Conquerer over demons

Part 3A In the summer of 1999 at youth camp, I prayed a specific prayer, and it was, "God I want to be able to read your word and to fully understand it and as I read it.” It was like Psalm 119: 169. 1 prayed that prayer and thought nothing of it. What did happen? I was working in a brick laying construction company and I was also attending the Discipleship Youth on Monday. The Youth Pastor, Chris Wilkerson, was the Pastor that helped me in my senior year of high school. Pastor Whitlow had to dismiss Pastor Chris from being youth pastor. With Pastor Chris gone, we still had Discipleship Youth with Fish. Fish told us to pray. When I got home that night, a prayer of mine was answered. It was not a prayer from the Discipleship Youth; it was the prayer from the youth camp. It was a vision from the Lord on 15 May 2000. It happened so fast and so quickly that it caught me off guard: Mathew 24:42-44. It was like a wind coming from the northwest. The Lord came as a shepherd with a staff. When the staff struck me with the spear end, it seemed like being hit with Genesis 3:24. I pulled away as fast as I could, but I only moved backwards, as in fell backwards. It was a demon being cast out of me because the demon caused me to speak while breathing in and say, "Jesus is not the Messiah, just another man." Then the Lord pulled me in with the hook part of the staff. I was seeing the colors brown, orange, blue, and white. After seeing colors I was shown exactly how the house fire happened, when I was 4 years old. What did the colors have to do with Psalm 119: 169? Some thing about the orange was specific to Sulfur, and the rest was for me to figure out: i.e. Romans 10: 9-13, Revelations 3:16 (spit in Greek = vomit), Psalms 38:2-4, Revelations 20:10, Revelations 21:7-8, Hebrews 12: 5-6, Mathew 14: 22-33, Ezekiel 11: 19-20, and Revelations 21:1-4. The only trouble with Revelations 21:7-8 is the church doctrine defines it as describing eternal hell. My only thought on that is hell may or may not be eternal, but Jesus wants us to have a relationship with him and outside of him it might as well be hell.