More and more each day I am coming to the realization that I am further from knowing who I actually am than ever before. My life seems a masquerade that I thoroughly enjoy watching and acting out in times of restlessness and boredom. I find great joy in the incoherent shenanigans that my plague my nights and the consistant struggle to put the pieces back together the next morning, or afternoon, or early evening. I tend to philosophize on a life I've yet to live and wallow in the remorse of others in order to feel connected to a world I don’t understand. I trip over mounds of laid away dreams to make it out the door and work for a living not looking back to say good-bye, or explain to my dreams that I will be returning after I pay the rent. I am the enigma that is the human soul, and I don’t want it to be explained or defined, I enjoy the discovery that it is.25 yr old Gemini/monkey. which means not only am I smart and witty, I am also a barrel of fun. You hear Gemini u think two faced, I say, multi-faceted, or how about, bends both ways? I just don't like the two face bit. Anywho, about me..... Incredibly brilliant, though lacking stability and motivation, I am currently striving to re-unite with my passion for life and all that it has to offer. A self-proclaimed author and poet, I have done nothing but run and hide from talents that I possess naturally, and from the life that I have lived regrettably. I have a tendency to abandon the comforts of life and accept with open arms the hardships of it because if thats all I'll ever have, I want to be able to be happy with that, and because I have done that, I know I can be. I like to make others feel on top of the world, give them the power to keep their chins high when in times of despair, and all that while, I hide my own despair in attempts to make them stronger. I have the power to make my own destiny, and in the same breath, to break all of my dreams, I just haven't decided which route I will take yet.
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