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JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD

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About Me


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It's been days since I have lost my Son and I am doing everything in my heart to mend. Picking up the pieces and moving forward. I will never forget the LOVE Jakob shared with me and everyone around him. I am trying to make sense of Life and Death, especially with someone so close to my heart. I have lost Family (Grandmothers, Grandfathers, Aunt, Uncle) and Friends (Michael Daughtrey, John 'Skip' Andressien, Mrs. Sandra Walker, Mark Mead, Donna Middleton-Gingo, Michelle Melletti, Darrel 'Dimebag' Abbott, Jeff 'Mayhem' Thompson, David Forrester, Richard Mullet, Moe M., Robert Guiterriez, Ricky Rivas, Donald Oldberg, Stevie Ray Vaughn and Mrs. Betty 'Mom' Mead.) Life has never been the same without them. My Son, Joshua we shall get through these times and see the world just like Jakob wanted to do. All my new & from back in the day Friends, Thank you for your LOVE and SUPPORT. MUCH LOVE AND JAKOB'S SMILES
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My Interests

Aviation, Music, Paintball, Cars, Renaissance Faires, Dreaming of Vacationing, Movies and Having FUN with my Friends and Family.

I'd like to meet:

Intresting and outgoing people. Catch up with old friends and make new ones. Find 'new music' that's out there.

Music:

I LOVE MUSIC!!! My favorite bands are (just to name a few) Stevie Ray Vaughn and Double Trouble, King's X, The Beatles, Royal Crown Revue, The Sonnier Brothers Band, Stress, Arc Angels, ZZ Top, X, Jimi Hendrix, Brian Setzer and BSO, Marillion, Steve Via, House of Moist, NIN, 24-7 Spyz, Crowbar, Temple of the Dog, Iron Maiden, Muddy Waters, The The, The Cure, Bob Marley, Nellie McKay, BB King, Reverend Horton Heat, Frank Zappa, Albert King, Chris Isaak, The Eagles, Pantera, Eric Gales Band, Carl Perkins, Pink Floyd, Living Color,Flying Fish Sailors, Parliment, Super Joint Ritual, Johnny Cash, U2, Linkin Park, Scottish Mayhem, Peter Tosh, Cheap Trick, Voodoo Organist, Gorillaz, The Cramps, Devo, Queen, Jay Z, Spinal Tap, Sass Jordan, AC/DC, Tribe after Tribe, Albert King, Led Zepplin, Down, Killer Bees, Three Fish, Ice Cube, Minor Threat, The Cars, Blues Travelers, Ray Charles, Bach, Ministry, Nelly, Dinah Washington, Alice Cooper, Black Sabbath, Theolonius Monk, Gene Loves Jezebel, Dead Kennedys, Mozart, Alice in Chains, PoundHound, Follow for Now, The Beach Boys, Maggie's Dream, Sly and the Family Stone, Johnny Lee Hooker, Cake, Buddy Holly, Big Bopper, Iris and Rose, UFO, Korn, Ramones, Anti-Nowhere League, Van Halen(not Van Hagar), System of a Down, The Doors, Mother Love Bone, Robert Johnson, B-52's, Clouseaux, ZZ Hill, NecroTonz, Jelly Jam, MSG, Waysted, Traveling Wilburys, Hangover Kings, The Haymakers, Art of Noise, Mardo, Beach Boys, The Big Boys, The Judys, Soundgarden, Matt Hole and the Hot Rod Gang, Mayhem, Blue Cheer, Amon Amarth, Lords of the New Church, SlipKnot, MushroomHead, Helloween, MotorHead, Scorpions, Saxon, Dio, Max Webster, Knuckle Dragger, SpineShank, WolfMother, Greenriver, Spearhead, Warren Zevon, HELLYEAH.

Movies:

Where do I begin? Movies are one of my favorite past times. Amelie, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Ronin, 13th Warrior, Friday series, Harry Potter series, Monsters Inc., all of Kevin Smith's movies, Jaws, Mad Max, Monty Python's Flying Circus entire works and Lord of the Rings. target="_blank"

Television:

I don't get to watch too much tv, but I do try to catch 'the Simpsons', American Chopper, The Late Show with David Letterman and The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson, Air Combat,thats about it unless there is Basketball game on.

Books:

'Electronic circiuts for the Evil Genius' and 'The Meaning of Life' A Buddhist Perspectives on Cause and Effect, by His Holiness The Dalai Lama, The London Pigeon Wars, by Patrick Neate and Eaters of the Dead, by Michael Crichton.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXYgziSxxt8 .. width="425" height="350" .. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4yN7PdNkQl8

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
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Heroes:

JAKOB O'DELL HEATH

My Blog

I sink deeper.....................in cold blackwater.

I can't remember............not feeling this way, feeling so blue................with a touch of gray. I can't remember.............the day you died, or days before.................they feel locked up...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 02:56:00 PST

As days go by...............

Chasing warm wet circles with my finger, the sweat from my glass seems to linger, as I wonder and ponder the possibilities and improbabilities, the Truth is I wish you were still here with me. The mou...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 08:19:00 PST

The Seasons change

Though the leaves turn from green to gold, and the sky is shades of blue, my heart feels torn and cold, this is the first Fall and Winter without you. We try to SMILE and carry on, but its not th...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 01:48:00 PST

Never Ending Smile

Life seems so unfair, I turn to look but you not there, My life feels broken in half, I would do anything to hear your laugh, Your Brother seems to be avoiding me and I don't know why, I just want to ...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:20:00 PST

WITHOUT YOU

Why did Billy kill you, Jakob?  
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 08:44:00 PST

Looking for Pennies

Picking up pennies makes my day, makes me smile cause I know your there, watching over me and laughing as I bend down and I say " I Love you too, Jakob!" I look out at the Rockie Mountains e...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:07:00 PST

EMPTY SPACES

Your smile blankets me, as the nights become cold, Your memory shadows me, as I remember my goals, Your laugh chases me, as I lie awake in bed, Your spirit comforts me, as sadness echoes in my head, Y...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 03:55:00 PST

Healing

Well, I went to a grief counselor I don't think I will be doing that anymore. I know how I feel and with all of Friends and Family I have the best support group there is. I don't feel guilty about Ja...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 07:27:00 PST

Family & Friends

Never Live without LOVE. Though you may have your differences with someone use compassion and understanding, step back, take a deep breath, maybe even give them a hug. What can be accomplished if you ...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 09:34:00 PST

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!

11 days after.............sleep is still not my friend, I rest but it seems to mock me. I work for Southwest Airlines, I now know why they are considered the Greatest company to work for, now more tha...
Posted by JAKOB AND JOSHUA'S DAD on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 08:06:00 PST