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Ericka

bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity

About Me

Hello my name is Schnazzey and I am a reality TV addict! That said I'm cute, but kind of psycho. I have the absolute worst case of word vomit of anyone you will ever meet and it causes me to always say what's on my mind. I am convinced that I have adult ADD and should be put on some type of medication. But then I wouldn't be myself and how fun would that be?I thought I knew it all but G-d played a trick on me. I am becoming addicted to tattoos and I love ♥ love boys with them. I don't believe a single thing that the government tells us. It all starts with saying that we are a DEMOCRACY. A Democratic nation is allowed to vote on EVERYTHING. America is not a democracy. It is a CONSTITUATIONAL REPUBLIC, a system where the U.S. Constitution is the supreme law and citizens elect representatives to government. Americans walk around in a trance of ignorance when it comes to what is happening to our county. We are viewed as heartless animals by the world and if you question, or speak out against our government you are labeled as unpatriotic.” True patriots understand the concept of freedom, and both living it and teaching it to others. It is not blind support of a politician—any politician!” We must face that fact that 9/11 was an event that was orchestrated so we would turn a blind eye as they strip us of our constitutional rights. Americans must understand that hatred towards the Muslim religion is being instilled in us so that we will turn away while thousands are being killed in this “War on Terror” when its really about natural resources (oil) and a One World Government. Call me crazy and roll your eyes but take some time to do the research. Come to terms with the fact that the person that runs this country feels that the constitution is, well, "It's just a god damned piece of paper!" When you shut your eyes from deceit; you open the world to pain.The horns are there to hold up my halo. Majority of the people that I open up my heart to hurt me. There are no perfect relationships, only perfect moments. The hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn. I can't stand the ignorance of individuals that believe that a male and female can be friends without f*cking. I am the queen procrastinator. I can put words together, but I can’t spell for sh*t. I love quotes. This page is littered with them. Sometimes another person’s words are thoughts that you could not express yourself. “I'm looking for a very secret, very straight night of reckless abandon to do all the things I've never done before. Shock me and keep it private”. I burp. I fart. I poop. I look people in their eyes when they are smiling to see the truth. To smile is to hide what's inside, but the eyes never lie. Ignorance is bliss only when you are young. Sex complicates everything! I always follow my heart, even when it’s what I shouldn't do, so I am usually lead up a dark ally to be killed. I try to believe in forever the way I believe in love, but forever has its limits in love. “There are four questions of value in life... What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same. Only love." It is a complete turn off to me when a guy asks when he can take me out to dinner. Things like that don’t impress me. Let’s grab a slice and have an honest conversation without the insignificance of picking out wine. I tend to act very "out of sight, out of mind" but my friends know that they are always in my heart. I absolutely suck at returning phone calls or making them for that matter. I am a mad texter but I also understand that texting does not take the place of a phone call. I am a proud tomboy, but if I was asked to switch to a male I would rather die. "I'm so happy to be a female, we're such sensual beings. That's why the thought of two women together is way sexier than two men." A females mind and body is the most beautiful thing to posses. And once men start to realize that the world would be a better place. On that note, I think that the world would be so great if it wasn't for the f*cking people. Plus, I hate how there are only 4 types of guys at clubs - the hip-hop guy (which is never bad...unless it is the "I am going to act like I am filming a video" guy), the neo-guido, the shirtless guy, and the nerdy guy who was dragged there by the 2 girls he's hanging out with that night. And sometimes the neo-guido becomes the shirtless guy, which is always bad...thanks Fresh! I am convinced that they secretly have dancing lessons at the gym; why else would all the meat heads dance the same? And let’s not forget the crazy arms swinging Asians. Not that I have anything against them. But when I come out of a club looking like I just filmed a scene for Fight Club, there is a problem.I don't like flowers. I don't see the point of showing your love in something that will eventually die. I cherish my friends, and would give them the world. I’ve learned that family will hurt you more than anyone else. If you see me walking down the street, don't grab him. I don't want your boyfriend. If you are sitting next to me on the bus/train and a seat becomes vacant, get the f*ck up! Why are you still sitting next to me?
OATH OF THE FREEDOM FIGHTER
by James Stuart Kelley
Upon my sacred honor I shall fight to the death to remain free
No one shall govern me I shall submit to no authority
There is no question in this matter
I shall always refuse to obey
I shall face my enemy squarely when he attacks,
I shall counter-attack when he rests,
I shall press the battle and
When the time comes that I face my final departure
I shall take my enemy with me
For he is a creature without mercy and he deserves none

My Interests

"I'm just a fucked up girl looking for her own piece of mind...Don't assign me yours"

the most important movie you will ever watch - America: Freedom to Fascism

I'd like to meet:

Individuals who are intelligent enough to realize that 9/11 was an inside job and the ones that don’t so that I can educate them. Keith Olbermann, search for him on You Tube. Angelina Jolie, a woman whose beauty on the inside surpasses the face that she was blessed with. Jennifer Lopez, don't deny her. Kimora...the definition of fabulous, Britney Spears, so I can find out how she got her perfume to smell exactly like white trash. William Cooper, John Lennon and Jesus...so what if they are dead. Ashanti, so I can inform her that she will NEVER be Beyonce. Beyonce, so I can slap that ass =) David LaChapelle, he is a genius. Johnny Depp, he is f*cking amazing. Bert from The Used, his talent is genuinely unmatchable. All the rappers that have the Bentley's, mansions, diamond watches and chains that complete their look with some Hillbilly teeth...what the hell is wrong with you? It's not cool to walk around looking like you gargle with Kool-Aid! Buy some damn teeth!! Everyone that voted for Bush so I can see what an ignoramus looks like. Monica Lewinksy, so I can slap her with her cum stained dress. Finally Oprah... so I can beg her to adopt me, have her killed and inherit every cent that she has.

Walking Wounded

I lay on the cold ground as I ponder my being
Wishing on stars that shine for all but me
Biting my lip to taste my wine
I am drunk with confusion
Questioning God, I am left unanswered
His disgust is soon to be seen
Stigmata rends my palms
Growing like roses in my perdition
Angels on guard, but prepare for defeat
Demons prevail in my existence
Swimming in insecurities, I fight against the current
My arms tire, but I am resilient
I try to stand but my legs betray me
Crawling is my resolution
Feeling wounds reopen, my soul burns
Remembering a tortuous touch
Red water escapes but not from betrayal
Forgiveness is given to me
Answered questions, cleansed of venom
Ability to simply be
Walking wounded, but at last I stand
I bleed, but at least I feel

choose life

Music:



"Small, simple, safe price. Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets. This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals. And I am not afraid to die. I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment. What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts. Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks. Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid. To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter. I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart. Love is not like anything... Especially a fucking knife!"

Rage Against the Machine, Jay Z, Alkaline Trio, Justin Timberlake, Pat Benatar, Kanye West, 30 Seconds to Mars, Biggie, Fiona Apple, McFly, Beyonce, Yellowcard, M.I.A, From First To Last, Flyleaf, Taking Back Sunday, classic rock, Sex Slaves, Hole {Live Through This), old school Hip Hop, music from the 50's, Whitney Houston before the crack, after the crack...her voice is so amazing that she can have the pipe, American Eyes, Linkin Park, Green Day, I am an honest person so...here it goes: New Kids on the Block, Kelly Clarkson and The Dixie Chicks...yeah I said it, what?!?, The Beatles and The muthaf*uckin Used!

WHAT?!?

jabbawockeez

Movies:


The government is censoring the reality of the war in Iraq. The news media are forbidden to show the images of wounded/deceased troops as well as the hundreds of thousands of innocent Iraqi's who were murdered and falsely labeled as terrorist. So far, the liberators have succeeded only in freeing the souls of the Iraqis from their bodies.This war has placed us in a Police State while our constitutional rights are being stripped away. It is time to educate yourself on the future that we are heading towards. If you are not outraged, you haven't been paying attention.
These are the faces of the deceased that they forbid you to see:
Iraqi woman's views on the war:
"Americans in America are still debating on the state of the war and occupation- are they winning or losing? Is it better or worse? Let me clear it up for any moron with lingering doubts: It's worse. It's over. You lost. You lost the day your tanks rolled into Baghdad to the cheers of your imported, American-trained monkeys. You lost every single family whose home your soldiers violated. You lost every sane, red-blooded Iraqi when the Abu Ghraib pictures came out and verified your atrocities behind prison walls as well as the ones we see in our streets. You lost when you brought murderers, looters, gangsters and militia heads to power and hailed them as Iraq's first democratic government. You lost when a gruesome execution was dubbed your biggest accomplishment. You lost the respect and reputation you once had. You lost more than 3000 troops. That is what you lost America. I hope the oil, at least, made it worthwhile."
In the hours, days and weeks following 9/11, New Yorkers and Americans from all across the country said goodbye to their families and traveled to New York City to assist in the recovery and rebuilding process at Ground Zero. Every breath they took was filled with determination to make the wrong right. Every breath they took engulfed their bodies with air contaminated by thousands of tons of asbestos, lead, chromium, benzene, PCBs, dioxins, highly caustic cement dust and hundreds of other dangerous substances.
Today, tens of thousands of such 9/11 first responders are in dire need of medical care due to the environmental conditions after the 3 towers imploded at Ground Zero. Diagnosed with cancers and debilitating respiratory illnesses, these true American heroes have been denied the financial benefits required to save their lives. While suffering and deteriorating, their health crisis has been ignored by state and federal policy. Many have already died.
Our mission:
Composed of family members, friends and fellow Americans of individuals who perished on that fateful day, We are Change will fight to raise awareness and consciousness to the first responder's illnesses and hardships. We are determined to put a face to the thousands of forgotten victims of the 9/11 attacks 6 years later.
We Are Change are committed to raising a significant sum of money to provide aid to first responders desperate for emergency medical needs.
But we need your help.
Whether it be ten dollars or one, every bit counts. All monies donated will go to the FealGood Foundation, a non-profit organization, spreading awareness and educating the public about the catastrophic health effects on 9/11 first responders, as well as to provide assistance to relieve these great heroes of the financial burdens placed on them over the last five years.
Today there are tens of thousands of 9/11 first responders, true patriots, who are suffering with crippling pain in the hopeless threat of eminent death. All while feeling that their country has let them down and their cries have gone unheard.
Thousands of lives were lost in the towers; hundreds of lives lost at the pentagon, and on flights 11, 175, 77, & 93, but let us never forget the dozens of first responders who have already died in the months and years following 9/11/01.
click on the link below to make a difference
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If you would like to help We Are Change fight for 9/11 Truth, please donate below
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Television:

I hardly ever watch the idiot box anymore but when I do: The Golden Girls {"Not part of the show folks...not part of the show!"},Fat Camp & Return to Fat Camp, Beverly Hills 90210;Dylan Mckay will always be the coolest cat around, Heros, Dance Life...love love love me some Kenny, Curb your Enthusiasm,I Love New York, Real World, Road Rules...

The Discovery and History channels,Masters of Horror, Weeds, Project Runway, Celebrity Fit Club, Blind Date {"She needs a little French Vanilla"},Saved by the Bell, King of Queens, American Idol {Oh Lord...why can't I sing?!?}, What Not to Wear {hilarious}, True Life, Made and Everybody Loves Raymond

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Watch the CHARGES going off in the North Tower corner

Bloomberg takes the ride of his life

Books:

Behold a Pale Horse by William Cooper and the Harry Potter series
"If the words don't convey the meaning, the arrangement of them on paper will not create the magic"
You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise...
With love you are opening yourself for endless pain. But, without it, you'll never know which misery is worst.
"If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different...I'd rather be completely fucking mental."
slumber, watcher, till the spheres
six and twenty thousand years
have revolved and i return
to the spot where now i burn
other stars anon shall rise
to the axis of the skies;
stars that soothe and stars that bless
with a sweet forgetfulness
only when my round is o'er
shall the past disturb thy door
Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isnt it?
It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid lifeYou give them a piece of you. They dont ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and your life isnt your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like Maybe we should just be friends or How perceptive turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to that. Especially not love
I hate love.

Heroes:

Petra Lopez. Words cannot describe how much I miss you. Tears will never ease the pain. I will hold you forever in my heart as I picture you by my side. I love you.

John Feal

We are our own heroes. The choices that we make in life and the way that we treat others lay the groundwork for our karma which lasts lifetimes. Lead a life of honesty and remain humble. And the happiness and content that awaits you will be more than the wealthiest individual can buy.

If you have the opportunity to play this game of life you need to appreciate every moment. A lot of people don't appreciate the moment until it's passed.

Every individual longs to be larger than their circumstances. So reach for your dreams for tomorrow as you turn your back on the worries of today.

My Blog

Three things to ponder...

1. Cows 2. The Constitution 3. The Ten Commandments COWS Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that during the mad cow epidemic our government could track a single cow, born in Canada al...
Posted by Ericka on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:19:00 PST

Why??

Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead?Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money?Why does someo...
Posted by Ericka on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 06:08:00 PST

FEMA Camps and Executive Orders

..> FEMA CONCENTRATION CAMPS: Locations and Executive Orders Privacy There over 800 prison camps in the United States, all fully operational and ready to receive prisoners. They are all staffed an...
Posted by Ericka on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 06:29:00 PST

Know Your Rights!

  THE BILL OF RIGHTSAmendments 1-10 of the ConstitutionThe Conventions of a number of the States having, at the time of adopting the Constitution, expressed a desire, in order to prevent misconst...
Posted by Ericka on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 05:35:00 PST

at what point is this ok????

From: B  Date: Jan 3, 2005 06:39 AM Subject: Hi there! Body: Ericka, Hi, I'm brand new to myspace, and happened to come across your profile in my browsing. I noticed you seemed like a really open-mind...
Posted by Ericka on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what the f*ck is this!!


Posted by Ericka on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST