfried Adolf Kummer, Osho, James Churchward, GWF Hegel, Tove Jansson, Madison Grant, Suetonius, Arianna Stassinopoulos, Guido von List, Henry Williamson, William Cobbett, Augustine, Robert J. Scrutton, William Blake, hasrat pir-o-murshid inayat khan, Alan Grant, Hilaire Belloc, G.K. Chesterton, A.K. Chesterton, Adrian Gilbert, Stanley G. Payne, Herge, David Irving, J.R.R. Tolkien, Oscar Wilde, Denis Mack Smith, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Robert Bauval, William Shakespeare, Arthur Conan Doyle, Ivor Benson, Richard Rudgley, Goscinny & Uderzo, Kai Murros, John Prebble, Tacitus, Thomas Bullfinch, Walter Laqueur, Gary Lachman, Otto Strasser, Gregor Strasser, Hugh Thomas, Marquis De Sade, Edgar Allan Poe, Genesis P. Orridge, Bill Hopkins, Helena Petrovna Blavatsky, Chuck Palahniuk, Norman Lowell, Edward Gibbon, Robert Graves, C.S. Lewis, Frank Herbert, Geo Widengren, T.E. Lawrence, Karl Maria Wiligut, George Ivanovitch Gurdjieff, Maurice Sendak, Otto Weininger, Charles Baudelaire, Robert Bloch, Aleister Crowley, Jorge Luis Borges, John Michell, Theodore Illion, Jonathan Z. Smith, David McLellan, Jack London, Enid Blyton, Michael Magee, Gerald Suster, Colin Wilson, Roy Clews, Peter Berresford Ellis, Gerard Winstanley, Bram Stoker, Arthur R. Butz, Stephen LaBerge, Otto Gross, Gabriele D'Annunzio, Yukio Mishima, Robert Skidelski, Thomas Aquinas, F.T. Marinetti, Tamar C. Reich, Charles Dickens, Ernst Junger, Cicero, Joachim C. Fest, Alan Watts, Michael O'Meara, Hugh B. Urban, Ernst Niekisch, Bede, Camille Paglia, Arthur Koestler, Joscelyn Godwin, Douglas Reed, Cristiano Grottanelli, Henning Haslund, Richard Burton, Hermann Hesse, Stan Gooch, Mary Shelley, Joseph Conrad, Guy Patton, Algernon Blackwood, Clive Barker, Aldous Huxley, William Dalrymple, Muammar al-Qathafi, Anthony Burgess, Peter D. Ouspensky, Isaac Deutscher, Arthur Machen, Ragnar Redbeard, John Seymour, Peter J. Carroll, Geoffrey Ashe, Nikolai Bukharin, Robert A. Heinlein, Knut Hamsun, Richard Jefferies, Nikolai Tolstoy, Corneliu Codreanu, John Keats, Anna Bramwell, David Irving, E.P. Thompson, Lord Byron, Denis Mack Smith, Ray Bradbury, Tomislav Sunic, Ramsey Campbell, A. James Gregor, Moeller van den Bruck, Zeev Sternhell, Henry Mayhew, Alexander Baron, Nesta Webster, Roger Griffin, Robert Louis Stevenson, Ernst Salomon, Christopher Hill, Ibn Kaldun, Alan Verdegraal, Nicholas Goodrick-Clarke, Michael A. Cremo, Anthony Sutton, Alfred M. Lilienthal, J.K. Huysmans, Lenni Brenner, David Icke, Michael Baigent, Wulf Ingessunu, Richard Leigh, Peter Singer, Oswald Mosley, Laurence Gardner, Freya Aswynn, Georges Bataille, L. Ron Hubbard, Trevor Ravenscroft, Jacques Bergier, Louis Pauwels, Christopher Ross, Lothrop Stoddard, John Baker, Thomas Ligotti, Douglas Adams, Percy Bysshe Shelley, T.S. Eliot, Otto Rahn and Tove Jansson.

Heroes:

"It always happens like this. Sea turns on itself and foams. And with every foaming bit, another body, another being takes form. And when the sea sends word, each foaming body melts back to ocean-breath."

- The Turning by Jalaluddin Rumi