Bastian-Cole - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I don't think we've met, what with high school politics and all...i am a small boy, from a small town, and seem to be the only one in my family with big dreams. i am the icing on the cake- the secrect ingredient. i am something beautiful; a contradiction. there are so many, but not enough, words to describe me. i am a challenge. Do not mistake me for your average bait, hook, line and sinker. i loved a man once, but it is over now. still though, i struggle to find beauty, even when there is none. necessity, so they say, is the mother of all invention; i have recreated who i am countless times. i was never good at games, but i will always try to play show and tell, so ask away; i will never pour all of myself out, the rest i keep for me. this is me.
this is my life...
i do not settle, i migrate.

My Interests

[ditching class][nancy lynn, you lair!][shopping at walmart, EVERYDAY][carolyn, how'd you get so nasty?][being dramatic]<[b>jess- ya lookin' fierce][masturbation][looking in the mirror][shoes][tyra][writing nonsense][meeting new people][laughing so hard i pee][running in a circle][nicole][porn][all music][pointless drives][blue cotton candy from disneyland][vogue][memories][cute boys drenched in armani mania][del taco][ring-back tones of elvis][marioo][cigarettes][nipple/nipple rings][fancy liqour][justine, my bubble candy you][grungy bois][couture][leather car interior- it's soo yummy][betsy from starbucks that always gets my venti cup of ice topped with tripple steamed water correct when no-one else can (she's amazing)][new mints][nathan][chocolate cigaettes][alley bear][late night movies][pointless conversations][dee--your pussy stank rusted my barrel][sleeping in][art][mornings][my dog][my family are my friends][my friends are my family][washing fishes][bana][drunken phone calls][james][fallin in love][brandon][being broken hearted]

I'd like to meet:

people may surprise you...espcially when you realize that they are all you ever wanted.
i envisioned a girl once. she was beautiful, and caring, and everything positive that i wanted her to be. but she was only a dissapointment in the long run, but that was my fault. placing people on pedistals only causes a fear of heights. i want to meet a person, whom i do not have to pretend is perfect, but already is.

Music:

<[b>madonna][tegan and sarah][bjork][kotton mouth kangs][between the dead and me][billie holiday][gwen stefani and no doubt]<[b>tyra][weezer][corrine bailey rae][janet (miss jackson if ya nasty)][fiona apple- what an extrodinary machine!][britney- let's all pray for her, she CAN get through this][cher][diana ross][elvis][melissa etheridge][the fray][rilo kiley][inara george][ana nalick][damien rice][james blunt][joss stone][queen- the show must go on][the sex and the city theme song][dido][bonnie mckee-she's a hasbeen][the go-go's][5,6,7,8's][jimmy eat world][dialated peoples][white stripes][poisen the well][muse][rufus wainwright]<[b>hilary duff][bronskee beat][alanis morrisette][tori amosparis hilton][micheal bublee][the little mermaid sountrack][prince][nsync][five][backstreet boys]<[b>spice girls][lfo][super fury animals][jackie-o mootherfuckers][boy george][train][the dixie chicks][snow patrol][iron and wine][the postal service][incubus]

Movies:

[the little mermaid][sleeping beauty][crouching tiger hidden dragon][friend's with money][junebug][the crime of father amaro][amores perros][y tu mama tambien][pulp fiction][life is beautiful (la vita e bella)][the color purple][amalie][monster][romie and michelle's high school reunion][the devil wears prada][last tango in paris][delovely][house of sand and fog][beloved][pride and prejudice][the hills have eyes][the devils rejects][ghost][beaches][my big fat greek wedding]
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Television:

[the tyra show][americas next top model][semi-homemade][americas test kitchen][i love lucy][sex and the city][grey anatomy][the simple life][new york nick][i love new york][the international channel]

Books:

[the good earth][pilrim at tinker creek][the mysterious case of the dog in the night-time][the color purple][beloved][the diary of anne frank][shop girl][the company of myself][sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs][the dirty girl social club][the joy luck club][of mice and men][grapes of wrath][house of sand and fog][grimms fairy tales][a million little peices]

Heroes:

[my mother] [my grandfather]

My Blog

A Thousand Miles:

City noises are calling our names. Sirens, yells, the stench of what is to unfold, speaks our names. I miss my home--the one that is yet to be discovered. Pick it up--it's all I got. I'm leaving behin...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 08:15:00 PST

Por Un Amor:

For a love, I cannot sleep and I live full of passion. I have a love, that left forever in my life a bitter pain. Poor me! This life would be better if it would end-- It's not for me. Poor me (oh my h...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:25:00 PST

Drifting

Everything cannot compare to what needs to be. Nothing, is now the best option. Dealing with the monsters, is my own mind's collision. Such a cataclysmic mind! Open windows. Empty soul. Towering ...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST

A Message for Brandon:

No matter what goes on with me and the world around, things seem to always come back to these letters; no matter what song plays, it was written about you; no matter how much I...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 09:23:00 PST

23

"23"I felt for sure last nightThat once we said goodbyeNo one else will know these lonely dreamsNo one else will know that part of meI'm still driving awayAnd I'm sorry every dayI won't always love th...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:13:00 PST

Nicole [her]

I think about her (you) everyday. I pass her (your) car in the parking lots. I think of our memories (the ones that you and I made together), and I even dream about her (you); our (yours and mine) lov...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:11:00 PST

Beautiful Torture

Sleep refuses to come, but when she is lured from her hiding, I lack a certain rest--only because it is without you. Everything is unassured; tastes are different, smells are different, textures,...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:09:00 PST

Swaying in the Boughs

Within a tree's branches and leaves, among the fruits of life's labor, you will find our love, almost hidden behind the shadows. And as the tree, we shall last until the end--remaining const...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:03:00 PST

im going to commit myspace suicide...

after about twelve suicide comtemplations and the desire to walk to the bathroom and take the entire contents of a bottle that seemed to once be asprin but no longer can be identified since the bottle...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

batman & his dick-sucking bitch of a companion

after many long and in-depth discussions/debates over super heroes ive come to the conclusion of one...wonder woman, aquaman, green lantern, the man of steel himself- superman: undeniable heroes of ou...
Posted by Bastian-Cole on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:43:00 PST