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Cynthia

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OK Lets see here.. I think I actually a very boring person, but others seem to enjoy me. I recently "lost" my allergy to alcohol and let me just say that Mikes Hard Lemonade is a nice companion to have ^^.. I have 4 wonderful babies that I love to distraction and a kick ass husband that puts up with all my neurotic quirks and loves me in spite of them all. I just started college at the ripe old age of 30 and I'm having the time of my life.I am attempting to learn Spanish. Buenas Noches! Its kinda kicking my ass at the moment. lol Ummmmmmm I have 2 neurotic ass dogs that I tolerate. I love to sing, and love that my baby dances when I do. I have 2 of the bestest girlfriends that a girl could ask for. Neither of whom I ever get to see :( i don't know what else to say. Wanna know anything else, just ask. My life is pretty much an open book. I'm learning to be proud of who I am and what I have accomplished, even if it doesn't seem much by others standards. I am who I am, and I'm learning to love me. I recently lost my father and feel totally shattered at the moment. I really don't know how I'm supposed to live with out my Daddy. Fall term just started so I am trying to balance taking care of my mom, cope with Dad being gone, school, and the hub and brats. I'm feeling a tad overwhelmed, but can hear my dad telling me to "Git'r done!" So I'm trying. Gods help me I'm trying...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Ok.. IF I don't know you, don't try and add me to your friends list. I'm not here to win some popularity contest and have a gazillion friends. Everyone on my list is someone I know in some way shape or form. So please, spare me the irritation and save your time. You will be denied if I don't know you.

Music:

Theres way too much to list.. I pretty much love everything from classical to rock. a few of my favs areBlink 182/box car racer/angels and airwaves/plus44, Tori Amos, Nickleback, Anna Nalick, Melissa Etheridge, ANY 80's pop, Depeche Mode, the cure, Audioslave, maroon 5, the killers, little big town, Kelly Clarkson (yeah i know.. sad) Eminem, Eric Clapton, The Doors, Steve miller band, 30 Seconds to Mars.(I have to admit Jared Leto has rocked my world since he was in My So-Called Life. And the eyeliner he wears makes me feel all mushy inside. Who woulda thought.... )Oh, but I have to admit that I freaking hate screaming metal bands.. that Shit takes no talent to play.. *shudder*

Movies:

Any Disney movie pretty much. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, All the Star Wars movies. Grease I & II, The Craft, Ghostbusters I & II, The Karate Kid 1, 2, 3 & 4, Pirates of the Caribbean, Shanghai Noon and Knights, Goonies!!, Better off Dead, Pretty in Pink. The Breakfast Club, Practical Magic, Fried Green Tomatoes, Shrek 1 & 2, Austin Powers, The Ring 1 & 2, Blair Witch Project, Gone with the Wind, Batman, Spiderman, X-men, 50 First Dates, Billy Madison, Happy Gillmore, Spanglish, Wedding Crashers.. Any Shirley Temple movie.. Way too many more to list,Oh.. and I love Porn too..

Television:

Hmmmm.. This one is kinda hard cause I rarely watch TV its self.. Love CSI Miami/LV, Ghost Whisperer, Heroes is awesome! Lost is another that I just got into and freaking LOVE.... Oh, and cant forget SpongeBob

Books:

Pretty much anything by Anne Rice. The Vampire Chronicles and the Mayfair Witches books rock my world. Own most of them and plan on getting the rest. I have to say that I am more than a lil pissy about the fact that she is no longer WRITING these books. Now shes decided to only write religious crap... Ugh... I will admit that I love Beatrice Small and the awesome way she spins a little history into her smutty books. I love the Sky O'Malley series.. Last I checked I had them all.Johanna Lindsey is another one that I love reading and have SEVERAL of her books.Ok.. So I love Historical Romance... Embarrassing I know..

Heroes:

My husband, for loving me and all my faults, My children for teaching me what Love really is. My sisters, for always being there for me. Dr.Smith, my psych teacher, for teaching me that its ok to be fucked up, as long as you decide to change it ^^

My Blog

Yippie!!

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you ch...
Posted by Cynthia on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:19:00 PST

Im so fucked up....

When my brother was killed, I remember nothing but a dull aching pain that wouldn't go away, like I had been kicked in the stomach and the pain wouldn't go away. When dad died, It was a sharp stabbing...
Posted by Cynthia on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 09:22:00 PST

Hardest thing I have ever written.

                                   DOUGLAS LEE P...
Posted by Cynthia on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 05:07:00 PST

September 8th, 2007

Quite possible one of the worst days of my life.Saturday, September 8th, 2:35 am, We had to tell the Dr.'s to take my Dad off life support. I got to hold my dads hand and tell him I loved him while I ...
Posted by Cynthia on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 12:23:00 PST

Bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuue

How does it feelTo treat me like you doWhen youve laid your hands upon meAnd told me who you areI thought I was mistakenI thought I heard your wordsTell me how do I feelTell me now how do I feelThose ...
Posted by Cynthia on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 10:43:00 PST

Breakdown anyone?

OK so... We where all at the table talking the other night. Kids and all. And my baby boy Ramsey says to us, "After my birthday and I turn 5 I get to go to Kindergarten mom."His birthday is in 3 weeks...
Posted by Cynthia on Thu, 31 May 2007 01:25:00 PST

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..>Once upon a time there was a girl In her early years she had to learn How to grow up living in a war that she called home Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm Hurt me to see the...
Posted by Cynthia on Sat, 12 May 2007 02:18:00 PST

Deep Thoughts..

I have thought about this little analogy for a while now.. I am just now getting it written down, and for no particular reason other than I find it amusing  Are any of you familiar with Star...
Posted by Cynthia on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 11:33:00 PST

Wasted

Wasted By, Carrie UnderwoodAgain another song that I love???..Standing at the back doorShe tried to make it fastOne tear hit the hard woodIt felt like broken glassShe said sometimes love slips awayAnd...
Posted by Cynthia on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 04:26:00 PST

In Memory..

So today is the 11 yr anniversary of my brother being killed. I'm not quite sure how I'm feeling about that yet. One would hope that after all these years that the painwould lessen, dull to a mild ach...
Posted by Cynthia on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 11:00:00 PST