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sierra

it's time for love, mother fucker.

About Me


$ $ $ $ $ $ $ Name’s Sierra.
I got this notion that living is for lovers, and the losers fade to nothing. Who cares if you’re nothing, as long as you’re living, and you’re looking?
Too many L’s, not enough “OVE”s.
So I know a couple people who are cool as fuck. If anything happens, they’re where I go. But those people keep changing, never know who to trust. So I gotta keep my eyes open - in every direction.
I love to look to the stars to find a new path.
And I’m starting to believe that I’m the only one here. It’s kind of like watching a really long movie with a sad ending. Maybe it only seems tragic. Gotta hope for that surprise ending. Gotta hope for that one last kiss. They always get us, every time. Now we know. One time - just once - they’ll surprise us with the no surprise surprise ending. What if that one’s my life?
I wanted to be a poet. Give you the tickly feeling in your tummy. But then the habit died down. Don’t wanna to write, don’t wanna live. It’s one in the same in some people’s heads.
So I kinda want love, but I can’t believe it lasts, so I fuck up and fuck up till I make sure I never find the truth. I push, but I cling, and thus always falter.
I’m looking for a real god. I’m tired of the mendacity. I want someone to notice me, and give me cause to dry my eyes.
Major contradiction. Yep, that’s me. Don’t believe in love, but I want it. Don’t believe in gods, but I need them. Don’t believe in salvation, but, please, someone save me. Want to spill my guts, but don’t trust a soul. Don’t want to miss him, but can’t get him out of my head.
Overwhelming, that’s all you get. An explanation for why none of this makes sense.
Same same same thing, every single day. Just need one mother fucker to brighten up my day.
And the only thought I want to think is, “Someday, everything will change.”
Gotta get the fuck out of Cookeville, Tennessee.
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My Interests

:♥♥♥: friends
family
animals
music
art
dancing when no one's around
smiles
mint chocolate chip ice cream
rainbows
deep eyes
the smell of old crayon boxes
lilies
purple
stars
food
hugs
kisses
television
laughing
spring
sleeping in on rainy days
slow dances to no music
bubble baths
hour long showers
falling asleep in the sun
love songs
white cloud mochas
snow days
late night phone calls
falling in like/love
twirling around in dresses
skipping
napping with someone special
black and white photographs
home movies
long walks
long car rides with good company and amazing music
staying up all night
long talks
holding hands
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getting lost
rock shows
inside jokes
poetry
haircuts
going somewhere new
eskimo kisses
a boy

: MMM : liars
being ignored
false hope
belly buttons
bad smells
fake people
ignorance
intolerence
songs that last too long
waking up
dirty bathrooms
being alone
breaking up
missing someone

I'd like to meet:

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Someone fun.
Someone who makes me smile.
Someone intellectual.
Someone different.
Someone who knows what they want.
Someone weird.
Someone new.
Someone who takes my mind to a completely new place.
Someone I can laugh at nothing with.

Music:

: ²²² : A
alkaline trio
angels and airwaves
aerosmith
armor for sleep
at the drive-in
autopilot off
the ataris
alexisonfire

B
backseat goodbye
blink 182
the blood brothers
boxcar racer
bright eyes
bowling for soup
brand new
the bled

C
coheed and cambria
cauterize
city of traitors
the cure

D
deathcab for cutie
dashboard confessional

E
elliott smith
emanuel
the emotron

F
fall out boy
finch
from first to last
fall of troy
funeral for a friend
foxy shazam

G
gob
green day
gym class heroes

H
hey mercedes
hot water music
hello goodbye
hollywood undead
homegrown

I
incubus

J
james blunt
jet
johnny cash

K
the killers
kut u up

L
less than jake

M
motion city soundtrack
midtown
mars volta
maroon 5
msi
modest mouse
my chemical romance
muse

N
nirvana

O
open hand

P
panic! at the disco
pennywise
pearl jam

R
rise against
the red hot chili peppers
r.e.m.
the racontuers
the refused

S
senses fail
the strokes
sublime
sugarcult
the spill canvas
sparta
snoop dogg

T
taking back sunday
thrice
thursday

U
the used

W
weezer

Movies:

: ··· : Big Fish
The Notebook
The Crow
Donnie Darko
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Finding Neverland
Walk the Line
Sin City
Sixteen Candles
Dogma
Finding Nemo
Corpse Bride
Alex and Emma
The Butterfly Effect
The Virgin Suicides
The Breakfast Club
Unbreakable

Television:

: ¾¾¾ : Gilmore Girls
Conan O'Brien
Friends
The Price is Right
Family Guy
Will and Grace
That 70's Show
Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends
Reno 911
Trading Spouses
Camp Lazlo

Books:

: ¨¨¨ : The Secret Life of Bees
Kissing Doorknobs
Their Eyes Were Watching God
A Wrinkle in Time
The Grapes of Wrath
The Outsiders
Speak
The Giver

Heroes:

: <[ :

My Blog

eventually.

'For I myself well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward You,' is the utterance of Jehovah, 'thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give You a future and a hope.'   Jeremiah 29:11 ...
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 02:07:00 PST

at least we've got each other

"he'll never love me. he never will," words overheard in the darkness, spoken by the strongest woman i know. this doesn't get any easier, and it affects everyone. whether you are the most susceptible ...
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 10:28:00 PST

me.

i am me. finally. i know what i am, and i know what i'm not. there's probably more i've yet to learn, and of course i will change throughout my life. right now, though, i have a very good idea about w...
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:39:00 PST

a drunken endeavor, i picked the side of love

I staggered forth into the night, alcohol in hand, mission in mind, irreplaceable love in my heart.I try to think of what to say when you open up your blinds.I have no idea. It's cold. I have to pee, ...
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 06:43:00 PST

dear diary, my teen angst has a bodycount

read more here!!!!     yeah... it's just my xanga. i rarely blog on myspace....
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 11:30:00 PST

cane creek [pictures yay]

we went to cane creek last week. (that rhymes.) i took pictures. see? yay......
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 03:15:00 PST

i am so sick of your gesticulation

Just smile. Believe me, it hurts him worse.
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 11:22:00 PST

Ugh

I'm in a very bad mood today. I don't know why. I just woke up, and I was like, "....blech..." Perhaps it's because of my mom. She's been telling me for that past month she'd take me shopping. She pro...
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 01:17:00 PST

phony rhymes with pony...

...and you, my friend are both. I need to hit someone. Any takers? Today shouldn't have sucked, but it kind of did. Maybe it'll get better. I think I just need to take a 12 hour nap... On a p...
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

he is a hermaphrodite

and i hate him he is a dick he is a pussy ..........and i hate him
Posted by [ 'come down now,' but we'll stay. ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST