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gOthic elysium of Bathory

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About Me

"Shoot me straight in the head with musical symphonies" - *coughs* me'As a human, I mess up all the time and do really stupid stuff, but I close my eyes and sing a heavenly song and ask Him to forgive me.'I am I am a mentally-disturbed person, I feel okay with it sometimes. I've been to alot of doctors, I've been prescribed alot of soothing pills, I just can deal with it myself. I can harm you in anyway I want, just try to be nice and NEVER fail it. I am an open-to-some-extent person. I study Acting - Television and Cinema.. (sort of Filming) I am a poetess, innerly. A poetess of unwritten verses and stanzas, but mostly narrated. I might be the first, last, and only enticing mistake. I am a wench of a power to conquer when blighted, the only person who seems to be conscious and subconscious at the same time. I've always dreamt of being a fairy or a witch, with two wings. This is still my dream. Is my name a big deal? It..s Wapha I don't care about the thought of what life gives me because what happens, happens anymore.Pain and suffering are the purest forms of existence, if provided perfectly.I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge -- myth is more potent than history -- dreams are more powerful than facts -- hope always triumphs over experience -- laughter is the cure for grief -- love is stronger than death. - Robert FulghumI..m agressive at times. I - so much- like magic, cults, religions, cultures, history - Summarie Alphabets, Heirogliphie Alphabets..- and more I like nightwalks. I'm a real sadist upon certain people. Like: Purple, July, 7 and 27, Spring, Lions, Night, Cats, musical instruments, quotes... I have this thing with Flames.. I adore fire - especially on coal- the flame of a candle.. I like to create shapes with melt wax.. Dislike: Winter, Meat, Morning, Sun, Clouds, Insects, Wannabes, Posers..it eats up my stomach, devours my body, and I embrace it silently still for I - one day- will die anyway.. |Don't ask about it|
Analysis
Ever wondered what's behind life as a thought itself? Ever thought of what really happened to the previous powerful archAngel whose name is Lucifer after he disobeyed God?"Follow me" Lucifer began calling to fellow angels. "I am the true Light-Bearer. I am the son of the morning! I will give you freedom and power; we alone can be happy! We do not have to obey the Tyrant! We are FREE! We alone may wield hate and trickery and murder if we choose -- He cannot! Through me you will rule unchallenged... follow ME." Now, Lucifer is trying to defeat Him among the terrible human darkness which I, myself and as a human, can't even understand. So, I wouldn't really try to be rebellious around my Creator.
Rules
Please: 1. Don..t message me if you have no pic. 2. Don..t post comments with your emails, glitters, pictures -and especially nudity. 3. Post a normal comment, small pictures are welcome! 4. Don..t ask for my email.Plus, I can -and i'm free to- anytime add 3d images, so save your shitty comments in my Pictures Comments because i..m not here to fool anyone, and once you're smart enough, you'll recognize them :I am 80% Goth.
.. 24-7 I am a freak. Every day is halloween. The creatures of the night fear me. Take the
Goth Test
@ FualiDotCom

"I am a Goth... regardless of and contrary to what other people think or say. I am more than a Glam Goth despite my bizarre obsession with black. I am more than a Glam Goth despite my countless black articles of clothing and black accessories. I am not a Goth just because I love Edgar Allan Poe and Emily Dickinson. I am not a Goth just because I have taken a liking to Goth music. I am not a Goth just because I wear black lipstick. I am a Goth despite the fact that I like The PussyCat Dolls or used to like Christina Aguilera, and continuously watch cartoon. I am a Goth despite my dirty jokes and permanent smile. I believe I am a Goth because my pain and rage are unfeigned and eternal."

My Interests

Music, cults - as I said - reading and writing poetry.. So much into Edgar Allen Poe, Emily Dickinson, William Blake, William Wordsworth, George Wither, Tennyson, Robert Frost... aww so many others

I'd like to meet:

People from different religions and sexualities.. Females and males..

Music:

Rock, Metal[doom, black, death, gothic...] Anything else, anything makes me feel what I want to feel. Sometimes Pop.. =) Bands: Atreyu, Adema, Evanescence, LinkinPark, InFlames, Nickel back, Iron Maiden, Cradle of filth (not so much), manowar, poisonblack, mushroomhead, to die for... man I listen to various songs without even knowing the band/singer

Movies:

The Grudge, Bunshinsaba, If Only, Hide and Seek, The Grass-hopper (I never forget this movie!), The Wisher , City of Angels Shooter Disturbia Next The Wisher If Only Boogeyman Hide and Seek Bunshinsaba Shrooms The Last Legion The Kid

Television:

Cartoooooooon! =D Tom&Jerry, Courage, Ed Edd and Eddy, Adam..s Family, Recess, Dexter, KND, The Cramps.. Twin, erm im not going to mention them all.....

Books:

Complete Nonsense, Mindnight Raiders, Silas Marner, Bristol Murder, The Picture of Dorian Gray

Heroes:

My Mother.

My Blog

Why? I`m not really asking you.

like why do you live? you're dying whether you like it or not.Is God of your invention? Do you not even believe in God or any god? Why and why not? i'm not actually asking you, i'm just putting out my...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 03:51:00 PST

The Lady Of Mine

Once, that fair lady passed me byIn a sward of thorny dead roses.Life she bade in me, and the worldof mine changed; O! Her gleamingDark eyes; O! Her black sunlit hairFlown above me, I stumbled. She wa...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 06:23:00 PST

The celestial creatures bow on this twilight

My best friend died on 14th of July at 03:30/4:00 AM.. This one is for him...     The celestial creatures bow on this twilight, For the Angel of death chose the sweetest soul. Angels will li...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 09:47:00 PST

I deleted 102 contacts and changed my settings.

I had 440 contacts in my friends list. I did some type of clean up and deleted 102 contacts, yet more to come. I changed my profile`s privacy settings. Noone can add me without my last name or my emai...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:55:00 PST

The Mythological Creature I am. =)

http://images.quizfarm.com/1112561305Ww1.jpg    I scored as WereWolf. WereWolf:  Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or ...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 12:34:00 PST

Oh My Darling, Clementine

"Oh My Darling, Clementine" is an American western folk ballad. The song is believed to have been based on another called "Down by the River Liv'd a Maiden" by H. S. Thompson (1863). The words are tho...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 03:45:00 PST

Eternal Despair - by me

This one was written years ago, when I was depressed because of some problems, so I wrote it for my mother.. i`m not organizing it well in here, I just pasted it the way it is. It`s two parts.   ...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 04:34:00 PST

Me with the crew and Macbeth.

Me, Katia kissing me, Rana and Tam. http://i74.photobucket.com/albums/i243/tam616/DSC02555.jpg Me and Tam with Macbeth. http://i74.photobucket.com/albums/i243/tam616/40e287af.jpg My favorite companion...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 05:46:00 PST

My Precious Lebanon =)[Facts]

GOD BLESS MY COUNTRY LEBANON STATISTICS ABOUT LEBANON   1. Lebanon has 18 religious communities        2. It has 40 daily newspapers    ...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 01:57:00 PST

Tagged.

 Each player of this game starts out with "7 weird habits" about him/her. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own: 7 Weird things/habits as well as the rules are stated clearly. A...
Posted by gOthic elysium of Bathory on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 12:12:00 PST