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What does one say about themselves? My life is not full of pazaaz! I never finished college or traveled to new places. My life's excitment comes from my daughter's first day off school or my son's many new discoveries on the use of crayons. I love being a mom. I never thought I would have been a mom of two considering I didn't want kids but of course I couldn't imagine my life without them. Currently I work as a fitness instructor for a woman's gym. One of many jobs I have gained skills in over the years. I have worked as low as a costumed rat at ChuckECheese to as high as an H.R. Specialist. The funny thing is i liked being the rat more. I had dreams of being a police officer. I still want to but now that I have children the decision is much harder. I love helping people but sometimes I do feel that me being a cop is not the way I am meant to help out, that there is another purpose for me. I am a realist. And I can be very complicated. I don't mean stubborn cause I forgive and forget very easily, I mean...well hell I can't even think how to explain this one LOL. I don't make decisions easily. I mean the hard ones. I seek approval before I do things which gets in the way alot. At 27 years old I should be the only approval I need but I don't trust myself enough. Why? well that is beyond me. Funny that those of you reading this are probably sitting there going oh brother! I could have very well lied and said all these wonderful things but it does no justice. This is about me and this is who I am. I ramble and over expose myself to people. Even perfect strangers. Could be why I tend to get burned more often than not. I am a very trusting person. I have this strange idea that all people are kind and willing to be there for others as I would but it isn't always the case. But I am happy for the most part on the way my life has progressed. I have regrets and hate it when people say that they do not because I think it is bull shit. I believe that just because you chose one path dosen't mean that if you took another you still wouldn't end up with the same result. I know many streets that take me to the same destination. Some harder, some longer, but all end the same way. Life is that way too.