being grateful&appreciative, sleep, arts&crafts, walking, morphing, living inside my head, friends, animals, the all encompassing forces of nature, observing all details, philosophy, not giving a fuck, jagged fingernails, old people, NH, mystical beings, writing everything down, being unimpressive, uppers&downers, maudslay state park, layers, remembering/not, finding things, darkroom demeanor, kidding myself.
kevin to my lucy, corbin to my leelou. and also:
"...i cant be baby-ed, but thank you, you see what i did, i said thank you, thats courtesy, and courtesy and manners are what women know. men, you get in a relationship and the woman is so willing so sublemate her needs to guide her man through the important sign posts of life, LOVINGLY, very lovingly, and then you turn your back for 24 hours and you go into a public restroom and THERE HE IS making out with another woman, you see what im saying, and its like, who do i have to blame? i have myself to blame because I've dated enough narcissistically neurotic men to know that you are all just a pack of roving babies in search of a giant teat from which to suck the lifeblood out of me til Im a hollow shell."