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Nikolai

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About Me

I am not to be respected. I am someone to be adored. I am water, i conform but will always have my properties. I am the universal solvent indeed... an assimilation of all culture.

My Interests

reading books, cross-stitch, watching TV, taking calls, getting stalked.Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light - Dylan Thomas

I'd like to meet:

My slave, my master. Someone whom i will destroy and redeem. Someone who will save me from my insanity.

Music:

Tracy Chapman, jewel, incubus...

Movies:

Y Tumama Tambien, Praying Mantis, Zues&Zo, No Where in Africa, American History X

Television:

Blue's Clues, Will and Grace... anything that is run and about fags!!!!.

Books:

A Prayer for Owen Meany.

Heroes:

Myself, Steve and Blue

My Blog

Limpet

I cried watching national geographic. I would like to express how cruel this world was to the little limpet who died two weeks after they(the brothers who is fond of filming animals, I'm not sure o...
Posted by Nikolai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My face cleared up.... somehow.

Damn it. Just when you've lost hope from the fact that your fucking face would be debased to a subhuman level, you end up hit on your head realizing that, Hell... My face is clearing up..... An...
Posted by Nikolai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Of Pimples

Acne.... I just had another and i am starting to think that I am going to live my life applying an endless supply of tretinoin and astringent. Dermatologists are worthless. I hope that the bacte...
Posted by Nikolai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Just life!!!!!!!!!

Life, as always, sucks. It sucks when your shoes get wet... It sucks when you don't have enough money to make ends meet. It sucks when you are overpowered by idiots It sucks when you are held c...
Posted by Nikolai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

2nd

Today somebody added a comment that i am ok but i check gays out too much.... good thing he noticed because i would have not written anything here at all. I guess i dont like having my sexuality l...
Posted by Nikolai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

1st

This day I realized that i am Jake Horner, a character from John Barth's End of the Road. I am nothing. I do not exist. I would like to sit and be still for the rest of the day and think of nothing...
Posted by Nikolai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST