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saraphim

i lived out my lifestyle

About Me


You Are An INFP
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. who the hell are you?- i am perpetually amazed - pure unintentional fantastic chaos -jimmy urine kissed me twice, even a little tounge, which is so far the highlight of my life -i'm from the east coast and hope to escape the hell of the bible belt soon - i am deathly afraid of hippos and trains and children and christopher walken - i never wear matching socks - i make many terrible descions, but it keeps things interesting - i have obssesive thoughts about suffocating in my skin - i'm a vegetarian - i boast two tatoos and a peirced lip - i'm really a huge nerd when it comes to school, but cant make it out of the house most of the time - i only have nightmares, and i think i will one day become a horror novelest based on them - i planned on majoring in fine arts or english at colorado college or puget sound or flagler university, but being a glutton for punishment i decided i wanted to engineer instead, which actually isnt much different aside from all the calculus - and that it kept me closer to this hideous place - i think i may die soon - and my official title is reverend sara potter, thank you very much -i am pretty much the funniest girl i know -

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My Interests

biomedical technology, pharmacueticals, art, music, physics, random insanity, mass murder, hippie shit, learning to play guitar and sing, loving too deeply and crushing whatever i can. and pretty much everything when i get in a curious mood.

I'd like to meet:

anyone with a sense of adventure - anyone that can carry an intelligent conversation - anyone that is not easily offended - anyone with some sense of nobility -http://www.asofterworld.com/clean/fingernail.jpg

Music:

the favorites that withstand the trials of time are radiohead, msi, placebo,and the dresden dolls. but i'm a complete indie rock snob with too many favorites, currently including the cooper temple clause, broken social scene, jude, the boy least likely to, mute math, jenny lewis, guster, matt pond, devendra barnhart, nine inch nails, tv on the radio, mirah, grandaddy, half-handed cloud, akron/family, +/-, sixteen horsepower, vast, ambulance ltd, broken spindles, fieldng, the features, gonna get got, the horrorpops, neil young, pj harvey, of montreal, stars, tally hall, the good life, the cure, the dandy warhols, eve 6, the earlies, the go! team, joel plaskett emergency, hush sound, moldy peaches, the robot ate me, the rapture, the futureheads, and im sure ill have some new fling soon.

Movies:

brick, little miss sunshine, hard candy, the red violin, ferris bueller, orange county, kiss kiss bang bang, serenity, mirrormask, all kinds of con movies, and nick cage movies because for some unknown reason i love him.

Television:

pete and pete, degrassi, firefly, dead like me, daria.

Books:

the bell jar, perks of being a wallflower and white oleander are pretty high up there, along with neurology and theoretical physics stuff, but i read too much so..

Heroes:

cal ripken, salvador dali, jhonen vasquez, bob sagat, amanda palmer. and eternally, my love, robert george.

My Blog

one month anniversary

its a been a whole month since that nightmare. im still dreaming every night of that face that really wasnt his anymore that morning. i guess my method of selfmedication and hiding in books and the ne...
Posted by saraphim on Fri, 16 May 2008 09:40:00 PST

its all gotta be a joke

the boy that was gonna be my husband is now just ashes, memories and snapshots. his last night on earth was my best ever. thats my only consolation.
Posted by saraphim on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 09:08:00 PST

this modern love

  so im homeless, hopeless and pretty much too emo to eat (only drink my black tears). thank god for the bg and d-ray, or i wouldn't have this wonderful apartment to squat in and would be complet...
Posted by saraphim on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:24:00 PST

i was taggggggged

I've been tagged.... The rules are: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged, li...
Posted by saraphim on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 10:22:00 PST

life now

one person in a two bedroom apartment can be a huge mistake. the space is overwhelming, i keep the door to the back bedroom locked, as if anyone was trying to gain passage through my quiet void. just ...
Posted by saraphim on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 10:49:00 PST

the year in review

looking back at my blogs, from that and the pictures i can really say that this has been a year of complete transformation. prehaps not personal transformation. i still feel i may be the selfish child...
Posted by saraphim on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:29:00 PST

just to fill you in: i'm a bad person.

and also very bored. THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?had it planned down to the date, ma(n)id of honor, ect. and then i went insane and ran away.-...
Posted by saraphim on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 01:23:00 PST

i am enamored

this is a lame thing i guess but this song is so beautiful that i feel the need to blog it to the people who say i'm their "friend". bjork and thom yorke. makes me tear a little at the last verse. I'...
Posted by saraphim on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 09:28:00 PST

sorry all my lovers

i was admitted to a tulsa hospital friday evening. anyone i had made plans with and broke, i am sorry.someone completely screwed me over, the whole time smiling to my face, and set me up for a night o...
Posted by saraphim on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 09:34:00 PST

yet still not profound

life is twittering. some very strange things have been occuring lately.   i try to put my head down and focus on the 4.0 and the internships and the biological engineering. or the cleaning of the...
Posted by saraphim on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 10:41:00 PST