Fire On The Mountain

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The name's Amber. I'm a christian. Yes, I love, talk, theorize, sing about, and share (not force) God with people. If you don't like it, then just stop reading. No one is forcing you to look through stuff about me.
I may be a hypocrite at times. Sure, I've made mistakes. Some quite recently. I won't deny that, but I do know that there's always tomorrow, another day to start new, another chance to change my life.
I struggle with the fact that I can't please everyone. With the fact that my life seems like it's going nowhere. That, after all these years, I've become so bitter. I tend to make impulsive decisions and not think about the consequences. Like dying my hair black. Or deciding to run around in the rain for an hour. Or calling people in the middle of the night. And other bigger decisions. I struggle with a lot, but I'm sure there are people out there who have it WAY worse than I do. So I should just stop bitching.
I'm crazy. And I don't mean "fun" crazy. I mean crazy. It's taken me years to finally accept the fact that I can't heal a broken brain on my own. Now the almighty anit-medication nazi is swallowing pills every morning of everyday to keep the "episodes" and "mood swings" under control. Can anybody guess what I have? Hmm?
I've been to a few colleges. I am the oldest of quite a few siblings. I have a dog named Bear, who is a mix of german shepard and st. bernard. I love body art, and I have four tattoos. I try to give people a chance to show they're decent, but mostly they FAIL. I think stupid people should be shot off to the moon along with all the dead-beat dads and bad drivers. I think fish are disgusting and vile creatures. I love Charmed, mostly because I love getting lost in their fantasy world. The stories I write are products of a life I wish I had/ the charactaristics I want for myself. Music is my world, and I like mostly everything... except rap. I AM NOT a booty-call, nor will I ever be one. So don't try to treat me like one. You're liable to lose a testicle. People that step on others to get ahead or to make themselves feel better make me SICK. Giving harsh words brings about anger and hostility, while giving gentle words brings about love and compassion. I've learned not to trust people so much. I relish the comfortably painful feeling that a long over due cigarette gives my lungs. I LOVE coffee. I NEED coffee. Hanson is the greatest band EVER. And for the record, no, they're not gay. Phantom of the Opera is the greatest musical of all time. Don't EVER preach to me. Trust me, I know EXACTLY what you'll say because there was a time when I said the same things. Don't try getting into my head either. It's irritating enough that I have to hear that psycho babble from my shrink. I work at a hotel. Night Audit is super fun. I do not concern myself with past transgressions. You are who you are now, not who you were then. I believe EVERYONE deserves a second chance. Most of my friends are highly unusual. And that shows character. Character is good. I've come to learn that the most fun places to be and the coolest people to be with are the places and people you least expect them to be.
You know what they say, "Do unto others as you would have done unto you."
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