I am unbalanced, and i like it.2007. Leading to this year has been a hard one. Starting from hitting rock bottom for like the 3rd time in my life. i managed to alienate myself from everyone i loved and found new people to love. but i miss every one i had loved.so taking their advice, which i wished i did when they were still around. i brushed off some of the ashes and i fought the good fight. I am still fighting hard.i got on meds. i went to therapy to the tune of $1500 and for a total of 14 months through other shrinks, and i got hooked up with the local government resources. the best shrink as dictated by the licensing group of bc psychologists. dealing with queer issues.hehe something new, i think i am bi. it took me 5 years to explore my gay side. and now i think i need to spend sometime on my bi. I made this layout with help from pYzam , Look at these other Layouts!
woot aug/08 update. feb i got back into the taxpayer industry. gots me a job cleaning machinery graveyards. then one night as i decided i'd deliver my spare cellphone chip to a down and out friend who needed cell service and had no money, the one night i deviated from routine, was the night a drunk driver decided to use me to help them stop on the freeway. a dead stop. 5 months later, physio, drugs, and lots of negative behaviour and stuff, i am back where i started, only now i can never do anything physical ever again. and physio is a forever thing. the day i stop doing physio is the day i become either a petrified tree or i die.
