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About Me

Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding thru the ruts. Don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts. Put your vision to reality. - BOB MARLEY I'm driven, and let nothing get in the way of my dreams. I'm passionate, and put my all into the people that I love. I didn't have much of a childhood so you can usually find me still being a nerd at age 23. I'm proud that I've worked for everything I have, and the only person I can truly thank is myself. I have a beautiful 4 year old son, his name is Tayven. He's going to be gorgeous and is extremely silly just like his mommy.I do believe in true love, and "The one", just haven't found something that fits and know that life is too short to not wait for my everything instead of settling for something that works RIGHT NOW instead of for always.I was a Pre-school teacher. I still model, am a computer nerd, savage at madden, sometimes more of a tom-boy than a girl but it keeps me grounded.I'm not as vain as I look, and people that don't like me don't know me. I feed off of hate. When you know nothing about me and dislike me, I know it's only because of your own insecurities.5'11, no inner monolog, blunt, obsessed with The Chicago Bears (Besides you Grossman) and love being outdoors.Hate liars, fake people and flakes.If you're dramatic, get the fuck out of my life.I hate jealousy and have grown to love the person I've become. Confidence IS SEXY. I would take a cocky guy over some whiney insecure fucker. I know there will ALWAYS be women who are less attractive than me, and I also know that there will always be women plenty more beautiful. The difference between me and other girls? I will probably be the one to POINT OUT the girls more beautiful. Because, well, they're hot and don't serve as competition to me when I'm comfortable with who I am.I have a really weird, etch a sketch hidden talent. No seriously.Love my Carly to death. Best friend a girl could ask for and we have always gotten each other back. Kristen is amazing and gorgeous ALSO. Would be lost without you guys. :-)

My Interests

"I'll sleep when I'm dead." - Warren ZevonConstantly being drenched with life's bullshit. Writing, Madden football on XBOX 360, Otter pops, Making people laugh, Constantly spilling my drinks on myself, My almond mocha's, dry humor, Big dogs, Intelligence, Self defense, Snack packs, playing games with Tayven.

I'd like to meet:

I look forward to seeing Ryan again. My first love died in a horrible and tragic car accident after we were together for 2 years and a huge part of me died that day. I have yet to meet anybody in my life that has the beauty inside of them that he held. I think about him daily and we all know he's in a better place.R.I.P Handsome.10-13-81 to 5-19-03 Visit Ryan's Memorial Myspace page that his lovely mother Brenda is in charge of.I want to meet a tall kid at heart. Romantic. Bright eyes, Makes me laugh, is maybe almost as witty as me, loves to suck on my bottom lip, has a nook on his shoulder that my head fits perfectly in and doesn't get jealous when guys hit on me and instead thinks it's extremely hot since I'm obviously going home with him. K bye.

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it. - Mother Teresa

"I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they're going and hook up with them later." Mitch Hedberg

Music:

Radiohead, Old pearl jam, Dave Matthews, Jeff Buckley, Muse, Sia, Oasis, Swervedriver, NIN, A perfect Circle, Jack Johnson. DnB, Tool, all sorts of cool shit.

Movies:

Anything with crude humor and people acting retarded, really.

Books:

I'm into all that true crime BS. Ann Rule. Books that move me, I love recommendations. Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines, Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. -Mark Twain

Heroes:

My baby with his blue eyes.My brothers. They're amazing and keep this girly girl simple like the tom boy sister they grew up with.

My Blog

Happy birthday to Tayven.

So, my little man turned 5 today. Really??? 5 years old? Still tripping out about it.. but I love how much he's grown, and how much he still lovers me to death. Still at moms, probably heading home to...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 08:42:00 PST

I am so glad..

I stayed awake with my mom to see the eclipse. It's so gorgeous. Rarely do you see the moon with so many beautiful colors. The sky is incredible. Its things like this, that give me reason to f...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 03:44:00 PST

My awesome major surgery today.

..> Surgery today. It went as good as it could. I actually stopped breathing so they had to shove a breathing tube down my throat to help me start breathing during surgery.. so now my throat feels...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 10:21:00 PST

What is it about guys..

That make them go right back to their ex girlfriends after you're done? The one who was right before you, too. Is it because they're lonely, or is it because the reason why they left you in the first ...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 11:03:00 PST

Labor Day Weekend/Tayven’s birthday.

Hi. What's everyone doing for labor day weekend? I want to get a group of people to camp up in Westport with me... we will possibly go fishing, and have Tayven's birthday party since it's on labor da...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:59:00 PST

Oh Kodi.. you sickly little girl.

Never good when a ER doctor tells you that your "Body isn't handling this cancer as well as we hoped"... but I'll still stay optimistic. I'm lucky, to have friends like Michael that insist on taking m...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 11:15:00 PST

Something about the waves.. maybe the wind?

What is it about the ocean that brings out the loneliness in someone? Is it the same thing or irony that the ocean brings out the romance in a couple? Glorifying your singledom instead of pulling...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 10:22:00 PST

Not trying to brag, but...

I caught twice as many fish as everyone on the charter boat today and that's out of 22 people. 21 fish baby! No fucking cancer is going to get in the way of how savage I am with a fishing pole....
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 05:17:00 PST

My optimistic FUEL.

Is situations, like last night. Stayed in last night, had some wonderful friends over (thanks for dinner Carly).. Our new roommate addition Marcus, The lovely Michael.. and I got to meet Carly's new m...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 10:13:00 PST

Oh life, and your tricky, tricky curveballs.

Ahh, I have been ignoring so many of your messages, phone calls, and texts about what all has been going wrong with me. I think mostly, it's because I don't really know what to say. I don't know ...
Posted by Kodiasaurus Rex on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 08:45:00 PST