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About Me

Beauty is sorrow.
Sorrow is part of life.
Life is beautiful.

How beautiful it is to get up and go out and do something. We are here on earth to fart around. Don't let anybody tell you any different.


eye ? rachel leigh wagner.
eye ? mi familia.
eye ? megan mary marshall.
eye ? sarah ashlee clugh.
eye ? molly.
eye ? slant lips 4 lyfe. AKA danielle. :)
eye ? ADOD and crewww.
eye ? R..D.
eye ? my workmates.
eye ? matthew. see also: my friends.
I ? life.
..and ohhh so much more.
about me: this is me. basically. if we're being honest. (: i'm in love with her.
I've lost one of the most amazing things that's ever happened to me. in the form of the most beautifully spirited person i've known. I love elephants. I'm part-time buddhist. :)
"go stick a needle in your arm and lose track of time for two hours"-josh.
my dream guy is shannon hoon...at least i can embrace the fact that i'm a crazy mess .you're beautiful.....relax your soul and get mellow.
FIRST OFF JOSH IS THE RULER OF THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD AND HE IS A THE KING OF KINGS A TRUE METAL GOD THAT IS ALL and now the rest....
in a few words, i'm...
messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture.
19, long hair, long nails, long eyelashes, long sleeves, presently a Dairy Queen employee, hey it has its perks..I'm always surrounded by icecream :-)...mmmm, ice cream.....i love grass, cutting grass...playing in grass, running barefoot thru grass,lying in grass, just grass...and mainly just being barefoot, anything natural.i'm super easy to talk to and i'm all about having a good time, jones soda...and nacho lunchables..mmm...i've just recently graduated, and i have like the best friends in the world. I'm into making, buying and eating food...any kind...i love my mom and my dad, and my brother josh-ay...and my best friend (not human) is molly...(we eat pickles together)....i'm into doing pretty much anything, accept killing people, and there is so much crazy stuff around me, that i can't help but think what might be out there even more crazy so i'll pretty much go anywhere at mostly any given time...curiosity is a weakness of mine...a few of my obsessions are:cranberry juice,jones soda, frosted flakes, fruit salad, barefeet,my dog-molly, music, the color gray, my family, bar soap, happy things, friendliness, taco bell, lemonade from julia's, hoohah, surrealism,and so many other things......

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My Interests

THe usual..
-music-
-movies-
-photograph(y)(s)-
-oranges..so juicy, so citrusy-
-boots-
-mini golf-
-taco bell-
-diners-
-the ocean-
-cartoons-
-stuffed animals-
-juice boxes-
-bare feet-
-eyelashes-
-every single person i consider a love of my life-
- my family-
- my work mates-
-making movies-
-going on adventures-
-a flying trapeze-
-filling napkins-
-hot tamales-
-cutting grass-
-going to see movies-
-shows. my life.-
-renting movies,spooning,and eating bowls of chex mix... all at the same time-
-the Great Bear-
-carving pumpkins-
-having crazy conversations-
-sleeping-
...all kinds of other things...

I'd like to meet:

"freedom's just another word for nothin left to lose."
anyone that keeps up the happiness flow :)...life is sweet.
"Hell is other people." -Jean-Paul Sartreclose your eyes.
just dream.


-FROM THIS WE RISE-

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Music:

...FROM THIS WE RISE, the autumns, through the eyes of the dead, a plea for purging, august burns red, circus!circus!, war of ages, the devil wears prada, bury your dead, between the buried and me, from autumn to ashes, job for a cowboy, norma jean, black dahlia murder,animosity, comeback kid, saetia, from a second story window, another ATL ass kicker- fight paris,Circa Survive, brand new, Red Sparrowes, louis armstrong, billie holiday, the temptations, marvin gaye, etta james, bill withers, acid blues, nena, human league, blondie, berlin, a flock of seagulls, tears for fears, prince, abbey lincoln, ass pocket of whiskey, fats domino,peggy lee, mika, tracy bonham, foreigner, silversun pickups, band of horses, oleander, the fixx, REM, Def Leppard, Eric Clapton, Frank sinatra, damian marley, ella fitzgerald, pat benatar, madonna, crosby, stills and nash, robert palmer, Thomas Dolby, Falco, Rob Base & DJ EZ rock, cameo, public enemy...it's ever-growing.....but music is insanely important......i like indie music..and i frequent folk music..i love folk and bluegrass ...but also i like Metal-core,(anything that is "bang your face on the wall" music like shadow's fall, freakin killswitch engage or atreyu...Lacuna Coil..) Classics,like Johnny Cash, Zeppelin, REO Speedwagon,Credence, Boston, Bluegrass(oh yes : ) Blues, jazzy, ...minimal alternative(Garbage)...and even orchestral music....so many local/little label bands are insanely good too....like ReProver, Spellbound, Pelvic Fury, From Within, A Day Once Dead etc....then there is that KICkAsS little bubble of insanity further known as REDEEMER/DESTROYER (formerly black baccara)...yeah, they rockBlack Crowes (..not to be confused with the counting crows), Pixies, Pedro the Lion, Rage Against the Machine, Allman Brothers, Rush, Yeah Yeah Yeah's, Saosin, Silent Drive,Coheed and Cambria, Eric Clapton, Joan Jett and the Blackhearts,the foo fighters, Pearl Jam, The Rolling Stones, The Beatles, Louis Armstrong, Ray Charles,the clash, Incubus, Radiohead,JIMI HENDRIX,Alice in Chains, Godsmack, Poison the Well, nonpoint, Candiria, Sevendust, Every time I Die, As i lay dying, Killswitch Engage, Jefferson Airplane, The mamas and the papas, Denali, Boy Hits Car,Spin Doctors...thats right....,a perfect circle, Pink Floyd, Dream Theater, The Doors, Guns and Roses, Pat Benetar, Soul Asylum, Tool, Depeche Mode, Violent Femmes, Deftones, Placebo, oasis, Queen, anything solid guitar that sounds ridiculous, Skynard, Supertramp, War, Free, Stealers Wheel,Chuck Berry, James Gang, Golden Earring, Chili Peppers, The Kinks, Sublime, Strata,Sound Garden, Silver Chair, Type O Negative, THe Cure, the cult, Tom Petty, Smashing Pumpkins, Il Nino, the mars volta, etc, etc....choking victim, Streelight manifesto, subhumans, and i'll tell you, im sort of "umphing" into this whole punk thing a little bit....fugazi? dead kennedys? black flag?...hmm....SloW DaY.......

Movies:

heroes from the movie world:
matthew vaughn
rodriguez and tarantino
i love movies...all we do is watch movies...our life is a movie..The Usual Suspects, Suicide Kings, Boondock Saints, Fear and Loathing, Suspect 0, Layer Cake, Snatch, Reservoir Dogs, Ocean's Eleven, Jackie Brown, a scanner darkly, Fight Club, Apocalypse Now, Sleepy Hollow, Memento, the salton sea,Requiem FOr a Dream, SLEEPING BEAUTY!! Clockwork Orange... May.......Death to Smoochy, Willy Wonka, Young Guns, Tombstone, Grease, Detroit Rock City, Dazed and Confused, Waking Life, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Buffalo 66 (sometimes i wonder why), Punch Drunk Love, Almost Famous, From Hell, old school, and Roadtrip

...and then "classics" like

Mall Rats, Clerks, and Empire Records, Breakfast Club, pretty in pink, sixteen candles(80s flicks) Jay and Silent bob, Fast Times at Ridgemont High, Dazed and Confused, Detroit Rock City, Eight Crazy Nights, Billy Madison (adam sandler movies in general)the halloween movies, and i have a passion for disney movies

.....horror is number one..VampIRe Movies!! (from dusk til dawn)...one of the best lines ever came from a vampire movie.."you aint lived til you've gotten head from a vampire"...lol..wow..,but action is close-trailing.........

Television:

...Favorite Tv show is The Nanny.....Favorite TV show of all time is That 70's Show...then uhh....FAMILY GUY, the simpsons, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, what,what?! i just fancy adult swim. and soap operas. and every once in a while there's a good movie on tv. and i'm sure there's more shows i like..other than that i dont really watch much tv....accept for gsn. i'm a gsn freak...occasionally some comedy central ain't so bad, oh, and reality tv sometimes..like Rob and Big..lol, or me and sarah i mean, and flavor flav!..lol..yeah, i like to live through other people's lives sometimes.

Books:

Chuckie P.
also..vonnegut, orwell, rice, deepak chopra...
i'm not a big reader, but i'm broadening my literary horizons..it's hard to find an interesting book...

Heroes:

marla singer. thanks.
mi madre et mi padre.
mi woshy.

i love my andi. i miss you, mama. 7.22.07
mi dan wallace.
mi loverlies.

ivy. i'll keep on laughing for you forever. (: 8.8.07also, without pictures but not without mention:
my grandparents, and all of my friends who stick by my side. :). i love you guys.

My Blog

sit. silenty. smile.

If you need me, shake me from this sleep. The weight bore upon the lids of my eyes, dictates the function which they  used to hold, to close...and open again. There is no opening upon this c...
Posted by rad. on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 09:27:00 PST

i'm not one to hurt people accept when it's me, of course.

i'm tapped dry. here's the admitting stage. i've changed. i'm different. i'm currently changing. yes. i don't feel any differently towards people than i have before. i love no one any less, and i love...
Posted by rad. on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 06:30:00 PST

"irreconcilable differences..."

i've never been stuck in such a place, and just not known what to do. i've never wanted things from the past to come back so much, but not had feelings for the things from the past so much at the same...
Posted by rad. on Fri, 25 May 2007 11:25:00 PST

something else, but not someone.

i will not eat less so i lose weight. i will not wear make-up for the sole purpose of looking more attractive. i will not change the music i listen to. i will not wear different clothing. i will not a...
Posted by rad. on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 08:09:00 PST

...they say...

tricked ya. everything stuck in this melon of mine, is here to sit and jumble. all i know is there's a lot. sometimes too much. enough to drive a girl batty....
Posted by rad. on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 09:59:00 PST

this, and then that.

normal day in my shoes...go! first, i wake up. i dunno what time i wake up, i just do it. then i go to the bathroom. then i get some juice or coffee..whichever is more easily accessible. then i chain ...
Posted by rad. on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 03:50:00 PST

down and open.

i'm not down. im not down for all of these "jokes" and all of these "laughs" and even the games...im just not down for it. i could be jealous, sure, and i even might be a little, but mostly...i'm just...
Posted by rad. on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 08:18:00 PST

satisfaction, guaranteed.

seriously though, im reeeeeeal happy right now. okay, not like reeeeeeeeeeeal happy, but im satisfied. ...like reeeeeeeeeeeeeal satisfied. we all make total asses of ourselve sometime, like...when we'...
Posted by rad. on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 08:02:00 PST

aye carumba

so here's the situation. there's me. then there are boys. and i dont usually worry myself over boys. and im not now. but i am at the same time. there was boy one, who duh..could have been the boy to e...
Posted by rad. on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:44:00 PST

muhfuckin' high energy!

GET UP..........SCREAM! i wish you could experience this ENERGY....
Posted by rad. on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:10:00 PST