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ashes, ashes. we all fall down.

you can call me smashley.

About Me

I'm beginning to feel Alive.

if you find me, hide me. i don't know where i've been.

When she says nothing is enough..
she doesn't mean don't try to fix it.



I happen to like my new light switch. :)
Picture yourself in a nightmarish scene of such
grotesque complexity that you'd kill to be dreaming.
Your body's been dying, while your mind has been trying
to make you picture a life where you'd kill for your
lover and a song in your head. The deaths of countless
others merely set up the lyrics for your symphony.
That's where you'll find me.

Really, i think i'm a fairly happy person. i'm always laughing. but still i'm completely obsessed with..... odd things.
Myspace Layout Stealer

My Interests

Wandering.

The idea of time intrigues me.

and i'm obsessed with my fears.

my dream. & then my latest obsession; Floria Sigismondi.

..

I'd like to meet:

I'm good with that.
but i Would like my very own jellyfish.
and to see a shooting star, just once.


Music:

Forever;
metric. (emily haines)
oasis.
she wants revenge.
brand new.
casualties.
nightmare of you.
cat power.
placebo.
Lately;
cursive.
every time i die.
nine inch nails.
paramore.
the devil wears prada.
i love you but i've chosen darkness.

Movies:

What is love like?


"You know how when you're listening to music playing from another room? And you're singing along because it's a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes so you can't hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway... then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again you're still in exact same time with it. That's what it's like." -Music from another room.

Television:

beavis and butthead, always.

Heroes:

HERRRRRRRRRR =D

My Blog

Seahorses.

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Posted by ashes, ashes. we all fall down. on Sat, 31 May 2008 09:15:00 PST

drop dead, dolly.

Jenny played photographer this time....and make-up artist.... and Wardrobe. ahaha. i love these, though. the theme is pretty understood. ...
Posted by ashes, ashes. we all fall down. on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 09:41:00 PST

the World according to me.

so this was an assignment for english class. here it be. haha. sometimes i surprise myself at how truthful i really am.    Sometimes daddies rape their daughters before they lay them to...
Posted by ashes, ashes. we all fall down. on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 08:31:00 PST

dearest ashley,

you Want to hate me. but then you'd just be hating yourself. Well, even though you do, you'd still like to think there's others that care about you. but here's the deal. um no. they don't. i Won't let...
Posted by ashes, ashes. we all fall down. on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 05:11:00 PST

just what i think of you.

okay, so. like 3497 of my friends have made blogs like this. so i'm like OMGZZ I WANNANANA TOO. so i did. here you go. i think they're pretty obvious, so try to guess which one you are.i'm really scar...
Posted by ashes, ashes. we all fall down. on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 06:11:00 PST

isn't she pretty.

i took Allison's senior pictures. August 5th, 2006. i'm lucky to have captured something so beautiful.1. A is for Allison2.3.4. Allison Wonderland5.6. At Fitzgeralds7.8. Fountain9.10. Of course i pick...
Posted by ashes, ashes. we all fall down. on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 04:15:00 PST

i have this theory.

i have this theory.well okay, if you know anything about me at all, you know that i have 2 best friends.. Riana and Britney. we are SO much alike it's unbelievable. and i'm pretty sure some people get...
Posted by ashes, ashes. we all fall down. on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 08:48:00 PST