__JENNIFER BLAST*

Die Young & Save Yourself.

I'm not what you wanted me to be. get the fuck over it. I am a typical 18yr old i'm constantly out i like meeting new people i hate it when i'm not out with my friends even though i do love my family but you know, s'not the same.I escape things by getting drunk, or just by ignoring them, whichever suits the situation.People are going to tear you apart on how you look its the way shit is its the wank society.It doesnt matter which "scene" im from im true to myself and thats all that matters.i hate pointless agurements,spesh drunk pointless agurements.When i say things i mean them, i don't lie to make people happy.It fucks things up in the long run.I don't give out false impressions if i dont like you, you have either done something to betray me or my friends trust and i can't be doing with that shit. so why keep it in my life? I truly believe that this life is to be lived to the full.BUT before im old, alone and with no good intentions. i wana go when i feel that i have made the most of my life.Even though i'm confused on what this lifes is about i want to believe that i'm here to learn, love and be content with myself but its hard in this atmosphere we live in with hypocrites and negative media all the time.My friends know me for who i am not what others see, i love them all to death they are all awesome and make me so happy without them i am not sure how i would cope with it all.NUFF OF THE RANT.