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I am Me..i thought i had a chance. now i don't even know if i want a chance.I am going to be hella honest and real with you all. I am not a nice person, I am mean, and a total bitch. But you will never find a better friend/lover. I am so confused with life right now it isn't even funny!! I don't know what i want out of life, but i know as long as I keep making strides forward I'll be fine! I know that everything will work out for the best and I will be happy again.. I am also doing my best to be a great mommy to LoreLai and be the best wife I can be to Adam.. Mainly I am here to keep in touch w/ the cool people... I also want to find ppl that I havent talked to in days.**********************a href="
I love Music. I listen to just about every thing... *I am such a lady but I am dancing like a hoe, but you know I dont give a fuck so here we go.. * She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here * This distance, this dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you *I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful *I never said I'd lie in wait forever If I died we'd be together I can't always just forget her, but she could try *I cant always say its gonna be better tomorrow *I believe I can see the future As I repeat the same routine I think I used to have a purpose But then again That might have been a dream I think I used to have a voice Now i never make a sound *Where do you go when your lonely where do you go when you are Blue?
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