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Kayla

Dead until Dark

About Me

I have an amazing boyfriend who ceases to entertain, enlighten, amuse, amaze, and fascinate me. I love my Ryan so very very much.
-- We can learn a lot from crayons... Some of them are sharp, some of them are pretty, some are bright.... others... are not. All are different colors, yet they all get along... in the same box. I hate any form of discrimination. It's bullshit and has no purpose. We are all the same... for the most part. All equal. If you think different you probably need to be stabbed in the eye with a rusty spork.
" Most people rely on rules and authorities to tell them what to do, what to value, and how to live. The people who eventually learn to create their lives anew will represent a new stage in human transformation. " -Freidrich Neitzche
Break out of the "norm", Be unique, Evolve.
Quotes" I love the magnificant exuberance of a young beast of prey that plays gracefully; and as it plays, dismembers. " - Friedrich Nietzsche
" The best things in life aren't actually meant to be understood, otherwise you'd lose all attraction to them. " - Ville Valo
" Evil is an act of morality. An act of desire and natural instinct, cultivated to one's own purpose, without morality. " - Dani Filth
" Break the sort of boundries of what is " normal" - or what is considered "normal". You've got to step outside of that. Break the routine and not be afraid to try new things. We close ourselves off and we live in these little worlds that are comfortable and safe. It's routine, boring, and filled with fear and guilt and it's no good. It's not good for you. " - Johnny Depp
" Well, it could be worse man. A woman could cut off your penis while you're sleeping and toss it out the window of a moving car. " - Tyler Durden -Fight Club
" Human aggression is instinctual. Humans have not evolved any ritualized aggression-inhibiting mechanisms to ensure the survival of the species. For this reason man is considered a very dangerous animal. " - Konrad Lorenz
" The Antichrist isn't just me, or just one person. It's all of us, a collective state of mind that America needs to have awakened in them. I want to wake it in them. Americans need to realize that they don't have to believe in something just because they've been told it all their lives. You can't have someone who's never had sex or or drugs telling you it's wrong. Only through experience can you determine your own morality. Humanity isn't about constantly having to seek forgiveness for being human; humanity is leading a guiltless existance as an individual. That is Armageddon, because, to Christianity, if you forsake the idea of God and believe in yourself, the world is over. " - Marilyn Manson
" People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people. " - V -V for Vendetta
" Artists use lies to tell the truth, wihile politicians use them to cover the truth up. " - Evey Hammond -V for Vendetta
" There is no real genius without a mixture of madness. " - Aristotle
" Believe in nothing. No matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense. " - Buddah
" I didn't fail, I found 2,000 ways how not to make a lightbulb. " - Thomas Edison
" Find out what's really there. I never say be like me, I say be like you and make a difference. " - Marilyn Manson
" We risk sanity for moments of temporary Enlightenment. " - Human Traffic
" I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. " - Hunter S. Thompson

My Interests

-- Ryan
-- Photography

-- Music
-- Photo manipulation
-- Movies and the making of them
-- 19th century literature
-- Vampires
-- Astronomy
-- The night
-- Anything dark
-- Video games
-- The Finnish language
-- Cooking
-- Sleep
-- Body modification
-- Serial killers... I have a wierd interest in the workings of their minds.
-- Glow sticks.......
Dislikes -- The sun
-- The heat
-- Most country music
-- Most emo music
-- The emo trend that is 'oh so popular' at the moment.
-- Spiders
-- Stereotyping
-- My siblings... for the most part.
-- Procrastination... I do it way too often, and it always ends up bad..
-- Ignorance
-- Any kind of discrimination
-- Organized religion. If everyone listened to the world around them rather than organized religion, there wouldn't be half as many problems as there are today. ( I know this fits under the catagory of ignorance, but I believe it needed to be specified. )
-- Concrete urbanization
-- Animal abuse
-- The telephone
-- California
-- Sleep. It really is a waste of time.
-- Computer short hand.. I have a massive problem with people who can't type properly. It's not that hard to do people.
-- People who complain but do nothing to try to help what they are complaining about.
-- Wasteful people
-- People with tunnel vision
-- People who can't laugh at themselves
-- Human Nature...
Oh, and down with the facists. lol.

I'd like to meet:

-- Anyone who wants to meet me, although I'm quite shy at first and I probably won't talk much.
-- People that contain the following traits:
-- Uniqueness. You were born an origional. Don't die a copy.
-- Intelligence
-- Humor. It's always good to laugh.
-- Someone with an opinion! I love to hear other people's opinions and points of view on random subjects!
-- Being open-minded is a must!
-- Randomness is always great too.
I've already found who I was looking for with all the traits listed above and more. The guy of my dreams (quite literally). It is an understatement to say that I love my Ryan soooo much.

Music:

-- Children of Bodom
-- Marilyn Manson
-- The Doors
-- KMFDM
-- Type O' Negative
-- Nine Inch Nails
-- Placebo
-- The Birthday Massacre
-- Wednesday 13
-- Sex Pistols
-- Zeromancer
-- Shiny Toy Guns
-- Dimmu Borgir
-- Dope Stars Inc.
-- Daniel Lioneye
-- The Rasmus
-- Turbonegro
-- Jack Off Jill
-- Nightwish
-- Bella Morte
-- Dir En Grey
-- Adam Absinthe
-- Peppermint Creeps
-- Symphony X
-- The Clash
-- Suicidal Tendencies
-- Rancid
-- HIM
-- The 69 Eyes
-- Red Hot Chilli Peppers
-- Ministry
-- Static X
-- Trashlight Vision
-- Dead Kennedys
-- Joy Division
-- AFI
-- Program the Dead
-- Poison
-- Motley Crue
-- Deathstars
-- The Dresden Dolls
-- The Murderdolls
-- Misfits
-- London After Midnight
-- Lacuna Coil
-- Bauhaus
-- The Frankenstein Drag Queens From Planet 13
-- Slipknot
-- Kidney Thieves
-- Iced Earth
-- Dream Theater
-- Black Sabbath
-- Beethoven
-- Motzart
-- Hardcore Superstar
-- Christian Death
-- Pigface
-- Iron Maiden
-- Ramones
-- Pink Floyd
-- Billy Idol
-- Cky
-- The Bloodhound Gang
-- Green Day
-- The Dicamillo Sisters
-- Clutch
... How come I can't think of them when I want to??
... I'll list more as soon as my mind is capable of thinking.
... it may be awhile...

Movies:

-- V For Vendetta
-- Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
-- Where the Buffalo Roam
-- Thumbsucker
-- Click
-- Velvet Goldmine
-- The Life of David Gayle
-- Sleepy Hollow
-- Saw 1, 2 and 3
-- The Illusionist
-- Bad Santa
-- Cradle of Fear
-- Donnie Darko
-- House on Haunted Hill
-- Fight Club
-- Dawn of the Dead
-- The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
-- Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
-- The Notebook
-- Robbin Hood:Men in Tights
-- Interview with the Vampire
-- Secret Window
-- Pirates of the Caribean
-- Pirates of the Caribean 2
-- Almost Famous
-- South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut
-- Bubble Boy
-- Nightmare Before Christmas
-- Sid and Nancy
-- Powder
-- The Crow
-- Alice in Wonderland
-- The Butterfly Affect
-- Ed Wood
-- Tales From the Darkside
-- Evil Dead
-- Batman Forever
-- Ever After
-- Haggard
-- Pearl Harbor
-- Jackass
-- Lords of Dogtown
-- Troy
-- The Skeleton Key
I know there's more.
... but once again...
I can't think of them.
... so yeah...

Television:

-- Family Guy
-- Real Time with Bill Maher
-- The Simpsons
-- Futurama
-- South Park
-- Ahh! Real Monsters
-- Rocko's Modern Life
-- Penn and Teller's: Bullshit!
-- House
-- Roseanne

Books:

I'm too lazy to list all of them.
-- IT
-- Needful Things
-- Cell
-- American Gods
-- The Long Hard Road Out of Hell
-- No One Here Gets Out Alive
-- The Vampire Cronicles
-- Blood Lust
-- The Pit and the Pendulum
-- To Kill A Mockingbird
-- The Outsiders
-- Alice in Wonderland
-- Frankenstein
-- Dracula
-- Night Chills

Authors -- Stephen King
-- Anne Rice
-- Friedrich Neitzche
-- Edgar Allan Poe
-- Hunter S. Thompson
-- Dean Koontz
-- Le Fanu
-- Shelley (Percy and Mary)
-- Byron

My Blog

Fear and Loathing

We were somewhere around Barstow on the edge of the desert when the drugs began to take hold. I remeber saying something like " I feel a bit lightheaded; maybe you should drive...." And suddenly there...
Posted by Kayla on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 02:56:00 PST

Poison Promotions

The point of Poison Promotions is to get the word out about local, unknown, and underestimated bands who only want one thing: to make the best music. If you're a local band, unknown, or just want to...
Posted by Kayla on Tue, 16 May 2006 02:29:00 PST

I got mah new computer!!

:: dances around the room and sings:: : I got a new computer!!! It's about fucking time! I was getting sick of going up to the library and not being able to get on as I pleased! but now it's all bette...
Posted by Kayla on Mon, 01 May 2006 05:26:00 PST

My computer finally crashed. Dammit.

God dammit! My computer finally fucked up for the last time. I am now being forced to use the stupid library computers that are slow with keys that stick. .... and they only give you an hour. It sucks...
Posted by Kayla on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 12:56:00 PST

" Only a boring person becomes bored."

  Someone once said, " Only a boring person becomes bored." and in the process of trying to figure out if this statement is true or false, I have also realized that only a bored/ boring pers...
Posted by Kayla on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 04:33:00 PST

The Emo Song!!

Dahhhhh it's horrible how much you remeber... when you not only, don't need to remeber it, but need to be doing something much more important than remebering that something you remeber. lol. I ne...
Posted by Kayla on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 02:56:00 PST

Halloween Bitches!!!!

You know what?... I was thinking the other night. I know... amazing. But anway... I was wondering why some people think Halloween is bad. Narrowmindedness is the only answer I could come up with. I me...
Posted by Kayla on Mon, 31 Oct 2005 03:05:00 PST

boredom sucks ass

boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass boredom sucks ass bo...
Posted by Kayla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST