About Me

My Proposal of Engagement to Kelli - 7/20/2007 - Seattle, WA - Silverchair Show at The Showbox - I'm the luckiest guy in the world! Thanks to whoever posted this on youtube!
the grey new weave just- stands and stares off- i wish that i could be like that- time's climbing deeper in your muck- every time you pull it back-
so far nothing- can bare the shame- could be there's- nothing here for me- to pull hard back-
{you're so divine- since subtle lines- can crawl deeper- in the muck- so much more than mine- how long til you shine- so much steeper- when you're stuck}-
shove it all into- your f*cking corner- your wasteland full of song- could it be there's too much- here for me to- put it back-{}
how long until you shine- how long until you shine- turn it all around- keeps going up- never found- and you're fine- how long til you shine-{} {}-_-_-(c)it's amazing the directions one goes once life truly begins friends are no longer friends... you meet new ones the secure bubble has burst and you have the harsh realization that its all on you...

the never ending pursuit of happiness... what a f*cking trip

there have been laughs and good times and just as many of the oppositepeople change when faced with life's decisions and forced to act upon them without the crutch they are used to being able to lean onits amazing how quickly we forget... how quickly we're forgotten
i know what i want/what makes me happy i'm able to recognize it when i see itmake it workeventually we're all faced with the impending question: so now what the f*ck do i do?

everything in life comes down to a matter of choice....

i am myself and thats all i ever want to be...

high on the waves that you make for us.... but not since you left have the waves comemore 'about me' My main goal in life is to 'have as much fun as possible without hurting anyone in the process.' I absolutely enjoy creating art; mainly via music or acting.... I can't draw. I like to think I'm capable of doing both of the first two fairly well. I am a very passionate person who loves to listen. One learns a lot from the simple act of listening. You don't have control over what others are going to say and do or how they are going to react to things. You do have control over how you choose to let things effect you and how/if you will have any effect at all. I love spontaneity (the act of being spontaneous). I leap at an opportunity that sparks my interest.I love to laugh. I tend to get along with a wide variety of people. However, those I will truly care for are people "who are f*cking real". Be your own person. ***be up front with me*** If you want something bad enough, you will make it happen.

A Pre-Requisite for our "friendship" : You mustn't suck.

Establishments That Send Me Paychecks

KAYU Fox-28 Spokane, WA Big Fish NW Talent WA
In A Relationship

My Interests

"thousands of candles can be lit by a single one, and the life of that one candle will not be shortened"- "when the words crawled to your throat, they just dripped from your face" - "your riches taught me poverty" - "your lashes flicker like so many midnight stars on a night of sad nostalgia" - "i am no more this face than i am the muscles beneath it, nor the bones beneath them" -

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet those that have been influential in the music industry and had a significant impact on the shaping there of. i want to meet any I haven't already...

Music:

all the classics go without say...deftones, thrice, silverchair, thursday, blindside, death cab for cutie, black rebel motorcycle club, elliott smith, open hand, glassjaw, saosin, gary jules, gatsbys american dream, vendetta red,portugal the man, tool, wolfmother, 30 seconds to mars, chiodos, minus the bear, the receiving end of sirens, every new day, circa survive, pulse ultra, AFI, team sleep, every time i die, muse, lorene drive, 36 crazyfists, a perfect circle, dredg, mute math, the postal service, the mars volta, horse and rider, fine print of a truce, sigur ros, nada surf,white stripes, coretta scott, at the drive-in, hard-fi, ovid, mogwai, nonpoint, armor for sleep, hopefield,
rage against the machine, smashing pumpkins, red hot chili peppers, alice in chains, pearl jam, stone temple pilots, soundgarden, fall of troy, taking back sunday, radiohead, yeah yeah yeahs,briertone, idiot pilot, blood brothers, ever we fall, the myriad,vedera, iron maiden, underoath, killswitch engage, abandoned pools, autolux, jimmy eat world,avenged sevenfold, bullet for my valentine,himsa,the offspring, bush, foo fighters,clarity process,.......... .............basically if it has a groovin beat, i can get into it, regardless of the genre or time of creation........../////

Movies:

boondock saints, green street hooligans, donnie darko, grilled, 300, martin scorsese, the jacket, stay, everything is illuminated, butterfly effect, lock stock and two smoking barrels, snatch, requiem for a dream, 8 seconds, anchor man, kevin smith, darren aronofsky, batman series, eternal sunshine OTSM, this is spinal tap, vanilla sky, 12 monkeys,office space, along came polly, 21 grams, monty pyhton(s),mel brooks,legend, labrynth, most of those computer animated flicks, natural born killers, pulp fiction, sin city, kiss kiss bang bang, fight club, crash,

Television:

king of queens, everybody loves raymond, seinfeld, full house, fresh prince, dog bites man

Heroes:

My Blog

Ryan's Hiptionary part 1

Look forward to one of these every so often. Terms of the times, they are.Let's kick it off with a good one shall we?ass*hat noun 1:a foolish or ignorant personSome asshat in the buffet line keeps eat...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 05:25:00 PST

Hiptionary part 2

grape*smuggler n: a small, tight-fitting, Lycra swimsuit for men; also known as a "banana hammock" or "mankini"That's more disturbing than 5 retired men wearin...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 02:23:00 PST

Sycophant, which way to the tread?(revised)

"which way to the tread,"you cry"i've lost my wayand i can't make up for it.how many miles must i trudge,before i'm there to stayand some else is up for it?" i've seen this same thingthis same ...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 03:08:00 PST

Again, One More Round

-how hard is it reallyto step aside and step back from it any wayyou just welcome itteeth bearing any wayhere's the partwhere i feel nothing's ever gonnaheed that callits tearing you apart isn't it?do...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:03:00 PST

Arm Borrowers

One fist over the otherOne step back brings you farther from the soundYou hesitate, make up your mindI don't think it matters If I say a thing(Bless up)But that doesn't stop youLike waves to ripplesYo...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Tue, 15 May 2007 02:32:00 PST

My First Commercial... haha

My First Commercial... Add to My Profile | More Videosdid you like how stoked i was on the whole thing? hey, they wanted enthusiasm.... haha?...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:27:00 PST

Documenting the grief, Claiming entertainment

-All I remember is you herewithout me to take your handand drag you a longsince the day when the walls came downyou're so willing now-{so sleek, wait until you get your shotis it just a passing glance...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 02:49:00 PST

A Personified Evening

hello ms friday night forgive me for being a bit shy, i am new to such occasions you see iam new to such situationsthere's a new kind of thrillbut its just repitition, still.i could betaking adv...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 02:43:00 PST

Which side will you choose?

Part A Ever notice how people can inspire others to be selfless? It happens in relationships, families, on the job, pretty much everywhere. A couple has a child and they work like crazy to make sure t...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

100 different words for snow........

Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunitie...
Posted by ...Ry-boflavin... on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 12:11:00 PST